The Struggle of a Child
Grey cloud

"Sister, I'm just going for a minute. Will he meet us?!" my sister said hoping.

"Meeting us? Meet where?" I want to know if it's true or not.

I sat there staring softly at my mother who was not with me anymore. Nestapa who was hurting me directly dropped my joy as a child who should have gained affection and playtime is now lost in a cloud of gray. The cloud that walks over me has no power to walk away when he has met me.

Dying step dragged retracing following the dark path of nestapa. Teaching me about meaningful life. The bright twilight that covered the earth cried out running after me. Everything he wanted to throw away about this harsh life.

I can only swallow high hopes. One time when I see kids my age out there I will get love and happiness. For this moment it saddens my heart because I can't be in that place. So narrow was this inner feeling when my heart called out to mother. It was hard to hold back the tears that wanted to come out. In addition, my friends when we gathered with them were so happy and laughed alternately about their mother. I just silently heard and heard. Counting my fingers to completion over and over again. I waited for time to meet my mother.

I was with a shred of hope sitting dumbstruck waiting for something miraculous to voluntarily come to embrace me. If the angel's hand hugged me just drives out the sadness and completes my lack of rest in my sorrow how happy my heart is. It made me wonder more and more that I woke up from my seat my mother came to me. Asked me about my pain and asked about the news of his poor daughter.

The crystals came down with screams and the sound of birds singing above my window. A glazed look glanced at my estranged sister with her false hopes.

He repeatedly rambled about my mother who was gone. "Sister, why are you leaving so quickly? Does he not love us? We're still little and can't do evil" continued my brother who was still crying.

The damming pain opened my small mouth to make a sound. "Sir, you can't tell me that I don't love us." Hugging my sister. "Mom knows if she leaves you'll remember. 'And Dad told you that Mom was looking at us" I said.

"That means you have a home, sister?!" my sister was full of questions.

"Yes, as Father said, Mother's house is in heaven. The house is caaaannntik." Swinging your hands into the air gives you an idea. "Mother's house can be seen." I say with great joy.

My sister listened to what I said she immediately widened her eyeballs. "True Sister," my sister continued happily. "Where, Brother? Where's where?" My sister stopped crying and turned her body to face me. "Sister, let's go and I'll tell you Mom, if we miss her. Daaan, yes Brother! How did Mom come back?" My sister came back alone.

I answered my sister. "Sir, she's on the moon. How can Mom meet us? What do you want to wear, try?" I see clouds.

From the window of the room that unfolds. I see clouds so bright. A lump of mixed heart disappeared instantly. The thought that was chaotic was now clear again. The tangled thread that was unraveling wrapped around my veins as if it disappeared leaving me.

My sister's joy is still deep in remembering my mother in her tears, as well as ripped with a beautiful smile that is now strewn across the black cloudy. His bitter voice that sounded, like the gurgling of water now flowed flat through the lingering sorrow.

He saw me and saw what I saw. "Sister, the moon is far away, isn't it?" ask my sister back while looking at the sky.

"Yes. Oh, yes, once, Dek," I replied.

"How many days did you get there?" ask my sister curious.

I immediately dizzy seven roving thinking about it. "How many days, huh deck?" I was confused thinking about it myself. "Try tomorrow as many of your smart friends!" I realized I was telling my sister. "How do you know your friend has been to the moon?!" leadekku by tickling the heart.

"Sister, my friend no one knows about the moon" my sister said grievingly. "The moon is far away. What's up there? Just place it in the sky. Where has never been there," continued my brother straightforwardly.

"Then, where do we want to see Mom?!" my question is getting crispy.

After that my sister silently looked at the clear sky. The two neutrals looked at the walking clouds. "Sister, if only we could go up there. Fly, I'll definitely be there." My sister's gaze was still straight there.

"Sister too. If you can, like the fairy Brother has conjured a broom pole flying there. So Big Brother can meet Mom," I said with a radiant face knotted sweetly towards my sister.

"Who did you go with? If only I could," asked my sister inquisitively.

"Self," I answered briefly.

"alone? So you're not gonna take me and leave me?" My sister is getting more and more looking at me.

"Yes. So who else is it going to be?" my many.

"Uuh! Bad brother," replied my sister sulking. Yes, it's me, brother!" closed protest.

"Ah, don't want to! I don't want to go with you." I jokingly rejected it.

"Why? 'And me, my only brother. Big Brother's time could have left me alone here with Brother's beloved mother!" my sister grumbled pouty.

"Later, you're in there like to crawl," I said.

"I'll be in a moment. It was playing, brother," said my sister telling the truth.

"Why not! The maaalas! Brother is lazy to take you," chirped me.

"I know that you all don't love me. You guys just love that woman!" My sister soon woke up from her seat and her face was sad and cranky again.

I pulled my body away from the floor I was sitting on. "Belk!" call me to approach my sister.

Uhhh! My sister shifted and brushed me aside until I fell. "Bad brother! Dad is bad too! You're all mean to me." My sister screamed.

"Cup, cup, cup!" I persuaded my sister not to make a sound. "Ana, quiet! Don't cry anymore. Later, if Dad hears it, he will punish us both, "I remember teaching. "If we're wrong, Dad will definitely scold us. That's where Dad's gonna give us his punishment."

"I don't want to shut up!" my sister's strangling is becoming.

"Sduuuh! Don't fight, Sister. Brother becomes afraid to teach later," I whispered with a huff.

I pursed my pale lips feeling sorry for saying that. The weak one can only be silent. I can't force my sister, like I want.

Boughs!

My sister pulled my hand back firmly, finally my weak body so hard crashed onto the floor. And also Merta I look, like a fool.

Aaaagh! My screams feel pain. "No apologies, if it upset you," I said immediately standing up admitting the mistake.

My sister saw me immediately. He did not expect that the edge of him that wanted to separate me from him had made me fall to the floor.

"It hurts, brother." My sister immediately dropped her body to help me. "I didn't mean it that way, brother," regretfully my sister hit her own feelings. "I think it's slow, Brother." Both of his arms were clenched in the air with guilty faces.

"No need to worry, brother. I'm fine, you!" Get up from the floor with a heavy tone of voice.

Auwghs! I groaned a little in pain as I straightened my back. My muscles feel so inert. The floor I saw seemed to be impregnated due to the harsh impact.

"Ana, are you pushing on purpose, brother?" askaku.

My sister looked down at the floor. He could not raise his head to look at me bitterly, he made a sound. "Where possible, I deliberately pushed, Brother," said my sister lowered her head in a guilty manner.

"What was that fantasy? If you don't push it!" rancauku held back the loud noise that wanted to come out.

"I just want to go with Brother" my sister said. "Sister refused it," he quipped with a troubled heart. "While all I have is my brother and father. But you don't want to be with me anymore." The tone of his voice grew even more disturbing to tears.

"That was just kidding. Nothing serious. Brother can't possibly leave you alone, let alone Father! That father loves you more than brother." I rejected my brother's ambiguous prejudice.

After a few minutes my brother and I were in conflict with this misunderstanding. Our room was still without a laugh that filled the room again.

This meaningless debate was ruining the mood. I turned back to the open window. The closed curtains did not move at all. The sound of footsteps of our father and mother who had painstakingly nurtured us selflessly was no longer heard.

The rented house that was crowded with voices screeches, silent now. I was standing in front of the window, looking back at my sister in the sky, which she said, there was a paradise where my mother lived. A gust of wind rolling in from the cracks of the walls and doors blew away my beautiful hair.

"The sky and the moon" I murmured with emphasis. "I've been seeing the moon every night lately. But I never saw my mother call me" I told myself softly.

The hot day was so stinging on my face. His dazzling radiance now moved me which made me turn my gaze. The shadow with a slow motion swung in the air bewitching my net that saw it. I then turned back to see him out of curiosity, it turns out my sister played with her dolls.

I immediately smiled, forgetting the dispute between me and my sister earlier. Peace was immediately approached to see my sister's cute doll. My sister also looks good.

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