The Struggle of a Child
My Regret
Heard what Rahmadani said. My face immediately buckled. I silently looked at my confused sister to decide "continue playing or going home" he was so upset to see on one side he wanted to play while my father went to school while on the other he was scared that my father would come home not to see him and me.
My sister stood still. His confused face seemed to be looking for a way out, what should he do?!
" Rahmadani, your father did not study with my father?!" Ask my sister to know.
" I don't know Ana." Rahmadani said with her innocent face. " But your sister is sick?!" Rahmadani looked at me sadly.
"She, my sister's friend isn't home." My sister looked at me. " Mom told us to go, where do I not know." Said my sister flatly.
" Pity! Your brother's cold." Rahmadani pointed at me with both eyes.
" That's why I want to go to your house to mess with you." With my sister's flat face thinking, how? The way he could play but not know our father.
As long as my brother stood around his head, he looked around.
" Anna, what did you see?" Tanya Rahmadani wants to know.
"I saw my father again." Said my sister while arranging her gaze so as not to be cheated by my father.
Rahmadani gave me so much attention. Pull my hand to sit on a stone.
"Sister, just sit here. Big brother stood up." Rahmadani said flatly.
My sister was still standing facing the road looking at my father. Sometimes my sister's face looks bright because until now my father has not come home.
Rahmadani called my sister and approached her. "Ana." My sister also refused to see Rahmadani." It's." My sister answered back to see the road.
" Are you not afraid? If your mother sees you here." Rahmadani with a slightly anxious face.
I silently heard Rahmadani say. Meanwhile, my brother was a little afraid to be seen from his face. But, my sister was so good at neutralizing everything visible from her face that she described my sister as having a plan to deal with it all.
" So she'll complain to your father." Rahmadani was so wary of reminding my brother who was too brave. " If you guys make a storm pity on your brother! It'll hurt again." Rahmadani said with a toilet.
My sister is still flinching with her clever thoughts. Every now and then he showed a face that held so much sense.
I sit getting cold. My body wants me to lie down. The medicine I just took has no reaction tonight. The prolonged limp made me look like a fool. Not a single spirit seemed to radiate from my face. Especially to force my body to move freely.
I'd love to pull my sister home. My spine that supports my body sitting feels more pain. The night mist with the wind blowing so cold closed my eyes.
" Anna, let's go home!" Take me to my brother who is still obsessed with playing. " What time is it?" I took my sister with a soft voice and a lethargic face.
Rahmadani who stood near my sister was silent and looked at me with pity. He looked at me fixedly and turned his gaze back to my sister.
" Anna, just go home! Poor your brother." With a slow voice.
Suddenly my sister turned her face to see me. My spoiled sister and her ego are so strong. Finally, he listened to Rahmadani and denied his desire to play. His face suddenly turned sad to see me.
" Yes, never mind!" With the resignation of my sister to let go home. " Come brother! We're home." My sister pulled my hand and took me home with a slightly disappointed face. " Sister, why hasn't healed yet?" Ask my sister curious. He also slowly shook his feet.
Suddenly my heart was stunned to hear my sister's question. My sister asked with a chirp without thinking about the heart of the person next to her.
I'm silent a thousand languages there's no word I can say. It was only disappointment and false hope that accompanied me at this moment.
Many times I was crushed by my own expectations.
" Sister, my dear mother has not come home." My sister said she saw me.
I quietly heard my sister's chirp on me. I just focused on my weak body which suddenly made me half conscious. My consciousness will return to normal.
My sister today. He looks like a new person like no ordinary person. We walked around so enjoying the quiet night. The wind blowing was so calm as if my hypnotized mind was flying.
I miss my school that I left behind for so long. Longing, when? Treatable. The pain that has plagued me has now almost entered a month. However, there is no cure yet for my high fever.
I have traveled with my father for my recovery. Yet again, it has not yielded results. Until now I have to stay inside the house all day.
Sometimes I get emotional seeing myself that never arrives to heal. But, whatever my days it all comes back to the Almighty. Only God knows. Ls it? I'm either healed or not.
"Sister, let's go in!" My sister pulled my hand.
I can finally breathe with relief. My body that was cold from the wind now gradually disappeared.
My hot eyes began to fall asleep.
My sister was so scared to see from her face. He repeatedly looked at the clock and looked out. Walk around our small room. I'm sitting in my dad's chair and I see it's not calm.
"Ana, what's wrong with you?" I asked curiously looking at my sister who was still not calm.
"Sister, I'm afraid I know we were out." The clear image of my sister's face was so frustrating. " If anyone complains to Dad, he can be angry with us." My sister is so depressed.
" So, it's just the three of us, brother, you and Rahmadani." Staring at my sister with clingy. " Did anyone else see us?!" I asked back curiously.
My sister looks moody." I can't see!" By throwing away his views freely.
The night is getting late. The wall clock is turning. But my mother kept us back, not yet. My father did too, my father didn't usually come home all this time!
"Where is my mother's favorite?" Ask my sister to cause me frustration.
"Do not know!" I answered my sister's question.
I also stared out. The vast, dark expanse calmed my soul more than listening to my sister's annoying talk.
" Sister, what do you see outside?" My sister who was snacking looked at me curiously.
I turned my eyes towards him.
" Nothing!" I replied with annoyance while watching him continue to spend the snacks in his hands.
"If there's nothing, why would you look out?" Ask my sister who wants to know about me. My sister kept babbling with the food that filled her little mouth.
So, what is my dream? Until I have a sister like this. He should know everything about me.
Sometimes I've wanted to give up on my sister who's so over. I was weak helpless in the face of my sister's attitude that prioritized her ego.
"Sister, don't shut up!" My sister continued to voice spread the calmness of my soul who had just stopped for a while.
Every second, the minutes he kept me involved in his actions that continued to wander. My brother never listens to anyone right now. Only, his most enthroned wish in his life was now.
Seriate....