The Struggle of a Child
New day

The bright morning made me like a newly reborn child filled with laughter and smiles that brought so much happiness. The night that had my eyes closed tightly had now passed away from me.

Today a beautiful smile was painted on my pale face. My spirit is present to accompany me in every step of my struggle. Tired of feeling like I'm not with me anymore. The morning air and sunshine that had never known me would now greet and accompany me back.

Schoolmates, lessons and teachers I've never seen before, will now be with me again. The thunderous laughter I would see re-carved in every moment of my life.

School bags and school shoes that have been resting for a long time now I will put them back on starting my day.

My pale face that had been covering my smile was now gone. I immediately developed my cheeks while smiling.

The uniform that had long been stored in the closet had now hung on my tiny, weak body. My weak legs have now supported my body firmly. The school bag is now sitting next to me.

"So, I'm school." Sapa. Approaching me.

"So deck." My heart with a cheerful face.

My sister immediately seemed so happy to see me happy today. He continued to stand straight beside me while looking at me fixedly. His straight look looked at me as if he did not want to ignore it today.

"So finally, dad gave permission as well yes to the big sister." Brother said. "By the way, I told you that you can go to school, but last night because of fried noodles, you can, hahaha!" I spit my sister while laughing.

"It's deck." I said. Combing hair.

I, who was standing in front of the mirror combing my hair, looked at myself who looked happy today. My weak fingers also held the comb tightly. My pale face looks so blushing.

"Sister, today my sister is very happy. I want to bring my sister back to play marbles." Ledek my brother's back.

Suddenly I turned my head to see my sister standing next to me, mocking me and smiling, with an annoyed face I looked at my sister snorting.

"So don't be angry, you'll hear that big brother's father doesn't go to school." Canda my sister.

I immediately turned my head back to look in the mirror while holding back my anger. Every now and then I see my sister's smiling face as if she likes my anger today.

"Not been his sideline" said my sister. "Let's be late." Staring at me. "It's the first day of school, the new kid!" Ledek my brother's back. Laughs.

Hearing my sister's teasing, my heart that was happy now has to go back. My sister was so happy to mock me today while I who was standing in front of the mirror kept seeing the smile of my pale face.

"Liyan!" Call my dad a little hard. Stand up.

"It's Dad." My answer. Putting comb.

"Sister, I'm afraid that you're changing again." Sela. Approaching me.

Instantly I turned my head to look at my sister who was standing next to me. I shut up and turned my head back to the mirror.

"His father's time changed again." Little mummy. Looked at me in the mirror.

My sister kept silent looking at me and glancing at my father.

"What's the matter Dad?" Ask me want to know. Approaching my father.

"You're not going to school." Search my father. "If you don't! At home just rest though, you're better." Continue father. Preparing breakfast.

I looked at my sister with a face like I was not willing if I did not go to school and had to stay home. The pale face that was beaming earlier now looks sad to hear my father's words that make my face not excited to look at my father.

"Dad, but dad said, big sister's at school today, right." Cut brother. Walked.

"You're always cutting Dad's talk." My father said annoyed. Gawking.

My sister immediately stopped her steps silently and turned her body to look at me.

I panicked to see my sister and my father so I put on a face begging for my sister and shook my head slowly as a gesture of giving my sister an answer to keep her quiet.

Seeing me, my brother turned his body back.

"Liyan you so, school?" Ask my dad to know. Put food.

"So,Dad. Liyan's a school." Answer me firmly. Stand up. "Our father's gonna be testing soon." Staring at my father.

"Dad knows you want a test, but if it hurts you'll have some relief." Continue Dad.

Instantly my anxious face was clearly scratched in my face . "Dad, but Liyan is cured." Continue me. Squeezing my fingers.

"Are you sure." My father said curiously. "That means you've been lying all this time." Gawking.

Looking in my father's eyes, I was a little frightened. "Dad no! Liyan's not a lie." My toilet.

"It's Dad." Sahut. "Sister Liyan is really sick." Stand beside me.

"I've told you it doesn't seem like Dad's kept his promise." Whisper my sister in my ear.

"I don't believe it." Glancing at me.

It feels like my weak body is back and fragile. I looked down and was silent a thousand languages stared at with a blank look. It was as if half my soul had left me.

"Liyan, your father was right." Welcome mom to connect us. "If you test, it won't be a problem for you." Stand up. "Sick people are at ease." Stared at.

Hearing my mother get destroyed was my dream and my smile earlier, now a memory that makes me disappointed.

"Dad, Liyan please, allow Liyan to go to school. Liyan's been missing lessons." My love looked at my father.

"Sister this morning, brother must pray with God much so that brother in love school." Whisper brother. "Don't just stand up and beg Dad that it won't happen." Ledek. Stand up and smile.

Hearing my sister who keeps teasing me makes me more down and frustrated.

My weak fingers felt like there was no one beside me accompanying me.

" In addition to the beloved mother, brother spoke." Continue brother. Grins.

"Dad, it's a pity that brother he's already wearing his uniform." Brother said. Approaching my father while holding my father's fingers. "Sister, you can play last night." Continue brother. Begging with a soft face.

" That's just playing. Different from school." My father said firmly. "If playing is just a moment, your game is close to home and not long." Continue father. Putting food.

"But Dad, just this once." My father.

"Liyan, I'm afraid that you'll suddenly fall unconscious." Connect my father. Hand over the plate that contains the meal to me. "Eat first." Father said.

My heart looks so sad to see the rice in my hand. My tears are now growing in the eye saw the uniform that has been installed neatly.

"Liyan, sit down to eat it." My mother told us.

My sister who was walking while holding a plate filled with rice looked at me with pity. His face seemed eager to help me but he was helpless.

"Sister, they're bad." Cetus.

I also sat sweetly following my father's orders with a plate containing breakfast food.

My weak fingers now I swing slowly to reach for the spoon located on my plate. Highlight my dear eyes staring at my food with a sad face.

My sick and ugly sister is now a friend in my grief.

"Don't eat it later brother's sick not be school again." My sister said slowly. Chew.

"Yes Liyan, what your sister said is right, eat later you are sick and not so, school." Keep mom on connecting us. Drink.

I nodded my head slowly as I lowered my head. Staring at the rice in front of me with heavy hands I put it in my mouth.

I saw my father from the tail of my eyes sitting on his great chair staring at me fixedly. She was so sad to see me who was not excited.

" Liyan you sure want to go to school today." Ask my dad to come back.

"It's Dad." My answer. Looking from the tail of my eye.

My father immediately quietly ate the food in front of him. He looks so serious.

It all felt so quiet that there was not a word that came out even just a small laugh.

I who still think about my ambiguous self today is getting me depressed. The house that after a month of restraining me did not want to be willing to let go of me.

"Liyan, today I'm letting you go to school." Cetus. Stared at.

"What! Welcome mom to connect us. "He's still sick." Stared at.

"Who knows if he's healed today." Connect my father. Sipping drinking water.

Instantly my sad face changed by developing a smile.

" Dad, then we're leaving now." Brother said. Stand up.

Instantly my father smiled to see my enthusiastic sister standing up.

"She, be careful father's son, yeah!" Please father.

"It's Dad." Tandas. Staring at me.

I walked up and picked up the bag sitting on the floor. Instantly I carried it with so much spirit.

"Father we go first!" My pamphlet to my father.

"Be careful not to be naughty listen to what the teacher says.Study right." Excited father.

"You guys don't want to be taken between you by your dad." Keep mom on connecting us. Staring at us.

" No, we just walk . We will go together anyway. Later, on the road we also met another friend." Brother said.

"Come brother." Welcome my sister to pull my arm slowly.

We both walked out the door and kissed the back of my father's hand, which was standing at the door, and saw us coming out.

While she continued, we also took us out. He was also standing at the door right in front of my father. We kissed the back of his hand.

"We're going, Dad, Mom." Continue us. Stepped over.

Our walk was so crowded besides, me and my sister who went on foot, other children also went on foot like us.

"We're late or we're not, brother, get to school." Brother said.

"Sister doesn't know the deck, but I think we went too long. Greet me. Walked.

"Son't always like that." Grill my sister. "Going to school too soon." Ejek. Glanced.

The whole trip was so pleasant for me. Not feeling the foot that I paddled turned out to have reached the school gate. My sister smiled at the school gate she entered.

"Let's see them." Brother said. Swinging his index finger into the air. "They were gathered there to say yes, sis." continued my sister.

"Here wait." Shouted me.Walk fast.

The school yard was the first time I entered after a long break due to illness. My weak legs are now suddenly about to crash. My eyes are now staring with a spin making my way shudder.

My little body that had previously improved had now deteriorated back. The cold heat enveloped me at this moment.

While my sister has already passed away leaving me alone. I who walk with a dark look makes me feel like a place that I can stop for a while.

"Liyan why are you?" Ask a friend. Approaching me.

I who forced my body to continue walking only smiled without hearing what she asked. Today made me so in a dilemma.

"Liyan you're sick, huh?" Ask. Stared at.

"No." I said. Covering truth.

"true." Said. "But I see you seem to be sick." Connect her.

Hearing his question I still silently walked while staring straight at him by keeping myself from looking like a sick person.

"Widia, we're in class." I said. Look at the classroom door.

"Yes, it feels like Liyan, we've arrived." Returned master.

I also spread my weak legs hard. I looked around my class which had changed a lot. Both of my eyes continued to stare at him while my feet continued to step towards my desk.

"Liyan, you're going there." Ask Widia. Stop over.

Spontaneously I was shocked and silent with confusion as if Widia did not know that this was my desk. My face immediately looked like a fool.

"You sit down." I said. Holding bag.

"We've moved the bench." Connect Widia.

"What!" Instantly I was aghast as if I could not believe that my table had changed.

"Where to move?" My toot. Walked.

"We moved on that table." Widia. Swinging index.

I immediately followed Widia's swinging index finger and followed her.

" We're sitting here." Continue me. Viewing table.

" He, we're sitting here now." Connect Widia. Seeing me.

both balls of my eyes I put wide to see the table and chair that I will sit while still I immediately put the bag that I am holding.

"Liyan, you've been sick for a long time." Ask Widia.

"She, this is all I haven't healed yet." Continue me.

"Ha! So, what if you suddenly get sick here." Widia. Astounded.

Looking at Widia's face as if she couldn't believe that I could take the lesson to the end. He looks so anxious to see me.

"Liyan, you're sure you can." Keep her back. "So you've fainted." Further. Seeing me closely.

"I can afford it. We're just learning." My speech. Seeing Widia.

"But we have a flag ceremony today." Widia said firmly.

Instantly I was silent to hear that we had a flag ceremony today. Instantly my weak little body trembled.

"Keep you'll be like where." Widia is back.

At once the confused face of Widia and I was seen sharply staring at the classroom door.

"You better not go to school. You're still limp." Widia.

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