The Struggle of a Child
Returned my sister's smile

"Morrow don't forget! Take a hiatus to my class, huh!" ledek my sister snorted turning her body sideways from me while pouting.

"Obsent sir?!" I said think a little hanging. "How is it?" I asked my sister again.

"After the bell play. Big brother immediately came and stood beside our classroom door. Before my sister saw me. Brother can't leave!" continued my unreasonable sister.

"So, if you don't see you, how? Should you just stand there? That's not possible?!" I said while swinging both hands into the air as a repulsive gesture.

In the room. Both of us were still struggling with the problem. About my father's request of me. The room that should be for fatigue relief due to fatigue is even a room that seeks a way out of every problem that stops. Not just this once, even every time we were in the room, we were always troubled.

"Then what, brother?" My sister asked back to me as if she insisted on sticking with what she said. "That surrender it should be, Brother!" My sister looked at me full. "Because Big Brother is the biggest son, as Father said. So, Brother tomorrow who must see me first," continued my sister firmly.

Instantly my gaze drifted in an uncertain direction. "What if you play first?" I asked slowly as if I was crashing. "Does Brother have permission to get out?" I stared blankly.

My sister immediately seemed to bend as if she was trapped by her own desires. "No need, brother," replied my sister as if giving up. "Later if you get angry with your teacher, how?" tanyanya looked back at me.

"Yes, Brother. You're right" I replied. "Yes, tomorrow will be thought of." I immediately clean myself up.

My sister and I are getting ready to take a shower. Soon we might hurry up to tidy up the school tools and the bed. I also did not forget to fold the blanket I had taken to cover me. The pillow that shifted a little did not forget I fix it.

The sun that was burning the earth was now narrowing in the thick clouds that were rolling. The twilight starts coming out in a moment. Both of my eyes that were staring at the sky that had changed I immediately released from the clouds that were flying my thoughts.

"Ana, stack your dolls and trim your bags and school uniforms! We're gonna take a shower before Mom gets into this room" I said, staring at my sister with a slight command.

"Yes ... ." My sister silently stared at the curtains. "Dear mother, that brother! Now it's starting to peck at us," said my sister turning her gaze back to see her bag and uniform.

I was silent as if I couldn't believe my sister was the same. He still did not want to say the word mother to our mother continued. At first glance I remember something that fills my memory. "It turns out, my sister is still the same. She had not yet called our surrogate Mother Mother Mother," I muttered softly and dumbfoundedly looking at my sister.

I remember the memories I witnessed a few days ago. I still feel it's not a dream. Can't yet move on that my sister clearly called her mom. How happy my heart is to hear it. Great hope seems to be in your grasp. However, a speck of confusion eventually, everything changed.

Happiness is back. I slowly looked down with empty hope. Fold the blanket and put it on the bed. Pillows and mats that became the bedding we now pull up neatly. I glanced at my sister with a bit of disappointment.

My sister who was holding her doll, she still wasn't willing to keep it. I saw him still fondling his doll spoiled. "Ana, Brother is done putting this together!" I said. "Now, you're gonna take a shower." I looked back at him. "You don't want to take a shower yet, do you?" askaku.

"You, brother" he answered to see me. He immediately put the doll on the bed. Cute and cute doll looks like, alive because my sister is so special to treat her. "I put my doll to bed first, yes, sister." He put a pillow over his doll's head.

"Ooh!" I'm just saying it saw my lousy sister. I was so gawking at her, treating the doll.

"It's special that the doll .. ," I approached my sister. "... treated like that !" I pointed at her doll with both eyes.

"Let her not cry, Brother," replied my sister who made me look at her without blinking. Gawking.

Suddenly I woke up. "Haha hihihi!" I laughed at him too. "You look like, Mom, Mom. Hihihi!" I twisted my walking body leaving my sister while keeping my mouth shut.

Hihah! I still continued to laugh as I close my lips stepped out of the room and lifted the curtain. My sister's behavior still tickles me while walking.

"Sister, wait !" My sister surprised me from behind.

"Yes ." I looked directly at my sister. "Have you put your child to sleep?" Hihihi!" I closed my mouth while looking down.

"Don't tell me! Mom, Mom, yeah!" my sister's grumbling gave me a harsh ban. "I was a kid" he continued with a frown.

"Mmmm!" I embrace my sister looking up a little while twitching my eyes. "All right! Provided, you don't follow the request, Father," I said glancing at my sister who was walking along the side with me. "Hm!" I also defied my sister while raising an eyebrow.

My sister spontaneously set the course for a little while. "Why are Father and Brother putting more pressure on me?" asked my sister not to accept. "I'm confused, brother. Who should follow?" my sister complains while walking with toiletries.

In the steps I looked at my sister. I never rested to be a good Brother and always entertained him with a variety of words that can make him improve again. Seeing his cheerfulness is a spirit medicine for me.

I who feel a little need to fulfill the responsibility as a Brother towards his sister try to set the best example for my sister. I who never get the complete affection of both my parents never mind to take care of my sister even though my sister is sometimes annoying and makes me careless.

I always turned my mind around so that my sister would keep smiling as long as I was with her. Not infrequently, my sister often irritated me and made me angry with my father. However, I am still heartened by his attitude that has not fully understood. Actually, I am too. I don't fully understand either. However, the insistence of age that was a little far from him led me to become a more praiseworthy child.

As much as possible, I have the patience to live it. Now this is what I do. When my brother is confused, who should follow his will?

"Ana, you have to follow Dad," I suggested to my sister. "Because Dad is the parent who connects us to God. Parents never make their kids depressed." I stare straight ahead imagining my father's twilight face.

"Do you know where?" ask sister.

"From my religious teacher Brother," I replied as I put down soap and towels.

"Ooh!" My sister nodded. "So, have you guys learned anything about parents?" asked my sister with emphasis on looking at me.

"Yes" I replied innocently.

"Pantesan, Brother has been acting like, Dad ... ." My sister stood up while opening the bathroom door.

"What kind of behavior ?" my question does not understand.

"... a little bit of pity, pttff!" My sister held back a laugh while closing the door.

"My brother is old, hihihi!!!" shouted my sister laughs amusedly by happily teasing me

"Ana, that's not, it's just a piece of advice," I said not to accept what my sister said.

"Old brother, Old brother, Old brother, hihihi!" My sister was happy as if she was singing as if she was teasing me. My brother's loud voice was like, singing a song out infiltrated my ear.

"Ana, you don't have to sing like that!" my screams from outside.

"Why is Brother offended ?" ask sister.

Srr! Srr! Srr!

The sound of water sounded like, he was wetting his body.

"Who is offended? There's nothing." I refuse if it was deliberately sung to me.

"Sir, miss, auntie!" A voice sounded from my sister. "Sister, don't forget! If that brother is already worthy as an old man, hihihi!" My sister laughed more and more satisfied while standing in front of the bathroom door.

Aaaarrrr! He also stood before me who I was still looking down at while thinking about my sister's words.

"Yesoo!" I shouted backwards to the back of the jump. "You're! Love the surprising times, this brother of yours!" I said in a slightly loud voice.

"Sister, Brother! It was a surprise." My sister shook her head. "Where do you want to heal?" he asked while pulling my arm. "Now you take a bath, go there! Let's get home soon!" toilet brother.

"You're like, old man!" my cetus. Step into the bathroom.

"Engga! I'm a little kid. Still sisters," replied my sister.

"Where do you know?" I joke back.

"Where the hell is it, brother ?! I'm the smallest child" my sister stressed. "Until any time, I'll stay, little boy, hihihi!" He was more than happy to tease me.

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