The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 192 S2 (Still Trying)

When returning to Ivan's house this afternoon at exactly five o'clock the atmosphere of the house looked silent. Khaira escorted Valdo without bringing anything. Hearing the oma's advice made Khaira touched. He could not do as he pleased, because his status was not a single woman, but had become a wife.

And it is not just about propriety, but all there are rules, especially in the religion he professed. Oma always reminded that, so as not to do disobedience to the husband.

The art was delighted to see her female master return. They talked together full of intimacy. Khaira is amused to hear Risma's bi story about Ivan's childhood and his mischief in the past.

“The girl should not be too sad. Perhaps behind this God will provide convenience or other sustenance to replace the baby mistress and master ... “ bi Risma trying to comfort her young mistress who still looks sad.

“Thank you, bi. I tried to make it hard,” Khaira said with a faint smile.

As they were chatting suddenly the arrival of Laras. He who planned to invite Ivan to pick up his ex at Hasya's house was surprised to see Khaira had returned home.

“Sayang …. “ Laras immediately hugged her daughter-in-law with a feeling of relief.

“Tante …. “ Khaira returned her in-laws' embrace warmly.

“Lho kok aunty, mama dong,” Laras looked at Khaira with an unhappy look, “You are now a mama's son, not just a daughter-in-law.”

“Sorry ma …. “ Khaira smiles while kissing Laras hand.

“Thank God you are back,” said Laras enthusiastically, “Padata mama just stopped by to invite Ivan to pick you up.”

“I'm sorry, ma. Yesterday was too heavy for me …. “ Khaira again said in a raucous starting voice.

“Already. It's all been happening. Mama was also upset by Irene's behavior. As a learned man, he should be better at keeping his attitude,” Laras said with annoyance, “But there is also a silver lining. Mama is happy, since marrying you Ivan is growing up.”

Khaira. He now confirmed what the oma said, that the more he came here, the behavior of Ivan like the late Abbas.

“Whatever your past and the trials you have undergone, stay with Ivan. He's a good guy,” Laras looks at him fixedly, “Not mean because he's mama's son, but with you mama is sure Ivan will be a more responsible person.”

“I'm not a perfect woman, ma. Everybody knows that. And I just try to keep improving myself to cover all the shortcomings that exist in me ...”

The barrel held both hands of his daughter-in-law warmly. He smiled, his pride at his daughter-in-law's behavior made him love Khaira even more.

“Mama know, you are indeed the best woman God sent in Ivan's life that is far from spiritual touch.”

Khaira looked at her in-laws with a frown. She never knew her husband's personal life and past. He only heard glimpses of his romance with famous models and artists, that's all.

“Mama also apologizes for all the behavior of Ivan who has done bad deeds to you,” finally Laras found the right moment to talk from heart to heart with the woman who had made her only son fall in love.

“Means mama?” again Khaira was confused by the words of Laras.

“Ivan has admitted all her mistakes that have made you pregnant,” Laras instantly revealed everything, “As Ivan recounted all, it felt like mama wanted to hit him. He deeply regrets all his deeds...”.

Khaira. The shadow of that night flashed back into his mind. He looked at Laras who looked sad when he told Ivan's confession.

“Trust me, Ivan is very sincere in loving you,” said Laras exclaimed.

Unknowingly, Khaira's tears trickled down hearing Laras' confession. He is grateful to have in-laws who have a loving and gentle nature.

“Ivan had told us that before we came to ask you, he dreamed of meeting the late Abbas,” Laras eyes glazed over when he started telling stories.

Khaira. He began to recall when Abbas met him in a dream and gave his hand to a man who did not have his face.

“... Ivan said that Abbas entrusted you to him. Abbas wants Ivan to take his place to make you happy ..” Baras said with eyes that began to glaze over.

He also felt the sadness now experienced by his daughter-in-law. He had also felt in the same position to feel lost when his beloved husband had been called the Almighty.

“You both lost. Ivan appreciates Abbas very much and you love Abbas,” Laras looks at him fixedly, “It is time for you two to strengthen each other. Abbas will be happy if you are happy.”

Khaira removed the flowing tear grains she was unable to hold. He was sad to hear the words of Baras.

“Try to open your heart .. let alone Ivan is your husband. He loves you so much, mama knows it.” Laras stroked Khaira's shoulder which was still sobbing in her tears.

After being able to control his feelings, Khaira finally sighed slowly.

Laras hugged his son-in-law with a feeling of relief. Now there was no more burden hanging on his chest all he had revealed to Khaira, and he was sure Khaira would repay all Ivan's feelings towards her.

They chatted for a while until Magrib's time arrived. Khaira immediately ended their conversation and returned to her room.

She looked around the room, trying to relieve the pain of remembering the event that made her lose her baby. But remember the message of oma, that everything that happens in this world is not without cause, because it has become the honor and iradat of the Supreme owner of life, which in His grasp can all happen.

The dinner Khaira enjoyed along with the three arts with a calm heart. She promised to open her heart to her husband.

After calling Hasya for a while, Khaira finally started to get sleepy. He didn't know what time Ivan would be back from the office. He immediately laid himself in the dispute once his eyes could not be compromised. A few moments later, he fell asleep in the cradle.

Khaira tried to get up, but the heavy arms hugged her hard to get out of bed.  Azan Dawn is echoing. He breathed slowly.  Wanting to wake her husband, she felt sorry for seeing Ivan look tired, until his snoring sounded.

Khaira changed her body position to face Ivan. He stared at the handsome face that looked calm in his sleep. How could she replace Abbas with a forced man who is now her husband. The nature of both is very different.

Khaira shook her head. How could he compare the two? He must give up all the memories of Abbas. Now Ivan was her husband, the man she had to obey. And he sinned if he still thought of another man in his life.

Without feeling the tears Khaira dripped again. He let the grains flow without any desire to remove them. He looked at Ivan's tired face. It seemed that he did not shave, sideburns and whiskers growing on his face were usually smooth like a highway.

His fingers began to touch the handsome face that is still asleep in a dream. His nose was as high as a slide, his lips that had lately often stolen kisses from him. Khaira's heartbeats began to beat rapidly.

Suddenly Ivan's eyes opened. A soothing sight when he woke up in the morning. He missed her this week. The two look locked onto each other.

Khaira did not expect that Ivan would wake up.  She felt ashamed because she stared at and even touched her husband's face. Not yet had Khaira lowered her hand, Ivan immediately grabbed her and kissed her gently.

“I miss you so much,” Ivan said slowly.

The look in his shady eyes made Khaira tremble. He could see the gaze that Abbas used to point at him now in Ivan's eyes.  Ivan re-embraced her tightly into his arms. It seemed he was not satisfied to treat longing after a week in his wife's stay.

“Never leave me. I love you so much …. “ Ivan reveals what he feels in his heart, “While the feeling is not yet in your heart, try to stay by my side.”

Khaira. He doesn't know how he feels right now. But his heart began to be touched by Ivan's treatment of being warm and tender.

After hugging his wife and giving a deep kiss on Khaira's forehead, Ivan finally rose from the bed.

“We will pray Fajr together, prepare ..” He smiled at Khaira while walking towards the bathroom.

Eventually Khaira got up from the bed and made their beds to immediately carry out the duty of Fajr prayer.

After performing the congregational Fajr prayers and the prayers Ivan had recited, the two kept quiet.

Eventually Khaira shifted forward and began to extend a hand to greet her husband.

Ivan looked at his wife's face, and welcomed Khaira's hand. A faint smile rose on his face feeling a warm kiss on his hand.. When Khaira let go of his hand, Ivan immediately cupped his face and gave a warm kiss on his forehead.

Khaira closed her eyes as she felt the warmth that landed on her forehead.

After releasing his hands on his wife's face, Ivan hugged Khaira tightly. His hand fondled his wife's shoulder affectionately. After a while Ivan let go of his embrace. The eyes of the two looked at each other.

“Starting today we will restart from the beginning,” Ivan said gently, “I will not limit your activities.”

Khaira looked at Ivan's face with a questioning look.

“Stay live your activities as usual\,” Ivan mengu**smile when realize the confusion in the clear eyes of his wife\, “I will not limit your activities in outlets or even in cafes.”

A smile rose on Khaira's face knowing the direction of her husband's conversation. Now Ivan could see the twinkle beginning to return in his wife's clear eyes.

“It is important that you remember that you have a husband named Alexander Ivandra.” Ivan felt satisfied as he said it coincided with Khaira's gaze instantly glaring at him.

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