The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 78

Faiq canceled his intention of returning home. He turned his car to the hospital on high alert, where he was accompanying his mother who was about to perform a broken knee surgery.

When Faiq met Hesti in the Dewi's room, he was crying to see his mother who was preparing to enter the operating room.

“I can not see the condition of mother, mas.”.

“Calm Hes. It's better than your mother can't walk anymore.” Faiq tried to calm him down.

The two sat side by side in front of the operating room, until Faiq's phone rang. He saw Rudi's name on it.

“Assalamualaikum..”

“Bos, when to leave? It's already 3.”

“Astagfirullahaladjim,” Faiq rubbed his face. “I'll go straight to the airport now. Please stop by the house, all of you say to Rara.”

“Good, boss.” Rudi closed his cell phone call.

“Hes, I say goodbye first. Inform me of my mother's condition. After returning from Surabaya I will immediately stop by here.” Faiq immediately got up from the waiting chair and walked over quickly.

Hesti was overjoyed to hear Faiq's words. It feels like it has the wind of heaven. A faint smile rose from his face imagining the togetherness that would be intertwined again between him and Faiq.

It has been two days since Faiq was in Surabaya. Showroom conditions are increasingly developing in the management of Hendra. And he was very satisfied with Hendra's performance.

Faiq will return to Jakarta. Two hours later the plane leaves. Before heading to the airport Faiq still took the time to call Hani.

“Honey, how are you and the kids?” He misses his wife and children who have not met for two days.

“They are fine. But I can not sleep..” said Hani Iirih, “Si twins in my stomach are always active, because there is no papa that calms them.”.

Faiq smiled to imagine Hani's face getting more beautiful in her pregnancy this time.

“Take it easy. Later tonight papa wants to look at the twins, let's be a bit quiet.” A thin grin appeared on Faiq's lips.

“That's what you want, mas.” Hani Manyun heard her husband's ambiguous remarks.

“Mas already want to leave, want to pesen what, maybe there is something you want?”

Hani thought for a moment, “Rujak cingur can deh mas. The message is 3 servings yes..” tone Hani sounds spoiled.

“So enough?” Faiq teased. “Ntar mas messagein with his cart.”

“Mas quip ya, emang since pregnant now I'm like a clown.” Hani started sulking.

“Nno love. Even more beautiful and sexy.”.

“Mas Faiq fuck...”.

“Udah first yes. See you at home. Assalamu’alaikum.”

“Wa’alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.”

Faiq smiled happily, as he soon regrouped with his wife and children.

Exactly at 4 pm the plane carrying him has arrived in Jakarta. With a big smile Faiq got off the plane that brought him back from Surabaya. Rudi was on standby waiting for him.

Faiq's phone rang quickly and he greeted her.

“Assalamua’alaikum, what is Hes?”

“Condition mom drop, I have to how mas?”

“Good. I'll go straight there.” Faiq hangs up, “Rud, we go straight to the hospital to meet Nesti.”

“Bos, why do you still involve yourself with them? Does Hani know this?”

“No. Rara doesn't know, and I don't want to tell her about this matter.”

“Should boss tell everything to mbak Hani.”

“I don't want to make him misunderstand.” Faiq closed his eyes for a moment recalling his conversation while still on holiday at Mikie Holiday.

Seeing Faiq's attitude, Rudi finally fell silent. He knew Faiq was tired. He had to obey Faiq's wish to drive him to the hospital.

Rudi was upset over Hesti's lies. It turns out that the condition of the Goddess is not too worrying as he said on the phone. The proof was once Faiq entered his mother's room, a bright smile immediately rose on the faces of the two.

“What do I bring?” Hesti was curious about the fist in Faiq's hand.

“This..” Faiq speechless.

Hesti approached him and directly took the pouch from Faiq's hand.

“Wah ma'am, mas Faiq brought us souvenirs by rujak cingur..” Hesti smiled happy to see the contents of the bag he opened.

“Nak Faiq did know mother's wishes, even before mother asked.” The goddess felt Faiq was really paying attention to them.

Until 7 pm Faiq just came out of the room of the Nesti. He listened to the story of Dewi complaints about post bone surgery. Now he feels that his body is really exhausted.

Upon entering the house Hani had already welcomed her with a bright smile. Suddenly guilt enveloped Faiq's heart. He did not tell Hani about the reason for his delay.

“Mas are home?” a sweet smile fell on her face.

“Not sleeping?”

“I'm waiting for her..”.

Faiq. His tongue is unable to speak. The room was silent for a moment. He looked at Hani's waiting face with sparkling eyes.

“Already, next time I find it again.” At last that was all Faiq could say.

Slowly holding back his tears, Hani walks away from Faiq who feels guilty for upsetting his wife.

Arriving in their room, Hani without saying much prepared Faiq's nightgown and immediately laid down on the bed. He deliberately did not eat with others, because he had imagined would enjoy the spirit of souvenirs by his beloved husband. Tears immediately fell free once Hani closed his eyes to withstand the deep sadness.

Seeing Hani who did not talk much made Faiq's guilt even greater. He did not dare to approach.

An incoming chat message was heard on his phone. Faiq quickly saw the contents.

“Thank you rujak cingur Surabayanya mas. Mom was excited to eat. Mas Faiq knows what we want.”

Faiq instantly deleted the chat from Hesti. He could not close his eyes last night. Mind fucked. He wanted to be honest, but he didn't know where to start. There were many lies he had told his wife.

He knew Hani deliberately kept the quintance and notes of treatment on the dressing table. But Faiq kept his mouth shut, and threw his receipts straight into the trash. Until two o'clock in the evening he closed his eyes.

Hani opened his eyes when the dawn of Azan was already reverberating. Slowly he got up from the bed. The condition of the eight-month twin pregnancy made it difficult, but Hani still tried.

“Mas, already dawn.”.

“Hm...” Faiq muttered in his sleep. He pulled the blanket deeper

Hani was saddened by the attitude of Faiq, “Mas, at dawn time runs out..”.

“You go first. I'm in a moment..” Faiq reverses the position of the body against Hani.

Seeing Faiq's attitude made Hani's disappointment even deeper. He immediately took the wudu and performed the Fajr prayer alone, until praying. When he finished the prayer Hani continued to beristighfar in his heart he tried to reduce the disappointment of the attitude of Faiq who had lied and hid something from him. He immediately prepared Faiq's clothes to go to work later.

With a sad feeling Hani stepped out of the room. The rest of the crying last night seemed to be on his face. Although Hani tried to cover with a thin powder sweep, it still did not reduce the swelling and red in the eye area.

He continued to serve Faiq and his three children with a smile. He tried to refrain from asking Faiq.

“Honey, later in the afternoon mas will bring you a queer spirit as your request yesterday. Forgive me for forgetting your order”

Hani shook his head quickly. He doesn't want that anymore. All she wanted now was honesty from her husband.

Seeing Hani's more reserved attitude made Faiq feel bad. As Ariq, Ali and Hasya follow Karman to take her to school, Faiq approaches Hani who washes the dishes for their breakfast.

“Yang, forgive me for reneging on my promise.” Faiq hugged Hani from behind.

Hani remained silent not budging. He continued to wash the dishes, but his tears flowed back into the river.

From the corner of his eyes Faiq could see the tears flowing from his wife's face. He turned Hani's face and looked at the clear eyes that now looked sad. Her fingers wiped away the tears that were still standing in the corner of Hani's eyes.

“Siang later mas will take you to lunch which there is a menu rujak cingurnya, yes.” Faiq tried to persuade him.

“I don't want it.” Hani's voice sounded soft.

Faiq's feelings grew increasingly erratic hearing Hani's answer. His phone rang, Rudi told him that there would be a meeting with a client at 8 am in their office.

It was actually hard for Faiq to leave Hani in such a state of sadness, but how else, this meeting was also important.

“Quickly I'll be back home.”

Faiq kissed his forehead for a moment and crouched down before him as he stroked his wife's distended stomach.

“Papa's son don't be naughty yes, kasian mother cape. Papa loves you guys.” Faiq kissed Hani's stomach and looked at her closely.

When Faiq's shadow had disappeared from the sight of his eyes. Hani's tears are back in free fall.

“Yes Allah what is this test again? Why do Faiq lie. I want him to be frank, no matter how sick I will accept it.” lirih Hani sad.

“Tring” Tone message reads from his phone.

Hani opens a chat message. His eyes were round watching the photos in his phone. It appears that Hesti, Dewi and Faiq ate together in a room.

Hani's chest pounded hard. He did not know who was sick, but he believed they were in a hospital room. Seeing the menu presented makes Hani's disappointment even greater.

Enjoy eating rutujak cingur souvenirs from the dear ones…

The writing listed below the photo makes Hani's sadness more multiplied.

“Mas Faiq really has the heart..” Hani patted his chest that feels tight.

With tears, Hani returned to her room. He really did not expect Faiq to hide the closeness of him and Hesti and Dewi. And unbeknownst to Hani, Faiq has financed the treatment of one of them.

If Faiq were to come clean, Hani would try to accept it. But Faiq hid it instead, and Hani felt pain from it. She was only a wife who was not considered, because Faiq did not involve her in the matter.

Faiq was aware of Hani's increasingly quiet attitude lately. But he tried to ignore it, he still as usual took the children to play in the park, taking them for a walk.

“Yang, after the control we bring the children to eat outside yes.” said Faiq when he arrived home that afternoon.

Hani nodded, she was reluctant to talk to her husband. She knew that her husband's silence was not good. But he tried to make peace with his own feelings that Faiq had lied to. He was hurt and hurt by Faiq's attitude.

“Yang, are you okay?” Faiq realized Hani was getting less excited lately.

Every time he came back from the office, Hani had never welcomed him. They often sit alone in the back garden. Faiq looked from a distance. He breathed heavily.

Slowly Faiq walked over to Hani who was still chasing koi fish in the pond in the garden behind their house.

Faiq placed his hand on Hani's shoulder. But Hani still did not budge. He realized Faiq's presence.

“Yang, soon we will control your content.” Seeing Hani's silent demeanor finally Faiq sat on the side.

With soon Hani got up, “I will change clothes..” Regardless of her husband Hani immediately walked without looking back.

Faiq complained inwardly over Hani's attitude. But he could not blame the changes that happened to his wife, he himself did not want to be frank. He did not want Hani to misunderstand the help he gave to Dewi. He only appreciates the Goddess as a parent, and is in need of a helping hand, nothing more.