The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 282 S2 (Never Change)
Ivan returned to the room as soon as Danu had entered the guest room to rest. He looked up at the bed, looking at the faces he loved so much in the arms of the night. Fearing Khaira's anger, Ivan picked up a pillow and a blanket, then turned himself over to the sofa.
The whimper of Dawn and the thirsty Dew made Khaira wake up. Fortunately, Ira anticipated from the beginning by preparing a special bag containing food and drinks both.
As he walked to the door he was surprised to see Ivan who was asleep on the sofa curled up in the cold with a blanket that had fallen on the floor. Khaira picked up the blanket and covered Ivan's body shivering with coldness.
Holding back the drowsiness, Khaira went down to make the twins milk. The atmosphere of the kitchen still looks quiet, there is no activity carried out by the art. Khaira immediately returned to the room carrying two bottles of milk that had been fully filled.
When he opened the door of the room he was surprised to see the twins were now in Ivan's arms with a whimper both sounding soft.
“Why not wake me?” Ivan looked at him with great care.
Khaira did not answer. He placed the two bottles of milk on a nightstand next to the bed. Then he approached Ivan and extended his hand to Fajr.
“Yok same mother. The mimic was ready ... “ regardless of Ivan's gaze, Khaira grabbed Fajar who immediately moved in her arms.
“Ade same father only miminya yes ... “ with spirit Ivan grabbed the milk bottle and held it out to Dew who nodded his head at him.
The voice of Azan dawn began to echo. The twins now rise out of bed after spending half their milk each. Khaira was overwhelmed to see the two who started to get out of bed and ran around cheerfully.
Ivan shook his head to see the behavior of the twins who made the bunda stroked the chest because it could not compensate for the liveliness of the two exploring the place they had just met.
“Hup!” he quickly grabbed the Dew that had started climbing up the sofa chair where he had slept last night.
Dawn was already hanging on the back of the sopa while carrying the milk bottle. Seeing the Dew in his father's sling, Fajar laughed cheerfully as he swayed. Even with such a position makes it vulnerable to falling. But his name was a brat, a dangerous thing was even something challenging for him.
“Masya Allah …. “ Ivan could not help but smile with the extraordinary behavior of the twins adding a new experience in the morning.
He quickly grabbed the Dawn that started to rewind its body. If it is too late, it is certain that the Dawn falls.
Khaira stroked the chest realizing that Dawn was already in Ivan's arms. Every morning is like this. Both boys are active, making him not need additional exercise. Taking care and bathing both in the morning already burns a lot of calories for him.
“Dad to pray dawn to the mosque first. Ade and mas same mother again yes. We will play together.”
Ivan took the twins back to bed and laid them down one by one. Do not forget to kiss both of them with great affection. The feeling of haru enveloping his heart saw the twins not many levels and lying quietly with the bottle in each hand.
When he returned from the mosque the atmosphere of the room was so calm. His smile was on his lips to see that the twins were back to sleep with empty milk bottles in an adorable position. What the best gift of God he has today.
His gaze circled the room and glued to Khaira who was still solemn’ with her thoughtfulness at the end of the room. He slowly walked up to Khaira and sat behind her. To date, he has never had a serious conversation with Khaira.
He is not sure if Khaira knows about Bryan's departure or not. But for sure he must express Bryan's sincere feelings for her. And the feeling of regret for having doubted Khaira's honesty to him in the past.
As Khaira finished her prayer and cupped both hands on her face, she felt both hands firmly holding her wrists. Khaira lowered both hands from her face. As expected Ivan now sat before him with both hands now clasping his hands.
“Many things I want to tell you,” said Ivan attached to his eyes that can not be separated from the face of Khaira.
Khaira. He looked at Ivan who was still complete with sarongs and cocoa used when he went to the mosque just now.
“Innalillahi wainnailaihi roji’un ... “ no doubt Khaira spontaneously said. The shadow of the handsome boy who was fighting against a deadly disease returned to his mind.
“Mas regrets knowing it too late,” Ivan said softly. He saw the cold gaze that was drawn on Khaira's face, “If if you knew earlier, of course, the situation is not this complicated. Stupid deeds have destroyed mas ..”
“I don't blame Ivan. Naturally, especially Bryan is your only successor,” actually Khaira reluctant to comment on Ivan's remarks, but Ivan revealed it makes it feel drawn back to the nightmare that he had long forgotten.
“Claudia has made a big lie to me, so I misstep,” luk Ivan full of regrets.
“You are indeed the ideal pair, need each other. Having descendants to be proud of,” Khaira said cynically, “And your decision at that time was very appropriate.”
Ivan felt checkmate at Khaira's words. He could see a sad glint on Khaira's face. Although both are hurt but he must say all until there is no doubt in their relationship in the future. He will not comment on any of Khaira's responses to his remarks.
“Between me and Claudia are not bound by anything. Even though there are ten Claudia will not be able to replace your figure,” Ivan said seriously trying to soften Khaira's still strong heart with a flat look.
“Didn't you want to give a whole family to Bryan,” Khaira quipped cynically, “You've shared warmth in the past. I don't think it's going to be hard to start with people who have already memorized ourselves inside and out …. “
Ivan wants Khaira to continue to reveal what she has kept in her heart all this time, so that all the burden of pain and suffering in her past is gone, or at least reduce by spilling it in front of him and he will prepare himself if Khaira wants to punish him even hit him once.
“I just wanted to convey what Bryan felt when he was with you. Bryan likes you so much and wants to be reborn as your son …. “ Ivan can see the tears Khaira shed. He knows best, Khaira can not stand a very touching story.
Bryan's pitiful face made Khaira unable to hold back the tears that were dripping down her cheeks. He quickly removed it. He does not want to look sad in front of a man who now has himself back even though he is not yet intact with his heart that is still gray.
“My biggest mistake was bringing Bryan into our household life,” Ivan said quietly without turning his gaze away from Khaira who was now looking away, “I should just let a reputable doctor handle it without having to interfere too deeply.”
“How could you let a child as small as Bryan fight alone against death?” Khaira shook her head in disbelief at Ivan's words.
“If it makes you stay on the side of the mas will certainly mas do,” replied Ivan must be with his gaze fixed looking at Khaira.
“Basic selfish man!” khaira's eyes sharply looked at Ivan, “Maybe that's what I would have done to the twins if I was in Claudia's position …. “
“How could mas do that to the twins. They are the children of the flesh blood that have been waiting for all this time. Even if you hide the identity of the twins even with the name of the late Abbas as their father, to the end of the world you will find your whereabouts,” Ivan does not accept the words of Khaira who accuses him of doing the same thing as Claudia.
“Huh!” Khaira smiled cynically, “Three more years we are apart, we are fine. The twins even get a lot of love. I don't know what happened to you out there. Only God knows …. “
Ivan knew the meaning behind Khaira's words. It was fortunate that he managed to avoid Claudia's desire trying to get them tied back.
“A day after Bryan's departure, mas went straight back to our house. But you've gone, disappeared without a trace. So long ago I struggled to find your whereabouts,” Ivan replied with his best smile, “Mas just want to do it with you, not Claudia not with others. Only thou. And my feelings never change until anytime.”
"My violence changed .. " Khaira said coldly, "It is difficult for me to start again, despite everything happening because of God's destiny."
"Claudia who was planning to bump into you," Ivan said sadly recalling the passing of his mother, "I have ruined youth with the wrong person."
Khaira. This was truly beyond his expectations. The main culprit was Claudia. What if Mama Laras was late to save him. Will he and Dawn replace Mama Laras?
*** Author vent yes .. bentar\, excuse the old author of the new update. Starting Wednesday Author tested with severe flu. Can't do anything. The author's fingers are itching to write to tell the story of Ivan and Rara and the twins. What is the power of intention is not accomplished due to body factors that cannot be compromised. Udah syringe\, dipijit\, Alhamdulillah this Sunday the author has been able to up again hopefully my reader who has been waiting can understand it yes. Even with the remnants of the flu, there are authors to try to remove the longing with their small family. Don't forget\, comment\, like and vote on Monday always author wait as a mood booster for the author. Dear readerku all .....***