The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 232 S2 (New Start)

Khaira sat with Laras in the back garden. She was intending to visit her in-laws' house once she got out of their house. He did not want Laras to be disappointed at his decision to leave the house that Ivan had left on his behalf.

“Mama can't blame Ivan for his decision,” Laras feels awry.

Khaira silently did not answer. He was convinced that Laras knew everything. Moreover, Laras was very happy to know that he had a grandson even though it was not from his favorite daughter-in-law.

It is true what people say, the blood is thick. And Khaira felt it for herself, how Laras praised Bryan as a very handsome grandson, inheriting the good looks of the daddy that made her proud.

“Mama hope you are strong to live all,” Laras looks at Khaira with raging feeling, “You are both adults, and can take the best decision for your life.”

“I'm sorry ma, for not being able to maintain our marriage,” Khaira said bitterly.

“It was entirely not your fault,” Baras glanced at him at a glance, “Actually mama can't believe you pushed Bryan into the water, but in reality Ivan witnessed it himself.”

Khaira. Everyone has accused him of being sadistic. How could he have been able to defend himself, if the person he trusted the most had rejected the truth he said.

The mood was silent for a moment. Only the hearts of each one speaking revealed different feelings.

“Claudia has promised mama to follow our trust if it is time to marry Ivan.”

Khaira was stunned to hear the words of Laras.  Then she's the last person to know the truth that there's been a conversation about the continuation of her husband and ex.

“He would be a second wife if Ivan wanted to marry her,” Laras sighed softly, “Ivan did not want to wish you, he said, despite his desire to give recognition to Claudia and give the whole family to Bryan.”

Khaira's heart beats faster knowing that Ivan also has the same desire to formalize his relationship and Claudia for Bryan's son only wayang and blood flesh.

“I'm sorry ma. Maybe this is the best for us .. “ only those words that Khaira is able to say while bidding farewell to her in-laws who soon will also become former.

“Pardon Ivan yes dear …. “ Baras hugs her tightly, “Maybe your soul mate just got here.”

By lunglai Khaira got down from the house Laras to Valdo's car which had picked him up from the beginning and would deliver him back to the house oma.

Hasya who was in the car with her husband can see the sadness on her sister's face. He does not want to comment anymore. He let Khaira treat his wounds alone. He believes with the passage of time Khaira must be able to pass everything.

Today Khaira is lazy to move which makes him meet with many people. He has handed over the management of Kara Jewellery to Fatih, as well as the management of the Cafe. He wants to be alone and share his life with the unlucky people out there. He no longer thinks of himself.

He casually drove an old car belonging to the late Abbas which always kept the Kodir mang in the house of oma. Khaira did not know how far he had traveled when the dean Magrib made him turn the car to stop at a mosque inside a complex.

Upon entering the mosque his heart was calm. He was surprised to see the congregation who arrived was very young, both female and male.

After performing the Magrib prayer, there was no desire for Khaira to return to the car. Here he felt a calmness and peace that he had never felt before. For a moment he could forget the memory of Ivan and his sadness.

A woman whose age was above Khaira approached her who was still closing her eyes while sitting down to calm down.

“Assalamu’alaikum .. “ friendly greetings made Khaira open her eyes.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” Khaira replied quickly.

The woman sat beside him, making Khaira immediately straighten up and look at the face in front of her in a daze.

“These are from out of town huh?” a friendly smile still emanates on his clean face, “Introduce my name ustadzah Fatimah wife of ustadz Hanan al Farouq leader of Al-Ijtihad boarding school here.”

“Oh yes, forgive me ustadzah, for sassy hitchhiking prayer without excuse with the head of the cottage here ..” Khaira is uncomfortable now. He hurried to open the door to pass and return home.

“Adek do not get me wrong,” ustadzah Fatimah prevents Khaira who wants to rise and pass.

Khaira undoes her intentions after seeing the sincerity drawn from the woman before her.

“I can feel that adek is not a person here. This place is far from the crowd, it is very dangerous to continue the journey at night through this region,” ustadzah Fatimah looked at him closely.

“What's no problem I hitchhiked tonight?” Khaira asked expectantly, “Here I find tranquility and peace..”.

“Let's come with me. I will introduce you to ustadzah who are single and live in this pesantren complex,” ustadzah Fatimah said kindly.

“Aalhamdulillah's. Thank you ustadzah,” Khaira was relieved to find a place that provided calm and comfort to her dying heart.

Ustadzah Fatimah nodded her head in courtesy. Khaira followed the steps of the Fatimah ustadzah to the room where the inn for the ustadzah who had not been family..

He was happy to receive the welcome of several ustadzah who were younger than him with great respect. They get to know and talk. Seeing the shady young women with polite behavior made Khaira feel at home.

When the dawn of Azan reverberated Khaira immediately woke up. He looked around him, the young ustadzahs were no longer a single person staying in the inn where he was. Khaira also rose to the mosque which is now filled with santiwan and santriwati who lined up regularly because the time of prayer has entered.

After performing the dawn prayer and hearing the cult delivered ustadz Hanan as the leader of the ponpes made Khaira feel more comfortable and calm. His choice to stop by the prayer has given way for him to find peace.

A smile rose on his face realizing the plan he was going to do. He wants to help to complete all facilities that are very concerning. In the dormitory of the ustadzah he also saw the mats that are not fit to wear and blankets are quite alarming.

“How does it feel adek?” soft speech ustadzah Fatimah greeted Khaira who stood looking at the fish pond that was available behind the cottage.

“Alhamdulillah ustadzah, I feel calm here,” Khaira smile, “What can if I want to stay longer here?”

Ustadzah Fatimah looked at Khaira from head to toe. He knew that the young woman standing in front of him did not appear to be an arbitrary woman. From the clothes attached to his body looks all branded.

“If adek is comfortable, we feel happy,” ustadzah Fatimah looked at him closely.

Khaira felt grateful in her heart to hear the reply of Fatimah's ustadzah.  Khaira feels like she's getting a new sister. He saw the unity of the figure of Ira his brother-in-law and Hasya who were flippantly united in the form of the Fatimah's body.

He will start his new life here. It will help as much as possible. He wanted to serve this ponpes with whatever he had on him.

“Can I provide a little help for ustadzah cottage?” Khaira immediately expressed her desire to provide assistance according to the survey she had surveyed the santriwan and santriwati finances that she had seen earlier.

“Alhamdulillah if there are good intentions like that. We are very grateful.”

The conversation between Khaira and Fatimah's ustadzah ended. Khaira immediately resigned to realize all his wishes to help the very urgent means required by ponpes al-Ijtihad.

At exactly five in the afternoon Khaira returned to the house of the oma Marisa which she now occupies with Fatih and Azkia.

All his brothers gathered there again. They were worried because all day long calling Khaira's cell phone was not welcome at all.

“Where are you de?” Hasya immediately hugged him as soon as Khaira arrived at the family room.

“I have found a comfortable place to start a new life,” Khaira said as she threw her body next to Ali.

“You mean?” Hasya immediately scouted him with another question.

Finally Khaira recounted her activities from a day ago while staying in a very simple ponpes and located in the suburbs with a journey of seven hours from where they live.

Khaira enlisted the help of his brothers to become regular donors to help with the very modest operational costs of ponpes with students who numbered nearly 100 people. He soon recounted his desire to settle down and devote himself in the pesantren to be a servant of the people.

Hearing Khaira's passionate words made his brother feel happy. Now Khaira has found herself again. Although still looks sadness on his face, but all covered with plans he made for his future life.

For one week Khaira invites Azkia to shop according to the list she has made, while her other brother gives her capital to cover the necessary expenses. As soon as he got home, 5 big box cars were waiting for him in the yard.

With a big smile Khaira got down from the car seeing that the items she needed were available even beyond her expectations.

When he suddenly stepped his head felt heavy. Khaira was unable to support her body. It was fortunate that Azkia quickly restrained her body to the point of not falling to the ground.

“Ade .... “ Hasya who just got down from the car instantly screamed at the weak powerless Khaira.

“What happened?” Fatih who had just returned from the hotel was shocked to realize her sister had fainted in the arms of his wife.

“Don't ... “ Valdo said as she looked at Hasya who immediately rounded her eyes to hear her husband's words.

The four of them immediately took Khaira to the nearest hospital to find out what happened to their beloved sister.

Ariq stood at the IGD door waiting for the doctor who examined Khaira in the room. Ali walked back and forth impatiently waiting for the results of the doctor's observation of Khaira.

A smile rose on the doctor's face, Indri Samosir, as Hasya and Valdo rose from their seats as soon as they saw the doctor coming out of the examination room.

“Congratulations, lady Khaira is positively 6 weeks pregnant. And it seems not just one, but two.”

“Subhanallah,” Ariq's eyes glazed over hearing dr. Indri.

“Alhamdulillah ... “ Ali immediately bowed in gratitude knowing their little sister had now been pregnant.

“Allahu Akbar,” Fatih felt great happiness hearing the news delivered by Indri doctor.

“Ade ... “ cries Hasya instantly broke to hear it.

Valdo hugged his wife who is now crying so happy for the condition of Khaira who is still recovering and requires special treatment.

“Just can't do anything. We must keep it from losing again.”

“He will take me home. Iraq will take care of it,” Ariq immediately decided to take Rara with him, “Ku hope Yang Kukur will give their health and safety until born into the world.”

“Aamiin yes Rabbal ‘alaamiin ... “ everything compact guarantee with a sad face at the beginning is now filled with happiness.