The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 190 S2 (Lost)

Restlessly Ivan and Ariq wait for Khaira in the ICU room. He has not yet told the true story. His mind was in a state of turmoil, especially when he saw the blood flowing so that it stained the white dress that Khaira wore during the Thanksgiving event.

“What really happened so Rara fell?” Ariq could not wait any longer. He wants to know the true story.

Without hiding anything, Ivan told me everything that had happened. He is surprised to see Irene in his room and uses Khaira's equipment at the dresser, until he pulled Irene to come out and ended with the fall of Khaira because of slipping due to stepping on the hand body that was smudged on the floor.

“I did not expect Rara to experience such a sad incident like this.” Ariq shook his head in disbelief.

Just now he felt relieved and prayed for the happiness of both, now the test came again to his sister. What he should do. It felt like he wanted to hit Ivan who could not provide security to his wife.

Ivan lowered his head with both hands covering his face. He is upset with Irene which causes Khaira to fall unconscious.  He could see the look of disappointment in Khaira's eyes when he saw her together especially in the condition of Irene who hugged him tightly.

“Have you had a relationship with Irene all this time?” Ariq stared at Ivan sharply. He had to make a firm decision for the sake of their beloved sister.

“I have never had contact with women other than Sandra,” replied Ivan firmly, “I don't know what Irene had in mind. All this time I've never been involved with him.”

“Basic women do not know shame,” unconsciously Ariq berated women who have made her sister wretched, “I will not let her survive if something happens to Rara.”

Soon Ali, Valdo and Fatih were in the hospital following them. Their faces looked tense.

“How is Rara doing?”  Fatih immediately shot Ariq who leaned in tensely, while Ivan was still standing in front of the ICU room with a look full of worry.

“Still waiting for doctor's observation,” replied Ariq tensed.

“The crazy woman has admitted everything,” Ali said instantly.

“What do you mean?” Ariq now looked at Ali with curiosity.

“He accidentally entered Ivan and Rara's room. He is also the cause of misunderstandings that occur until Rara falls slipping due to his actions.”

“Lantas what do you guys do?” Ariq continues to pursue Ali to get certainty on the perpetrators of the crime that made his sister still unconscious until now.

“Om Darwis and his wife apologise while crying so we don't demand his daughter,” Ali sighed rudely, “It feels like I want to strangle that crazy woman.”

“Then the woman?” Ariq was still dissatisfied with Ali's reply.

“He cried for mercy on oma and mother, so as not to be punished.”

Ariq. He knew Ima must have made a wise decision. He can't do anything. All he could do right now was wait for the news of Khaira who was currently unconscious.

After an hour, dr. Andre, SpOg., and his assistant who handled Khaira came out of the ICU room with full sweat running down his forehead.

“I want to meet the mistress' husband …. “

“I doc,” Ivan replied quickly.

He followed dr. Andre was quick. Once in the room dr. Andre immediately asked him to sit down.

Ivan's feeling was uncomfortable seeing the man who was almost the same age as him seemed tense while writing something on his notebook.

“Forcuse us can not maintain a fetus that is in the womb of your wife,” dr. Andre looked at Ivan with a sad look, “Rahim mistress is very weak, especially with the condition of a fetus that is only 6 weeks old is very prone to collisions no matter how small.”

Ivan's legs seemed to be helpless when he came out of the room dr. Andre's. He walked in confusion as if aimless.

“Mas Ivan!” fatih's call made him lift his face.

Beyond Fatih's expectations, Ivan immediately hugged her with a feeling of sadness. He was surprised to see the behavior of his sister-in-law who looked like a desperate person.

Ariq, Ali and Valdo are shocked to see a crying Ivan hugging Fatih. Valdo goes after dr. Andrew came out of his practice room to find out the true condition of Khaira.

Fatih let Ivan spill all the sadness he felt. He was sorry to see the situation of Ivan who was really down.

Ariq and Ali were stunned to hear the story of Valdo who had just spoken to dr. Andre's. They knew what Ivan was feeling. They also dissolve in the sadness felt by his brother-in-law, even though they know all is not Ivan's fault.

Not wanting to see prolonged sadness, Valdo finally tried to restore the tense atmosphere.

“Already, don't be too sad. You guys are young. There is still plenty of time to make it instead.”

Ali was annoyed to hear Valdo's remarks that did not see the situation and condition of people in a state of grief.

“I feel guilty for Rara, for not being able to protect her,” finally Ivan began to make a sound when he was satisfied to channel his sadness.

“If you want to take it off now is no problem. Didn't you marry her to account for the baby in her womb?” Ariq immediately conveyed what was stuck in his mind from the beginning.

“Maybe you want to go back to life free without ties?” Ariq said quietly without meaning, “terlanjur Rara did not have any feelings for you yet. I will support her if Rara wants to continue her education abroad.”

“How can I release Rara. I love him so much.” Ivan said firmly.

He walked towards the bed where Khaira was still under the influence of medicine. Ivan looked at his wife's face with sadness. He stroked Khaira's hair with all his heart. How could he part with Khaira, his feelings were already too deep. He is willing to lose anything but not the woman who has now filled his soul and body.

They are now in the VVIP room, where Khaira is receiving intensive care. Ariq called his wife to inform him that Khaira will stay at the hospital tonight for the next few days.

“What can I do to separate them?” Fatih asked slowly to Ariq who continued to observe the movements of Ivan who was now sitting beside the bed accompanying Khaira who was still under the influence of drugs.

“We'll see when Rara regains consciousness later. We follow whatever he wants. I don't want to make him depressed. He had suffered enough all this time. Let us not sacrifice his feelings just to please others,” Ariq said with a heavy sigh.

He does not know, why Rara's life is always tested with a lot of trials. Though all this time they have never troubled others even always help everyone in need.

“Rara ... dear …. “ Ivan continues to caress Khaira's face while calling her name hoping his wife opens her eyes soon.

He did not want to leave his wife for a second. He was worried that Ariq and his other brothers would take Rara away if she was not next to his wife.

Ariq looked at Ivan while shaking his head. It felt like he wanted to laugh at Ivan's childish behavior not wanting to leave his wife for a second.

“Do you not pray Fajr, soon the time runs out,” Ariq quipped because seeing Ivan who is tangled with red eyes restrains sleepiness all night waiting for Khaira to wake up, “I will not take Rara away. Salad there!”

“I tipped Rara mas,” he said slowly with a gaze still fixed on his wife.

Ariq could not help but smile at Ivan's behavior. How could he not believe the men who had struggled to get the love of their beloved sister, even though their journey was filled with thistles and thorns.

With Ivan's lunglai step towards the hospital mushala. He saw Fatih and Ali also just finished performing the congregational Fajr prayer’ah. Seeing the cohesiveness of his wife's brother made Ivan's sense of responsibility even greater to keep fighting to maintain his household. He had felt comfort and warmth in his wife's extended family. And he will continue to fight to keep it.

Ivan was delighted when Hasya came with Afifah to bring him a change of clothes. He wanted when Khaira woke up to see that he was in a neat state not tangled like this morning with red eyes and disheveled hair.

Khaira opened her eyes slowly. He looked around him. The first face she saw was her husband who looked relieved with a smile rising on his handsome face. Khaira threw away her face. She still remembered the incident in their room seeing Irene hugging her husband tightly.

“De, are you awake?” hasya's soft voice made Khaira feel relieved.

“Mas out first deh,” Hasya beckons Ivan, “Mbak who will take care of everything.”

“Thank you mbak,” Ivan nodded his head.

Before leaving the room, he kissed Khaira gently. He did not care to see the look of hatred now appear again in the clear eyes of his wife.

Hasya immediately prepared breakfast for Khaira. While Afifah prepared a paper bag containing clothes Ivan and Khaira who had been stacked into one.

Khaira felt her now flat stomach.  He looked at Hasya with a clueless look.

“Mbak my baby?” feelings began to haunt him.

Hasya.  He stood beside Khaira. Afifah was worried to see the confused Hasya facing Khaira who was still holding her stomach .

“God loves your baby more..“ Hasya said quietly, “That's patient yes de...”

Khaira. His mind drifted to remember the events that occurred during the house moving event. The hatred for her husband came to the surface.

“Why did they kill my baby?” Khaira began to shed tears remembering the cause of the miscarriage she had, “My baby is innocent ...”

“This is not Ivan's fault, but his cousin who snuck into your room.” Hasya tries to defend Ivan, because he knows the real thing.

“Mbak don't know what they're doing in my room,” Khaira can't help but cry, “Why did God take those I love? What's my fault mbak?”

Hasya hugged Khaira who looked devastated by the incident she experienced. Even though he did not have a taste for Ivan, but his affection for the fetus he conceived was so real. And he is not ready to lose again.

“De, ade …. “ Hasya was surprised to realize Khaira had fainted in her arms.

Ivan who was standing in front of the door immediately ran over quickly hearing Hasya's screams.  He lifted up the hollow body of Khaira in Hasya's arms. Slowly he laid down his wife's weak body.

I felt no tears Ivan shed. He also felt lost as his wife had. He hopes that the fetus that Khaira contains will make them closer.  But destiny says something else. Ivan clenched his hand. He will make a reckoning on the man who has made him and his wife grieve at the loss of something so precious to them both.

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