The Struggle of a Child
The grip that hit me

I continued walking along the road that lay in the afternoon. Pale faces pass season after season.

"Liyan!" Sapa Widia's. Patting my shoulder. "So fast on your way, my feet will fall apart

chasing you!" Complain Widia. Walked. "Not to mention Septiani." Widia. Sighs.

"Septiani why ?" I asked in complete astonishment. Walked.

Hearing my question Widia just gulped with a pissed face. Every now and then I who was beside him glanced with a bad taste as if I had made a mistake.

"Widia, Septiani why?" I came back with courage. Glances.

Seeing me asking back, Widia turned her head towards me and turned her head back. "Septiani sit!" Cetus Widia's. "Say, he was tired and thirsty, until he was whining with me." Complain Widia. Looking straight ahead in annoyance.

Looking at Widia's irritated face, I then turned my head back. "Septiani, get on the road!" Shouted in a loud voice. Waving hands.

"Liyan, just leave her alone in there!" Widia Sesal. Seeing me sharp.

Seeing Widia's annoyance made me peek for a moment to see Septiani who was lying on the sidewalk.

"Widia, if we leave Septiani there, pity him!" I said innocently. Septiani.

"Liyan, it's late afternoon and it's even dusk soon. What if we were still here!" Widia Gerrutu. Piqued. "You'll know Liyan, my mother is very fierce." Rintih Widia's. Seeing me sharp.

"Widia me too! My father was much fiercer than your mother, not to mention my mother." My welcome. Mournfully. "She's always been scolding me, especially since I got sick and went to the hospital." Continue slowly. Staring at the nanar with a blank look recalling the memory of the incident, the instant the crystal grains fell soaked the pale face.

The trajectory of memory of my mother in the hospital is remembered instantly. How sad my heart was at that time, not a single shade came to approach, even if it was just wiping away tears.

Widia who was standing at the side with me, stepped closer and stroked her shoulders.

"Liyan, you're patient!" Widia Seru. Seeing me. "Our fate is the same Liyan." Keep Widia slow. Look into the air.

"Either, I'm walking faster than you guys." My speech. Viewing street.

We who stopped for not long, Septiani suddenly stood before us in surprise.

The door! Ahaha! His crisp laughter was seen floating in the air.

We who throw each other sadness, immediately surprised to see Septiani once sumringah has managed to make our hearts want to escape.

"Pregnant that on that road don't surprise people!" I complained in a flat voice. Removing chest. "You know, I'm sick!" My home. Seeing with annoyance.

"If I fall here! Are you going to help me?!" Widia continued while pointing at the asphalt. Gawking.

Septiani's face that was sumringah is now bent back. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Septiani. Down with a guilty face.

Septiani was silent, walking slowly like a sick person, looking down and looking at the shoes. As long as we turned around and walked, I kept glancing at Septiani who was putting on a guilty face.

While Widia looked so anxious, holding the bag strap she was holding as if she was dampening the anxiety. His steps were so tight that his perpendicular body looked straight ahead.

Another case with me who walks quietly, as if I have resigned whatever will happen.

The tiny body that I carried along on the journey, was already screaming to get out of this grueling time fight. The accompanying pain was overflowing, making me weak. The cold that blew past the tiny body made shivering and lips turn pale blue. The pale plain face was now increasingly withered, like a dried leaf that had fallen to the ground. My trembling little legs are now cramping as if frozen. The fingers that can touch now can no longer hold.

The foot that kept me swinging by stumbling screamed across the road for too long. A pale face that was erect then I turned back to look at Widia and Septiani who were

far away from me.

The voice that I used to shout for them is no longer coming out. Small lips are getting tightly closed and the tongue can no longer move.

The longer I go, the less my consciousness is lost. My eyes were getting less open and wider.

The dim vision I now pinned to see those who walked toward me who had walked far.

"Liyan, if you're not well, we'll help you, let's get back home quickly." Widia. Approaching me.

"Later you guys get home. Let me be alone." Reject me with a raucous voice. Walked.

"With Liyan, where might we go first." Cetus Septiani's. "Some of our homes are already visible." Septiani. Seeing me.

Wadia and Septiani reached out to help me get home. We walked back on the step.

"Liyan, my house has met." Septiani. Smilingly.

I raised my head looking ahead. "Yes." Answer me flatly. "If our house is far away." I said I saw Septiani. Walked.

"Then I go first!" Septiani. Disappear.

"Yes, careful!" Our enthuses. Walked.

Septiani turned the steps from our direction and disappeared. After that, Widia and I took another step back. Not how long we walked took a long time. Finally, we got home. Widia and I split up at the intersection.

"Liyan, I hope you're not upset by your Mom and Dad!" Widia Seru. Looking towards me. Walked.

"You are also Widia, hopefully not to be upset by your mother!" My head with a heavy voice. Seeing Widia.

After I saw Widia disappear, I turned my head back to walk straight, following a long path. I again dragged the weak leg by holding the body that wanted to crash.

A breeze of wind blew past the pale face, accompanying the step towards the place I wanted to get to.

The sound of birds chirping sounded so melodious on top of the tree next to the road. Then people don't look so crowded. The house that I passed through so much, looked lonely with the door shut tight.

The thick clouds that were moving followed my weak steps, as if staring in shame and moving slowly away from me. The sun hiding behind the thick clouds is sad to see me walking alone. He was so reluctant to show himself, he preferred to peek from above.

I was swinging my legs even harder carrying a weak body that wanted to droop. Both my eyes opened wide looking at the path I was tracing.

The walls of the house were clearly visible in my eyes. The door that opened was small, peeking at my steps that had been heard loudly. Both eyes stared at the open door.

Instantly I stopped my steps, right in front of the door. The weak petite body was now trembling as it swung its hand open the door. A panic sprang up from inside me.

A step forward suddenly, my heart was beating violently and wanted to stop instantly, making my whole tiny body helplessly want to crash into the floor, looking at the tip of the foot that greeted me.

"Liyan!" Call my father in a high voice. Stand up. "Where have you been, ha!" Pekik. Gawking.

My body trembled and froze like ice. The pale lips are getting locked.

"You guys came home! You just got home at this hour!" My father said with a shout. Gawking. "Father from earlier looking for you!" Annoyed dad. Exhaling a rough breath.

Hearing my father's screaming voice made me silently stare with all the guilt, I didn't even dare to raise my head to look at my father, let alone have to look at my father's great annoyance.

"You leave without excuse!" Follow my father in annoyance. "Even with your sister who you're in school, you didn't tell!" Follow my father with great emphasis. Snorted. "You're still sick! We just went to the hospital last night." Screeched my father with sharp eyes. "Even today you went and didn't take your medicine!" My father was so upset. Clucked.

With mounting resentment my father continued to rebuke in satisfaction. The glare of the sharp eyes saw so that it made me struggle with fear and tears flowing down.

"Don't cry!"Sergey my father in annoyance. "You did the wrong thing, you cried." Throw at my father with overflowing emotions. "Tomorrow you, if you repeat the mistake again, I will punish you!" Scream my father withholding the tone of voice while biting both molars hard.

I groaned more and more with my father's loud and high voice that made me more afraid.

It wasn't long before my father retracted his voice and twisted his body, dropping the body on the chair. His two eyeballs still looked at me with their sharp eyes and their breaths blowing violently.

The aging hand was now firmly clenching with the anger that wanted to come out.

The step I dragged my feet shifted from my father, walking slowly into the kitchen. I, who was still at war with fear, leaned on the tiny body in the corner of the door with the school uniform still attached.

The grip of my father's emotions cornered me with grief, pale lips quivering withstanding the tears that wanted to break. The two neutrals that were inundated by tears were now flushed to look at my guilty self.

The school bag still hanging on the tiny body, accompanied and looked at me sadly. The barefooted feet now tread the floor with a hearty scream that made me again feel the bitterness of anger.

The great mistake that surrounds me today makes me like the sun on the rain.

The corner that became the listener of my cry as if reprimanding by directing the gaze staring out with nanar. The pale lips instantly became silent looking at the woman walking towards me.

The crystal granules that wet my reflex cheeks I removed with my weak fingers. Spontaneously I pulled the weak body up and stood down as if there were no problems.

"Sister just got home?!" Ask my sister in astonishment. Stand up.

I kept quiet while adjusting the tone of voice I let out to answer my sister's question.

"Eum!" Answer me while nodding my head. Deflecting my sister.

"Where was that brother? I was at school looking for brother let's go home the same." Connect my sister in a flat voice. "Definitely mad at you, right?" My sister wants to know.

I who stood back to my sister and heard what was said by her made me tremble even more as the incident came to my mind.

"Liyan, who are you talking to?" Ask my father out loud.

"Just like Ana, Dad." I replied quietly and the voice was a little heavy." Wall saw.

"Have your sister come!" Father's orders. Sit .

"Let's Aya...!" I stopped my answer to my father and saw my brother rushing over to my father.

"It's Dad." My brother ran over to my father who was sitting.

While I was still standing, I twisted my body and dropped my tiny body back on the floor.

"It turns out you're home, yeah!" Syndir my mother. Approach. "From you home from school at 10:30 WIB to 16:30 WIB you just got home." Continue my mother connected me with an annoyed face. Gawking. "Then how's your medicine? Did you drink, huh?!" Whisper mother connect me with a slightly raised voice with a sharp eye highlight. "Did your father know you were home?!" Resume next.

I who was slung in the clutches by fear seemed increasingly smashed. The heightened fear is now making me even more depressed.

"You were just taking medicine last night!" My mother's complaint. "It's not taking any more drugs!" With full emphasis. Looked sharply. "Where were you, you answered?!" Hardik's mom connected me. Dropped his body.

I was trembling. "From a friend's house, ma'am." I answered with a stammer. Crying out.

"How dare you go to your friend's house without permission." My mother's complaint. "You know not, because of you! I'm tired today!" Strangled my mother with great emphasis. "Find you to and fro." Further. Gripping my weak shoulders until my tiny body groaned in pain.

His pajas face was so sharp that I saw him. Spontaneous crystal granules fall wet shirt.

"if your pain gets worse, I won't take care of you anymore, let you know, who am I? I'm not your real mother, understand you!" This cecar is my link. Gawking.

As soon as my heart stopped, the crying broke even more.

"I hope you hear what I'm saying, don't try and get into trouble." Cibir my mother's.

I who was still shackled, suddenly turned my head looking towards the middle door that stood upright, becoming the kitchen separator with the front room.

Suddenly I was aghast and my mother immediately moved and disappeared, while I was still sitting to see my sister who was standing over.

"Sister is still here?" Ask brother. "I brought a lot of snacks, brother want?" Ask my sister while taking the snacks out of the plastic bag. Sit over.

My reflexes wiped my tears as my sister looked down at the snacks she was going to give me.

"Here, sister, try to eat brother, it must be delicious!" Brother said. Giving a snack to me. "Sister, I went with you to the stall." My sister with a happy face. Curving lips.

"But, big brother why are you still sitting here from earlier?" Ask my sister curiously. Opening snacks.

Hearing my sister's question, I just kept quiet and played the snacks she had given me. My still sad heart kept seeing the snacks I was playing and not answering, let alone listening.

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