The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 235 S2 (The True Reality)

Meanwhile, Ivan, who is still struggling to find the best doctor for his only son, finds the shocking reality of his son's condition while away from him.

Claudia is still in the apartment. It has been six months they settled there, but there has been no significant change in the condition of Bryan's body that is getting thinner and paler.

Claudia was upset, since the day she could not get close to Ivan, her body reacted immediately. So it was art that served Ivan during their time together in the apartment. Ivan was more focused on taking care of Bryan than looking at him.

He thought that taking Ivan and separating him from Khaira would allow him to replace Khaira and gain warmth from the men of his past. But it turns out he was wrong. But he kept the promise of Ivan who was ready to marry him if Bryan recovered from the disease, because it was Ivan's promise to his only son.

During his stay in Germany with Edward's help, Ivan managed to find a specialist doctor who used to treat patients with Leukaemia. He and Edward are now in Helios Hospital, Berlin. The two sat in the cafe after consulting the doctor who handled Bryan's case

Helios Hospital, located in the north of Berlin, is one of the best in Europe. Patients around the world prefer this hospital because of the high standard of medical care and patient care.

“You know that it wasn't Claudia who took care of Bryan?” Ivan looked at Edward in disbelief after seeing the specialist who treated his son.

Edward visits her at the hospital, after Ivan these past few days takes Bryan and places his son in one of the child care pavilions, as Bryan's condition deteriorates over time.

Edward nodded. It was a pity to see Ivan who now looked unkempt with a beard and mustache face and a thinner posture.

“Perhaps Bryan's parenting pattern in the past made him have a history of this disease,” Edward said as he looked at Ivan with concern.

“What else do you know about Claudia?” chase Ivan curious.

It turns out that there are many things that Claudia has hidden about her past life with her son.

“When she came into contact with George, and found out she was pregnant with your son, Claudia wanted to abort the fetus. But it turns out that God loves your son. George decides on Claudia, until she gives birth to her son and leaves him to her mother in the countryside in England. Until finally he married Paul.”

Ivan could not believe Edward's words. He just rubbed his hair trying to relieve the pain in the head because of Edward's story.

“When Paul learned that Claudia could not get pregnant, Claudia finally admitted that she had a child with you. Paul did not accept and divorced him,” Edward now looked at Ivan who was still fixated nanar staring into the distance.

Ivan is completely shocked and still does not believe in the life of a past lover who has abandoned his son.

“When you found out you were married and happy with your marriage, Claudia did not accept. He wants you to be in charge of all Bryan's treatment,” Edward said as he smoked his cigarette deeply, “But when he met you, Claudia's desire changed. He wants to come back to you and give the whole family to Bryan.”

Ivan was stunned to hear Edward's long story. But he doesn't mind all that. His only wish was for one to have a child who would inherit all the treasures he possessed. Any risk he will live as long as Bryan can be cured.

“How about Rara?”

Ivan could not say anything. He does not want to discuss his wife, because it will make him hate Rara who has pushed Bryan to fall in the water.  Fortunately he quickly returned, otherwise he would not see his son again.

“Never say his name in front of me,” Ivan said rudely.

Edward remained silent. He did not dare to comment at length on the life of Ivan and his wife.  He knew how much Ivan loved and struggled to get love from his wife. The two finally fell silent for a moment.

“Are you going to marry Claudia?” Edward could not shake the curiosity of the three relationships after a while.

“I promised Bryan, if he recovers as usual, I will give the whole family to him.”

Edward remembered the woman Khaira had made Ivan lose his mind, and now he would be released to create a dream family for his only son.

“I will always support whatever is best for you,” Edward pat Ivan on the shoulder a moment later to strengthen his best friend, “May you strongly live all this.”

“Thanks, Ed.”

At 10am, Ivan was startled by a call from dr. Phillip says Bryan is in critical condition.

Claudia was already crying in the waiting chair. Ivan was still trying to calm him down, because he could not touch let alone hug Claudia, until finally dr. Phillip came out of the room and approached the two.

“Bryan would like to meet you Mr. Alexander .... “

Claudia wants to follow Ivan's steps, but dr. Phillip held him down, “Sorry Mrs ... Bryan wants to talk alone with his daddy.”

With a thumping feeling Ivan stepped closer to the bed that was now filled with tools that supported Bryan's life.

“Daddy .... “ Bryan called out to him slowly.

Ivan quickly grasped the fingers of his son who was increasingly pale.

“Daddy, I'm sorry  .... “

Ivan shook his head quickly, trying to endure the sadness of seeing his only son who bet his life against the disease that had gnawed him long ago.

“I am very ... like aunty Rara .. she is good ...” Bryan's voice began to stammer. His eyes are getting brighter.

“I'm sorry .. and mommy .... “

“Bryan .... “ Ivan tried to stop his son's words.

He saw dr. Phillip is on standby with the nurse who begins to prepare in case the situation worsens.

“Aunty Rara .. ti.. dak pushing. Mommy .. who did it ... Mommy ... hate ... on .. aunty...”.

Ivan looked at Bryan with a pus. A reality he had not expected before. His hand felt a coolness in Bryan's hand that was within his grasp.

“I love .. daddy. I ... love .. aunty..”.

The silken eye shadow of his wife's face now felt attached to Ivan's mind. I don't feel her tears dripping.

“Daddy .. “ Bryan's voice is getting weaker.

He motioned for Ivan to bring his ears closer to his lips. Ivan did it quickly.

“If ... daddy ... ber ..met ... aunty... say .. pa. ..da ..da ..nya... i.. say......yangi... dan ... want ... men..so .. a. ...nak ..nya..”.

Ivan just nodded his head with his lips twisted.

“Aunty .. sa .. ngat .. ba ... ik .. pa...da ..ku. Of ... a .. sa... which .. pa ... da.. ku.”

“Bry ... “ Ivan tries to prevent Bryan from speaking, as his breathing begins to go up and down erratically in a race against time.

“Di ..a .. a. a ..kan ... men .. ca.. ri .. gu .. gu .. ru .. ji .. ka .. ka .. a ...by ... sem .. buh...” Bryan's breathing quickened with his fingers getting colder in Ivan's grasp.

Ivan shook his head unable to hear Bryan's words. His tears were not able to hold. Now she was crying in front of her son.

“Dad ... “ Bryan's hand grip detached from his hand.

Ivan falls down to realize that Bryan's life can no longer be saved. Now he did not care about Claudia who was crying roared at Bryan's departure. Their only son whom he hoped would restore Ivan and his love.

At the time of his slump, Khaira's shadow grew stronger and stronger. Remembering Bryan's words made Ivan feel even more sad. How not, he had questioned the honesty of his wife just because of the incitement of Claudia who always vilified Khaira in front of him.

Until Bryan's funeral procession which Edward and some of his colleagues attended, Ivan did not care about Claudia who continued to docked him. He is now beginning to miss the presence of his wife. Only Khaira could calm down when she was at this low point.

To comfort the grieving Ivan, Claudia invites Edward and a few friends to visit their apartment.

Ivan was swept away in the intoxicating drinks that Claudia had prepared. A variety of foods and wines he served to entertain Ivan's friend.

Feeling surrounded by Edward and some of his old friends was enough to comfort Ivan, so he did not feel down alone.

Ivan felt himself inside a very dark passageway. He doesn't know the direction. Walk around in circles looking for a bright light that will guide him out of the dark place.

“Why did you fall into a place like this?” a bass voice that had not been heard in his ear for a long time now greeted him in the middle of the darkness.

“Abbas?”  Ivan immediately called him, because he knew it was his voice, “Abbas, help me out of this darkness.”

“Street straight. There you will find a bright light. Follow that path, you will find a way back,” the voice comes back to guide him.

With complete confidence Ivan walked with the voice that led him to find a speck of light that gradually grew brighter, and brighter, until finally Ivan found a path that led him to a place with a very beautiful and amazing view.

A very beautiful garden filled with various beautiful flowers blooming accompanied by butterflies that fly cheerfully.

Ivan was surprised because he was not alone. He saw Abbas holding a healthy and adorable boy.  Abbas stood watching a pregnant woman sitting alone in the garden.

“Abbas .... “ Ivan called him slowly.

Abbas looked at Ivan quickly. He smiled warmly, and immediately shook Ivan's hand.

“Back now. Otherwise, you will never find Rara back,” Abbas immediately said seriously.

“What do you mean?” Ivan did not understand Abbas' words.

“Keep walking to the right. That's where you go back,” Abbas pushed him straight away.

Ivan followed Abbas's orders. He continued walking until he found the left and right turns. Without thinking, Ivan walked directly to the right until he reached a simple building that he had never seen before.