
A bright smile was imprinted on Ivan's face as the Dew had already fallen asleep in his sling. One album of various genres of songs has been he intended to make his little princess sleepy until now sleepy.
He immediately laid the Dew next to Dawn undisturbed by the movements he made while tidying up the Dew position and placed the teddy bear as a barrier between the two.
His gaze turned to Khaira who was still in a position to hold Dawn in her sleep. Slowly he released the wife's hand from the tiny body of Dawn. Ivan immediately carried Khaira to the wide sofa which was a little far from the twin's bed. He did not want the activity he would do next to disturb the twins, and it was not something that was worth seeing his two favorite boys.
Ivan took her to a wide sofa that was located a bit away from the King size bed where the twins were. The heat enveloped him. Leaving only the boxer attached, Ivan soon catches up with his wife who is still soundly in the cradle without knowing that her position has moved and separated from the twins.
His smile grew because it was easy to escape the nightgown that wrapped the scented body of the wife. Ever since seeing Khaira come out of the bathroom wearing a one-stropped pressbody suit made her eyes so pampered. Even though his sense of sight is with both children, but his mind and mind are already wandering with wild fantasies that play with the wife.
Without wasting time Ivan immediately launched light kisses on Khaira who was still deep in the arms of the night. Abstract paintings have been printed clearly on the smooth skin of the wife.
“Ehmp …. “ Khaira began to be disturbed by the touches her husband made.
He felt the heat envelop him. Khaira squinted her eyes as she felt that something was creeping on her. In the dimness of the room he saw the figure of Ivan who was smiling full of has*at to him.
“Dad really wanted Mommy .. “ Ivan said with his heavy voice resisting the turmoil that had spread to the head. His gaze was full of passion.
Khaira rubbed her husband's head warmly. He returned Ivan's smile while nodding his head. He realized the time they had was so dense that there was no time to share the affection together.
He was too busy serving the two twin boys who were active and did not want to be separated from himself and Ivan, making the power of Khaira seized for both. He was well aware that Ivan wanted his attention as well. But what power, even though he and Ivan worked together in caring for Dawn and Dewun, still his power drained just like that.
“Do whatever you want ... “ Khaira said softly.
Ivan's eyes sparkled at his wife's reply. He immediately landed his lips giving a friendly kiss that Khaira greeted with love.
I do not know how long time passed, but did not dampen the romance that struck two human children who combine love in the silence of the night. The two poured out and channeled a shackled taste in the chest by giving and receiving warmth to each other.
Ivan gave a long kiss on his wife's forehead once the storm was over between the two. His body felt fit, as the whack load on the head had been lifted with the activity they had been doing. He laid his body and faced each other.
“Hopefully God will grant your father's wish to give you a sister for the twins .. “ Ivan said softly while fondling Khaira's stomach.
Khaira stared at Ivan's face. The two looked at each other meaningfully. They have never discussed seriously to immediately add to the baby. Khaira thought Ivan was just joking.
“What mas ready with all the consequences?” Khaira rubbed her husband's handsome face with gentleness.
Ivan's stunned. He recalled that Khaira had a history of uterine weakness, and was not advised by doctors to have intercourse during her pregnancy. For a moment he was worried about his desire to add baby and give a sister for the twins.
But in his little heart he really wants to see and feel the care and pamper Khaira who contains his baby. She wanted to pay for all the pain and grief that Khaira had experienced while pregnant with the twins when they were separated.
Ivan looked at Khaira's face with a stick. Until this moment his love will never fade and become more deeply rooted. Even though he had been separated from the misunderstanding in the past because he had misstepped, but not one bit aborted the sense imprinted in his heart that was so deep.
Khaira noticed the change in her husband's sad face while looking at him. He scrunched up his eel because he did not understand Ivan's mood.
“What are my words wrong?” Khaira asked softly.
Her fingers stroked Ivan's lips and rubbed the thin bewok that was characteristic of her husband. As Ms. Hasya said, her husband is getting ripe and charming with the bewok and thin mustache that adorns her face.
Ivan shook his head slowly. His hand caught his wife's flickering fingers still playing on his lips, and kissed her slowly.
He does not want to bring up the past that has happened and is quite painful for both of them. But they have grown up together, and the past is just a test to prove that their love is stronger and will not be shaken no matter how strong a storm hits their ark in the future.
“Don't we have to open each other?” Khaira conveys her heart so that Ivan does not hide any implied taste and he keeps Khaira has a presumption, “I will not hide anything. Mas can ask anything that may still block .. “
Ivan breathed heavily. She clasped Khaira's fingers and pressed them against her chest, so that Khaira could feel her husband's regular heartbeat. The eyes of both of them locked onto each other.
“Pardon father for not accompanying mother while pregnant to give birth to the twins,” Ivan's voice was barely heard with a flash of sadness that was drawn in the black bead of his eyes, “Dad regretted that you went through everything alone ..”
“Mother is not alone. Everyone looked after, protected and cherished us,” Khaira said with a face covered in smiles to calm Ivan who looked devastated considering the time that had passed.
Khaira wiped away the puddles of tears that had suddenly appeared in Ivan's eyes. She could see the remorse clearly made her husband's eyes redden.
“Daddy's sin on mom is too big. It is only natural that mother and other siblings do not forgive father …. “
“Dad not need to remember the past full of bitterness,” Khaira stroked the chest of the field her husband tried to encourage, “Isn't it time we set the future?”
Khaira had thought through everything carefully. He did not want to be shackled again about the past that only made him slumped and revenge that he had thrown away because it would have an impact on the diminishing sincerity in the household that he now lived with Ivan.
“Never leave father again. Father will not be able to live without mother and twins,” Ivan looked at Khaira and said with great earnestness.
“May God always protect and guard our family from all dangers and remain intact up to His heaven …. “ Khaira said expectantly.
“Aamiin …. “ Ivan guarantees all the words of his wife, “Mother tau, the greatest happiness you feel first?”
Now Ivan lay on his back with Khaira, whose position lay hands against him. He wanted to tell her all the lingering feelings of sadness and wriggle inside her chest.
“If you don't tell me, where might you know ...” Khaira replied enthusiastically to her husband's words.
“When you first allowed the twins to play at home. That was the boundless happiness that I felt from being able to embrace Dawn and Dew and play with them for the first time,” Ivan said seriously while tilting his body and facing his wife.
Khaira smiled at Ivan's story, “Ya, even Dad lied to us all by saying that the house belongs to Danu.”
“Only that is the only way for father to continue to approach and see mother and twins,” Ivan said straightforwardly, “When knowing that the twins are the blood of flesh and fruit of our love, <TAG1>, I can't say anything …. “
Khaira looked at her husband's face without blinking. They have not had time and never told each other and expressed their feelings for the events that have happened.
Seeing Khaira who was silent and still waiting for his words made Ivan continue to reveal everything stored in his heart. He recalled all the events that brought him closer to Khaira and the twins.
“At the time ustadz Helmi filled out the registration form for Dawn at the puskesmas, father saw all the data about Dawn,” Ivan said with a fixed eye looking at Khaira who was seriously listening, Ivan said, “What is your feeling still that deep on her?”
Khaira held back a smile hearing her husband's words. He wants to see Ivan's reaction to everything that has happened, “What do you think?”
Ivan was saddened to hear his wife's answer. He knew it was not easy for Khaira to erase the memory of Abbas. He was the best man he knew and was ever close to his wife.
Seeing the grim face of her husband made Khaira take over the reins. Beyond Ivan's expectations, Khaira had moved on top of him. Ivan was overwhelmed by his actions.
“Mother wants to paint a story about us and all the future with the twins. With no other name in it, just us.”
Khaira stared fixedly at Ivan's face with a look full of longing that was clearly drawn in his clear eyes. She could see the jealous and sulking look of her husband's tone of voice.
“Mother is unlikely to take away all the memories of the deceased. His name is kept and has its own place. But only the name of his father the twins who filled the space in the heart of the mother,” said Khaira smiled sincerely by looking fixed Ivan's eyes fixed on him.
The burden that still felt in Ivan's heart was immediately lifted to hear the sincere words from his wife's lips. Happiness instantly filled all the cavities in his chest over Khaira's words.
“Tonight was the best night of all the nights we've been through,” quickly Ivan flipped the position that kept Khaira under his shackles.
“Means?” Khaira looked confused to see the change in the look of Ivan's face which was now more excited.
“Because we will celebrate love …. “
Khaira sighed and shook her head after noticing the direction her husband said. She was very upset with the body language of the gestures her husband showed. How else, she just followed the flow of the game created by her husband.
(Minal Aidin wal Faidzin's. Sorry for the delay in the story of Ivan and Rara. May my dear reader remain faithful. The Authority is still busy taking care of the transfer of duties to a new place. So I hope my dear reader still supports author work to completion which is expected to remain a few more chapters. Dear to reader all .... )