The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 270 S2 (That Thought Has Been Sirna)

The nurse just came out with a sample of the twins' blood. Khaira prepared breakfast for both of them.  He felt relieved, although in the state of pain did not affect the appetite of both.

He was annoyed by Ivan's attitude that continued to stick to him with the reason Dew wanted to get closer to his mother. But because he had to feed the twins, khaira had to let Ivan who was now sitting on the bed of Dawn while holding the Dew on the right and Dawn on his left thigh with himself standing right in front of the three.

“Daddy maam …. “ Dew pointed the spoon at Ivan's mouth which remained unaverted at the icy Khaira.

“This is for mas and ade only yes, dad has breakfast,” said Ivan slowly.

His heart warmed the attention of his little daughter. His position adjacent to Khaira made his heart run uncontrollably. But the one being stared at remained cold.

“Hope is spent yes dear,” Khaira looks at Dawn who is already engrossed in playing his new robot.

“Make father only,” quickly Ivan grabbed the spoon in Khaira's hand and pointed it at his mouth.

Ivan's actions made Khaira unhappy. But how else, he could not avoid Ivan spent the last mouthful of the spoon he held, with his hands in Ivan's grasp.

“Thank you Mother,” a smile of satisfaction rose on Ivan's face, for successfully disturbing Khaira.

Khaira glared at Ivan while pulling his hand which was still in Ivan's grasp.

The knock on the door of the room made Ivan let go of his grasp.  He does not care, every chance he will use the best. It's more time to start, especially with the twins in the hospital.

He will always be at Khaira's side even with all the rejections that are always shown as he approaches.

“Sayang mimi why reached bobo in hospital?” hasya's voice echoed as soon as she entered the SVIP room.

The smile that was engraved on his face immediately disappeared to see the existence of Ivan who was holding the twins in one bed, while Khaira still stood giving drinks to the twins. He was afraid to see Ivan.

“Assalamu’alaikum …. “ Valdo entered while carrying a paper bag containing lunch ordered from a famous restaurant.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” both answers compact.

After putting his luggage on the table, Valdo approached the twins who were still in Ivan's lap.

“How are you pet Pipi, hm ... ?” Valdo stroked the heads of both.

“The temperature has not gone down mas,” Ivan replied quickly.

His gaze turned to Hasya who was now standing right in front of him. He could see the look of hostility clearly drawn on the face of his former brother-in-law.

“Morning,” Ivan greeted Hasya kindly.

Let alone answering, Hasya immediately looked on indifferently. He walked up to Khaira who was cleaning the twins' eating place.

“Ngapain Expander here?” his voice faintly sounded Ivan and Valdo who were still accompanying the twins.

“Don't take heart my wife's words,” Valdo said staring at Ivan in discomfort.

“I understand mas,” Ivan replied quickly, “All are indeed my biggest mistake.”

Valdo turned his gaze to the Dew and Dawn who were now holding the milk bottle in each other's hands.

“What is the doctor's diagnosis of the twins?” Valdo was concerned that his two normally agile nuns now looked helplessly weak with flushed faces.

“With the body temperature of the twins above 390 C and low platelets, doctors say the possibility of DHF. But still need to be observed. Before mas and mbak came here, the nurse just took a blood sample of the twins.”

“Pipi's beloved village .... “ Valdo stroking Dew and Dawn head alternately, “How long have the twins been high fever?”

“Barusan last night. Noon they still play ... “ said Ivan slowly. He recalled the time when Dewun cried not to go home and still wanted to play with him.

“Then it is still the initial phase,” Valdo said staring at the twins concerned. He looked at the lacklustre Dew and Dawn in Ivan's lap, “If the twins are DBD positive then we have to take extra care of them, since they will pass through a critical phase it will last for 2 to 7 days ..”

Ivan could not hear Valdo's words, the fear of loss for the second time made him feel privileged in the heart and pray that God would immediately raise the disease of his two children.

Curiosity suddenly came to Valdo's mind at how close and familiar Ivan and the twins were.  All this time they never met. When did Ivan find out about the twins?

“Si twins are so sticky to you …. “ Valdo instantly reveals the wedge in his heart, “When did you realize that the twins were your children?”

“I found out six months ago,” Ivan said slowly.

He looked at Khaira and Hasya who were still talking in the sink. The two looked seriously conversing, with Hasya's gaze looking at him cynically.

“You mean?” Valdo was curious about Ivan's answer.

The two spoke slowly, worried that Khaira and Hasya heard their conversation.  Ivan again expressed all the remaining feeling in his chest to Valdo. He knew that only Valdo was the best place to confide in the Khaira family.

“I'm sorry for Bryan's departure,” Valdo also expressed his condolences for Bryan's death, “Although it has been two years ago, but still feels he is still there.”

“I shouldn't have involved myself that far in Bryan's upbringing,” Ivan said restraining all emotions in the chest, “I'm sorry I left Rara.”

He had indeed heard the news of Bryan's death from Hasya that Ariq had told him two years ago. They agreed to keep that a secret to Khaira. Let Khaira live a quiet life without any past stories to be overshadowed.

“Already, all has passed. Now while arranging the future,” Valdo saw the sadness that was clearly reflected in the spotlight of Ivan's eyes, “Moreover there are twins. Now your responsibility is certainly bigger.”

Ivan kissed the head of the Dew and Dawn alternately with great affection. Both are now beginning to evaporate.

“Ade already want bobo now?” ivan gently looked at the Dew that started to lean on his sturdy arm.

“Bobo dad .... “ Dawns that answer.

Valdo's smile etched on his lips saw Ivan in distress with the twins in his lap.

“Sini Ade with Pips .... “ Valdo grabs Dew slowly.

The twins are now asleep in their respective places. Valdo and Ivan are still talking in bed.

“How is your relationship with Rara, has there been any progress?”  Valdo grew curious because Khaira was acting ordinary.

“Indeed it still takes mas time. While I can only visit the twins,” Ivan said sadly, “But with this calamity, both of them cannot be far from me especially Dewun. I can't let Rara take care of the twins alone. I will take care of both until I recover. Hopefully behind the wisdom of the pain of the twins, can improve my relationship and Rara.”

“Ngga pa-pa, just go first with sincerity,” Valdo tries to entertain him, “It is important to straighten your intentions. I'm sure Rara won't sacrifice the twins' happiness.  Now all decisions are in your hands. Is it still patient waiting for Rara to open her heart, or you can respect her decision by living side by side as the parents of the twins even though they do not have to be together.”

“I know Mas,” Ivan again set his eyes on Khaira who happened to also look at him, “But I have steadied my heart, until whenever I will wait for Rara to open her heart back.”

“I will support all your good intentions,” Valdo said as he patted her on the shoulder.

Ivan turned his gaze to Khaira as he said that to Valdo. The highlight was still cold without feeling. There was no smile when their eyes met. Khaira quickly looked away. He was lazy to look at Ivan who looked at him expectantly, when his feelings had been bargained.

“Hate me to see the look of the Xpander,” Hasya said quietly as the two sat on the sofa while opening Valdo's luggage that contained a lunch menu that he deliberately bought at two different restaurants, “If you don't think about Valdo, I just buy us, let him fast.”

Khaira smiled hearing Hasya's words that were still grudging with Ivan. He was lazy to tell the whereabouts of Ivan from the beginning with himself and the twins. He just wanted to focus on the two without thinking about the other.

“Aggap aja no,” said Khaira relaxed.

“Where does not exist, his figure .. his fragrance ... and his gaze on you that you know, I want to gouge his eyes,” Hasya annoyed himself to see the behavior of Ivan who he considered to have no shame, “Basic man stone.”

Inevitably a smile covered on Khaira's lips heard Hasya's words that always revealed whatever was in her heart. As he once called Ivan the stone man who did not want to budge, always put forward the ego, and felt the most right.

“Let me Ma'am,” Khaira replied calmly, “I have made peace with my feelings. All I do is for the happiness of the twins, especially Dew who can not be far from his father.”

“So since when did that Xpander know he had a child with you?” curiosity about Ivan's presence and his proximity to the twins made Hasya unable to resist his curiosity.

Busy in the hospital and take care of the household and his two children make Hasya rarely communicate with Ariq so he was surprised when the morning Fatih called him after being contacted by Mr. Totok who said the condition of the twins which is experiencing high heat.

“I don't want to know about that. Males,” Khaira shook her head reluctantly to talk about Ivan, “Now I'm just setting the future for the three of us. With the existence of his father the twins forced I had to change the plan in the care of the twins.”

“You mean?” Hasya continued to scout Khaira. He wanted to know how Khaira involved Ivan in their lives, “Do you really accept him back? And raising the twins together?”

“Of course not,” Khaira replied quickly, “We have decided with Ariq when this morning came here.”

“Lantas?” Hasya could not wait to hear Khaira's answer that was too short did not eliminate the curiosity that had arisen in her head.

“I will give the schedule to his father the twins to come visit and spend time with the children.”

“Are you sure? The charm does not fade you know Dek .... “ Hasya whispered softly afraid of hearing her husband and Ivan who are still engaged in serious conversation, “With his mustache and bewok make it more mature and enchanting.”

“Jeez mbak Sasha .... “ Khaira pinches Hasya's arm which steals a glance towards Ivan. At least Hasya's words didn't affect him, “That feeling was gone. My heart and mind are focused only on the twins.”

Khaira's words to Hasya caught Ivan's hearing. A thin smile wrapped in sadness tried to show Valdo who still invited him to speak, while his ears had been trying to eavesdrop on what the two were talking about.

“Eat yok, it's noon too. Mumpung has not entered Zuhur time,” Valdo glanced at the clock on his wrist after a while they were silent, because the topic of their conversation had been peeled off completely.

Hasya made a wry face when Ivan and Valdo approached them. But still he prepared four dishes that were already available in the paper bag they brought.

“Yang, don't dong,” Valdo whispered to Hasya whose face was unsightly and in his brusque style while putting the plate in front of Ivan who was opposite the table with him.

“Mbak .... “ Khaira took a mineral bottle from hand Only and placed it in front of Ivan. He believes if not taken then the bottle of mineral water will be blown in front of Ivan who did not dwell on the emotional attitude mbak Hasya who seemed real.

The four ate in silence, only occasionally heard the conversation of Ivan and Valdo who talked about their respective work without involving the twins and Khaira and their families.

Ivan's appetite this time was really on the rise. Being around the people he loves makes him have a good appetite. Without shame he spent the sweet sour squid, chicken rica-rica, rendang and vegetables that are still a few pieces left. Hasya until gawking saw Ivan cleaning the menu.

“Like the building porters,” Hasya said cynically not caring about the blink of Valdo's eyes on him.

“I have not felt togetherness like this for a long time,” Ivan casually answered Hasya's insinuations.

He did not care about the spicy words of Hasya, because during the togetherness that had happened Hasya and Valdo who understood his household and Khaira the most.

After the lunch together was over, Hasya and Khaira cleaned up the remains of a food box that was left unnoticed. Everything was as neat as ever.

“Where are the clothes I need to take home?” Hasya saw several paper bags containing crackle bags next to the closet.

Khaira immediately took her clothes and the twins who had been put in one place and extended them to Khaira.

“Do you need to send Ms Narti to help you take care of the twins here?” Hasya looked at Khaira seriously.

“No need,” Ivan replied quickly, “I can handle the twins with Rara.”

Khaira looked at Ivan in annoyance at having decided on her own. He wanted to ask Hasya for that. He was worried that Ivan's attitude would go beyond the limits of yesterday.

“Leave it Which .... I see Ivan is able to cope with all,” Valdo approves Ivan's remarks. He hoped Hasya would obey Ivan.

“Alright,” greeting Hasya flat.

He approached Khaira and hugged her tightly. He knows, Khaira will be able to live it all. From his observations he was convinced, Ivan was sincere with all the treatment and attention he gave to the twins.  But the heartache and deep disappointment in Ivan's behavior towards Khaira was still felt in his heart.

Khaira led the two to the door. After that, he approached the twins. Ivan had changed his cocoa clothes and was preparing to go to the hospital mushola.

“I will pray Zuhur in mushola, assalamu’alaikum .... “ Ivan said slowly while looking at him fixedly.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” Khaira answered briefly without looking at his face.

In his last prayer Ivan pleaded for healing for the twins. Not to forget he asked God to return all the feelings Khaira had for him.