The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 268 S2 (Let All Walk What Is )

Hearing the voice that was speaking made Khaira aware. He opened his eyes slowly. He was surprised to realize that he was lying in bed with Dawn. The feeling of being in the bottom seat.

He was surprised to see his three brothers talking to Ivan who was still with Dew in his trunk. Khaira was disappointed to see the Dew that did not want to be separated from Ivan. He immediately got up from the bed.

“When did nyampe?” he immediately asked Ali who was now walking towards him.

“Must nyampe,” Ali smiles at him.

Khaira gets off the bed. He will perform the dawn prayer. Now he was not worried about leaving the twins because his three brothers were beside him.

“Mas, Daybreak. I want Fajr prayer,” he said quietly without caring about Ivan's fixed gaze on him.

“Alright,” Ali replied briefly.

Khaira immediately opened a closet where she kept all the needs of the twins and mukena that she always brought in urgent circumstances.

“Good morning ... “ two nurses entered the room with injection devices to give to the twins.

“Please Sus .... “ Khaira smiled faintly at the two friendly nurses.

“At the time to inject heat-lowering drugs for the twins yes.”

Khaira again approached Fajar who began to whine because his body was still warm and did not feel the presence of Khaira at his side.

“Bunda ... “ his sobs start to sound because they only see Ali by his side.

“Mother here darling .... “ Khaira rushed to Dawn and quickly carried her.

He stroked the back of Dawn as the injection needle began to be injected into the infusion tube of Dawn.  He felt his own pain when he saw Dawn grimacing as the needle stuck in the hose and began to insert medicine in it.

“Sabar yes dear, mas will recover again. Let's take a walk .... “ Khaira said quietly while fondly stroking her son's hair.

Now the two nurses moved to Dewun who was still a henchman in his father's arms.

It was unbearable Ivan saw both of his children in pain, with the infusion needle now embedded in his second tiny finger. Now he held his breath as the nurse began injecting the heat-lowering drug into the infusion tube in Dew's hand.

“Thank you yes. At seven we'll take a sample of the twins' blood. Excuse me... “ both soon passed from before them.

After the nurses were not in the room, Khaira said goodbye to Ali to keep Dawn from feeling sleepy again.

Now the room was quiet again, because Khaira was not in the room, and Dew fell back asleep because it was still affected by the drug that had been injected in the hose of the infusion, Ariq intended to open a conversation with Ivan after the twins regained their composure under the influence of drugs.

Ariq smiled faintly at the appearance of Ivan who only used a t-shirt and sarong cloth attached to his waist. He looked closely as Ivan put the Dew back into the bed and covered it. When Ivan kissed the twins was not separated from his vision. He gave the code for Ali and Fatih to sit with him on a sofa that was a bit apart from the twin beds.

Ivan saw the three of them already sitting together on the sofa. Various speculations arose in his mind about what the Khaira brothers would say, and he should be ready to hear them no matter how sick they may be. Before Ariq started the conversation Ivan immediately conveyed his heart.

“Mas, please don't separate me with my children,” Ivan already can't help his feelings. He must reveal what is in his heart, “I know my mistakes are unforgivable. But I beg for Dew and Dawn .... “

“It's not that easy,” Ali directly cut Ivan's words, “You think you can come back after leaving a wound on Rara as well as disappointment on us. The decision to allow you to marry Rara from the beginning was wrong.”

“Mas .... “ Fatih is worried if Ali's voice makes the twins wake up.

He also agreed with Ali. After Khaira's disappointment and pain, it was impossible for them to easily forgive all of Ivan's deeds.

“I am ready to trade everything I have as long as I am allowed to be with my children,” Ivan said bitterly, “I want to be with them. Please ... for the sake of the twins forgive all the mistakes I have made in the past ...”

He knew whatever he said it was difficult to forgive brother Khaira let alone to get back together, certainly not an easy thing to go through. But back again, everything has become a scenario of God.

Everything that is considered impossible by man but if Allah wills, then as much as man plans then all decisions are the right of God to make it easier. Ivan was very sure of that. With sincerity of intention and sincerity to accept all he is convinced, God is the best decision-maker

“You think we lack treasure?” Ali said cynically, “We don't need your dime from the money you have.”

“Hm .... “ Ariq start to sound.

He could not let the conversation start to heat up. If it is like this then there will be no end to the problem and the victims will be the twins.

“I am aware of death, birth, and all that happens is a life journey process that we will always experience. No man is perfect, there is always a loophole to make mistakes,” Ariq said wisely, “We cannot convict and punish man guilty or not because all has become the will of God.”

“Mas .. “ now Fatih also objected to hear the words of Ariq. He believes Ariq's feelings were touched by Ivan's attitude to their influences.

“I do not agree if he regroups with Rara and ponakanku,” Ali said firmly connecting Fatih.

Ivan was silent. He actually objected to talking in the room that had both of his children. But he was sure, the three would not give him time to sit together in another place.

He only prayed in his heart that the twins would remain calm in his sleep and not be distracted by the conversations that took place between them and other adults. Ivan also hopes that the talks they will do can provide the best way out, especially for him personally.

“We can not decide this one-sided,” Ariq again spoke chimed in Ali's affirmative. He was the same as Ali was still disappointed with everything that had happened.

“Do we take it for granted and apologize after what he did to Rara?”

The four of them immediately fell silent to stop the heated conversation discussing the relationship between Ivan and Khaira and their children in the future.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” finally all answered compactly, with a worried look if Khaira heard what they were talking about.

“Mas .... “ Fatih looked back at Ariq to continue their conversation.

“Ra, we have to talk about this together. Sit here .... “ Ariq asks Khaira to come closer and sit next to him.

“I say prayers first mas,” Ivan does not want to miss the dawn prayer that is almost out of time.

“Good. After this much we will talk about,” Ariq said while looking at him seriously.

“I understand mas.”

Within 10 minutes Ivan was back in the room. He saw Khaira who was still preparing two bottles of milk that had been filled on the nightstand.

Without looking at Ivan who was sitting across from him, Khaira threw out a body beside Ariq. They indeed had to sit down together and discuss everything with a cold head.

“We have all lived a married life, started a marriage, have children with all the tests and problems in it.” Ariq started the conversation, “Every problem in the household is different, we just respond and make it what.”

Everyone was silent listening to Ariq's words, no one dared to interrupt, busy with their own thoughts.

Ivan's gaze fixedly looked at Khaira who was sitting quietly on the flank of his three brothers.  Khaira did not look at his face. Every now and then Khaira's gaze is directed at the twins who are not distracted by their conversation.

“The two of you since the beginning .. and now have chosen each other's lives,” Ariq looked at Ivan for a moment, then turned to Khaira beside him, “We as a family have given you the freedom and flexibility to decide even from the beginning you start to marry .... “

“I know what Ariq thinks ... “ Khaira directly cut Ariq's words. He doesn't like to waste time on important conversations. He wants to get straight to the topic.

“I've been thinking all night .... “ Khaira purposely stopped her words.

Everyone was silent at Khaira's words. All three believe Khaira will make the best decision especially for the twins. The gaze of Ivan and Khaira met for a long time.

“I know, it's impossible to cover up this truth forever. One day the twins must know their real father .... “ Khaira said calmly.

The feeling of thumping as well as the pleasure of bursting in Ivan's heart. He did not expect that his prayers would be answered so soon.

“I will arrange a schedule if the father of the twins wants to visit both .... “

“Deg!”  ivan's feelings that had soared into the air immediately crashed instantly.

He looked at Khaira who was still looking at him with a flat look.   The face of ayu he had always longed for was now right in front of him. The clear eyes that used to radiate coolness when he looked at it were now cold with no meaning.

“Does this mean?”  Fatih looked at Khaira in confusion.

“For the twins,” said Khaira sure, “Me and her father can work together to nurture and raise them to adulthood.”

“Can't we go back like we used to?” Ivan drops his pride to ask Khaira to take it back, “Si twins need the complete affection of both parents.”

Khaira smiled at Ivan's words, “I didn't force her father children, because that's all I can offer. The others are not!”

Khaira has decided. There's no way he's looking back. For what all the effort they have put in if they finally get back together. Not that he's still vengeful, no!  He forgave and forgot everything. And he has sincerely lived. But what other people need to know, it is always consistent with the words and actions that he does.

A smile of satisfaction rose on Ali's face hearing Khaira's decision. He winked at Fatih while giving a thumbs up.

“Alright,” Ivan finally accepts even with a feeling of disappointment.

“Now the decision has both of you agreed. We respect your decision,” Ariq said with a feeling of relief, “May the twins get well soon.”

When his three brothers came home Khaira brought him to the door. He refused to talk to Ivan. Her lips may say they have forgiven her, but the wound has not healed completely. Either it still took some time so that he could forget everything Ivan had told him.

Ivan only refrained from speaking while staying himself and Khaira in the room which was now as quiet as uninhabited.  Even though they could not gather one roof, at least he had a special time to meet his two children.  Stones can be destroyed by water, especially the human heart will be easily flipped back and forth by its creator. And Ivan held firmly to that belief. One day he will again melt the heart of Khaira who is currently frozen. A faint smile rose in the corner of Ivan's face imagining that time would come. I don't know when ....

At exactly eight o'clock Danu came to deliver clothes for his boss. He had already been called by Ivan during the dawn prayer. He could not help but smile as Ivan was wearing only a sarong and a tee shirt did not have time to think about changing what he was wearing, when he heard the twins were rushed to the hospital.

“May the twins recover quickly yes Ma'am ... “ Danu's sincere prayer as he approached the bed where Dawn and Dew lay.

“Thank you Danu. Say hello to my mother and father yes ..” Khaira responded to Danu's words with a smile.

“Siap Mbak's. Ustadz Hanan and his wife also asked where the twins were. I have told the condition of the twins to him,” said Danu while looking with concern Dewun and Dawn who are still asleep in their respective sleep.

A little while later Danu left, Ivan immediately brought a travel bag containing his clothes to the bathroom.

“I'll be back soon,” he said slowly when he saw Khaira approaching Dewun.

During the bathroom Ivan's mind worked fast. A smile rose on his face. The first step is the schedule of the twins. The next step is to approach the twins. Yes ... he will take it slowly. Let everything go as it is. But beyond that he will pray and strive to put everything back in its place.

The existence of the twins by the mother's permission would make Ivan have a thousand reasons for Khaira to remain by his side. As the Javanese saying goes, alon-alon waton lunion which means slowly the important thing is achieved. The spirit of Ivan who was once saggy is now back again.