The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 25
After Adi felt somewhat calm, having poured out his heartbreak, he asked Johan to return to the office. As soon as Johan disappeared from his presence, Adi was about to return to Helen's room. As he made his way to the Orchid pavilion, where Helen was being treated, he saw Faiq holding Hasya who was followed by Hani and Gigi. Their faces showed concern. He did not dare to approach just looking from a distance. After learning of Hasya's room, Adi returned to Helen's pavilion.
Adi entered the room where Helen was treated, and saw her still sleeping under the influence of sleeping pills. Linda had left the hospital. Adi looked at his face with a difficult feeling to interpret. Knowing the lies that Helen did, made her male soul feel hurt.
Then came Helen's sigh. Slowly he opened his eyes. The first he saw was the figure of Adi leaning on the sofa with her eyes closed. Helen felt her stomach. He was fixated, no more bulges that began to be felt in his slender stomach.
“Is my fetus missing again.” Helen muttered in her heart. Sadness immediately whipped in his soul. The recollection of Gilang made anger bubble in his chest. He blamed Gilang for her miscarriage this time.
Helen turned her eyes to Adi who looked tired on the sofa. A soft snoring rang out to Helen's ears. He doesn't know what to do now. If Adi knows the truth, he doesn't know what else to do. While the fetus in the womb is the last hope to be with Adi. Helen realized, her age was not young, plus the history of pregnancy that had been delivered by Sari made her feel daunted.
“Mas..” Helen called out to her softly. Pain felt under his stomach. He was grimacing in pain down there.
Adi who was still asleep heard the sound of sound made him wake up from sleep. He immediately opened his eyes. Helen seemed to be in pain trying to lean on the edge of the bed. Slowly Adi got up from the sofa and walked over to Helen. Without saying much he corrected Helen's backrest position by adjusting the position of the bed.
Helen realizes Adi's attitude that looks cold and does not talk much. He did not dare to open the conversation. He only let when Adi began to compose two pillows behind Helen. Then he went back to the couch, and started to open his phone. Helen just breathed.
“I'm going to the office, there are still meetings with some clients. A nurse will accompany you.” Finally Adi got up from the sofa as soon as he read the chat from Johan. Without looking back, he left the room.
“Good afternoon, madam..” a nurse younger than Helen entered the room while carrying a lunch menu. “Tuan Aditama asked me to take care of you while still undergoing treatment here. My name is Idayanti, just call it Ida.”
Helen's stuck. Adi did not give him the kiss of affection as he had always done when he was about to leave him to work. He was worried that Sari had told him a secret that he had been covering for decades.
“Mistress must eat now for her condition to recover soon.” Ida brought rice closer complete with vegetables and side dishes and fruits.
Helen gulped bitterly. He really feels a bit of kara now. Her mother has been dead since she was in high school. His father lives in Australia with his new family, while the relationship he and Linda have is not what others think it is. With great difficulty Helen tried to swallow food through her throat. He must try to attract Adi's sympathy, so that he can survive in the wildly cruel metropolitan wilderness.
Still in the hospital, it turns out that Adi did not leave for the office, but instead looked for Hasya's room which was hospitalized. He contacted Lilian a pediatrician who was a distant cousin and happened to work at the hospital. After getting information about Hasya's room whereabouts, Adi immediately headed for the elevator to return to the second floor.
In front of the room that he already believed Hasya's existence, without knocking first Adi directly entered. He could not help his feelings of wanting to know the state of the little guy. Now his only hope is in his flesh and blood which is now with Hani.
Hani is still fixated on looking at the face of Hasya who is now asleep after getting treatment from a pediatrician. In the afternoon, Hasya's observations just came out. Hani is grateful when she finds out Hasya has a high fever, she is still at home. The feeling was not good, because from morning Hasya looked lethargic and agile as usual.
After lunch, Hani again saw her in the room. It turns out Hasya is still rolling around hugging her rabbit doll. Hani immediately put his hand on Hasya's forehead. He was surprised, the heat was rising.
“Astaghfirullahaladjim says. Mbak Lina's...” With goopoh Hani immediately held Hasya who was still weakly rolled.
Hearing the call of her employer Lina who was still in the kitchen finishing lunch immediately ran a small approach to Hani.
“What happened, ma'am?” Lina hurriedly wiped her mouth that was still a straw of food scraps with tissue.
“We have to take dedek to the hospital now.”
Faiq who happened to stop by for lunch together was surprised to see Hani who had difficulty holding Hasya.
“High body temperature. We will go to the hospital.” replied Hani quickly.
“Good. I'll drop you off.”
This is where he is. His hand did not let go of the grasp on the tiny one. Her dripping tears flowed down her thin cheeks. Faiq had just left, because there was a need in the office that he had not finished, and promised to accompany him to look after Hasya after work. While Gigi had to pick up Fery who had just returned from Bali.
Zikir uninterruptedly Hani chanted from his lips. He begged the Power to immediately remove his daughter's illness. He could not bear to see the tiny super active now lying in a weak helpless state. His hand did not come off holding a plump fingers wrapped in intravenous needles.
Hani is unaware that Adi has been standing behind her. The sight in front of him made Adi's chest shake violently. His feet are weak. He falls down behind Hani, making Hani surprised.
“Pardon my mistake all this time, Han..” Adi said in a raucous voice. The power of his tears dripped, something he had never experienced. Now he's really emotional. His selfishness had collapsed unceremoniously in his chest. “God has given me the penalty.”
Hani gasped at Adi's words. His chest rumbled withstanding the pain he had been trying to heal. How easy it is for Adi to apologize after so long letting him and the children fight alone. He was silent not shaking.
“Can't you forgive me. I want us to regroup. Just us and the kids.” Adi's self-confidence reappears to see the silent Hani. He tried to get up and walked over to Hani and stood right beside her.
Adi's burly hand was about to grab Hani's fingers which caressed Hasya's hand, Hani quickly turned her hand away. Her eyes still looked at Hasya's calm innocent face in her sleep. He does not hate Adi, because he has buried it, because letting the feeling of hate, means that love must still exist. Because hate and love are only as thin as a rag that can tear at any moment. Although Adi was in front of him, he only considered him a stranger.
“How great is your anger, so you can not forgive me..” Adi stared fixedly at Hani. He does not understand Hani's true nature. Although they were married almost 4 years, but the busyness did not make him close and know the character of the woman who is now only as his ex-wife.
The room was silent for a moment. Hani kept her mouth locked. He is lazy to make small talk for unimportant business. The more the remembrance in the heart he lengthens. Added prayers that he offered for the recovery of his daughter and calm down to face the ex.
A feeling of tightness perched on Adi's chest seeing the frozen woman beside him. So bad was the heart wound that he incited, so that the woman did not let out a soft, loving voice that had always come out of her tiny lips.
The door of the room opens. The two look in unison. Hanif who walked accompanied by Wulan was surprised to see the existence of Adi's bangunan room.
“What are you doing here, Mr Aditama Prayoga?” cynical Hanif with a displeased look saw him trying to get close to his sister and uncle.
“I just want to see the state of my daughter.” Answer Adi calmly. Her fingers touched Hasya's kriwil hair and gently caressed her. Only this time Adi can touch it, all this time always the rejection he received from his beautiful daughter.
“Cih, didn't you throw it away yourself. So why do you lick your own spit?” Hanif said furiously. Until now his revenge for Adi's treatment of his twin is still very strong. It feels he is not satisfied if not cursing even make a handsome face in front of it.
“Dek...” Hani shook her head to hear Hanif's voice rising. He was worried that Hasya who was still under the influence of drugs would be disturbed to hear their voices. “Bring this master out of the room. Mbak worried dede woke up..”.
Hearing Hani's words without wanting to mention her name made Adi stunned, Hani only thought of her as a stranger. He was so devastated to see the attitude of Hani who did not care about him.
“Good.” Hanif nodded in agreement to Hani's words. “Let's Mr. Aditama Prayoga, we better find a quiet place.”