The Struggle of a Child
Mutely
"You'd love to be friends with him, too" Tania said, which made Ecy feel bad.
From a considerable distance I heard Tania's rambling clearly though, slowly. The rubbing did not sound the slightest bit out of Ecy's mouth to defend herself, that what Tania was judging was wrong.
My plain pale face twisted backwards, I immediately saw the murat of the faces of the two of them after saying something to do with me while walking slowly I was silent as if contemplating Tania's words just now.
How deeply into my heart. The words of Tania that pierced the recesses of my soul and looked at this poor me from the shadow that was walking in the sun.
"Liyan, you don't have to follow the stupid words of Tania," said Septiani who was suddenly beside me.
By reflex I looked at her with amazement I looked at her who had paid attention to me. "You take it easy, Septiani, something won't happen to me." I'm trying to make sure I'm okay.
His gaze that empathizes with me is getting deeper in sight. "I'm afraid they're doing something bad to you. They are cunning and evil, Liyan. Especially Tania, she hates you so much. I don't know what you did wrong to her? But what I saw you doing today was really not good. We as your loving friends try to take care of you and defend you from them. Never be consumed by the incitement of those who will end up hurting you."
"Trust me, I'm okay my friend." Staring at Septiani with a sweet smile. My gentle voice was so soothing to his soul that it was visible from his face though, I didn't know it was true or not? But obviously I calmed down a little because I saw that his worries had disappeared.
"If you're sure of your condition, just do it, what are you waiting for" said Solihin, who stood like a ghost who suddenly made a sound, whether he had heard our conversation.
"You're just surprised." Septiani wiping her chest calmed her shocked heart.
"Haha! Didn't you see me. So serious are you. What are you guys talking about again? May I know you?!" ledek Solihin seduces Septiani.
"Engga! We again discussed what we did not understand," Septiani said with annoyance while snorting.
"Yes, already! Just continue whatever you want to talk about. I don't wanna know. But beware, if you get stuck there will be no one to help you, let alone Fikri." Solihin left us.
The words Solihin spoke were like lightning striking. I could not open my mouth to say a word.
"Solihin, you know a lot!" septiani shouted in annoyance. "Originally you know! Fikri won't let us get stuck in trouble."
"You know where it's coming from?" ask Ecy. "You and Fikri will fight a lot."
"You are like cats and rats never get along, yes, even if you get along only when you are put on a mob," Tania sneered disgusting.
Haha ! They both laughed so happily.
"Don't make me angry, yeah! You don't know how angry I am,ha?" pekik Septiani slightly climbed up while glancing towards Pak Duan who was standing far away from us.
"Septiani, already! Stop that!" I pulled Septiani who wanted to raise her hand towards Tania. "Don't do it, we'll be punished, I'm afraid!" I said with a soft tone of voice that looked trembling.
"Don't you dare look for trouble with me huh, Tania! I won't be afraid of you!" septiani challenged.
"Oh, yeah! You're not afraid of me! All right, I'll tell Ms. Dona that you want to hit me" Tania said in an annoyed voice.
"Tania, don't lose it to Miss Dona!" the frightened Rengek Ecy. "I don't want to be punished, I'm afraid!" Squeezing his fingers while looking at his trembling legs.
"Liyan, Septiani forgive us, yes." Ecy pleaded in a soft voice. "I won't bother you anymore. From now on I'm afraid of you."
"Ecy, what are you saying?" asked Tania in surprise. " Why are you saying that? You know I don't like it?!" Pias Tania's blushing face sharply looked at Ecy.
I was silent to see their quarrel. A little fear enveloped the deep recesses of my heart.
"But I told him I was coming" I said with regret.
"You don't have to be burdened. Besides, you're not doing well, you're still sick, right?" Septiani's innocent face looked sad looking at me.
"I can't do anything Septiani. I haven't been in sports for too long. Maybe they were jealous to see me, I was privileged not to participate in sports. It feels like, me and them are so other made by all the teachers."
Both my eyeballs stared at the eyeballs Septiani was paying attention to. Today I asked so deeply to see Septiani who was not as usual. Little did I feel that there was a peculiarity that enveloped my mind.
"That's just your thinking because you feel bad for us" Septiani said.
I was silent again. My mouth that feels weak can't speak. The silence came back against me without their permission to enter the plain recesses of my heart until I felt an evil child. I who was shackled by my pain looked so weak and useless.
"Kids! Come here soon, we'll start the sport." Mr. Duan shouted.
"Alright sir," we replied as we walked towards Mr. Duan.
"Are we going to start the sport soon?" tanyaku in the ears Septiani looking forward while walking.
"I think yes because Mr. Duan's our gym teacher, Liyan," Septiani replied sweetly.
My steps were heard approaching Mr. Duan as well as the other students. In addition to their feet that sounded stomping, the sound of their laughter was heard cheerfully.
"Just reflect on your intentions. I'm afraid that you'll pass out, Liyan!" There was a voice coming from behind me that softly rebuked.
I just kept quiet after hearing it. My two feet still stepped in order to arrive near Mr. Duan immediately.
"You look at your situation, you're not okay today. I'm afraid that you'll get sick again and you won't be able to go to school, while we'll be testing soon." The voice is still heard. He was so enthusiastic to remind me. "You know you're sick and on vacation. The two of them will definitely laugh in satisfaction, let alone Tania, she will be even more happy and make fun of you, you want?!" I don't think he gave up one bit.
"There is no need to worry about me, if I can't I'll get out of line of sport" I replied flatly.
"You're being stubborn. Do you think Mr. Duan will let you out of line after you join, huh?" His voice grew increasingly irritated and slightly raised.
After he snorted, I turned my head back without the slightest surprise. "Fikri, you don't have to worry about me. Besides, we don't know what sport we're going to do yet."
"Before it's too late you should get out of this line. Don't go half the way you want to get out. You know what Mr Duan looks like?" Fikri continued to explain non-stop.
"Eum!" I just looked down while nodding my head slowly. "But.." I shut up for a moment. "... can't do anything," stared straight down with a pus. "I haven't been in sports for too long" walked up to the heat of the vast field.
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