The Struggle of a Child
Dinner
"Liyan's father is hungry!" I am the one who neatly arranged the equipment to teach me to their respective places.
"Yes son, just a moment, I'll prepare first ?"
My father, too, began to hurry quickly to prepare all our needs for dinner.
Meanwhile, my mother-in-law was invisible from earlier. Where when I was teaching. Suddenly it was in front of us.
Another with my sister who always wanted to play though, it was at night.She never felt at home. Sometimes, he stays at home. But, if every day he's at home. He never wanted to. My sister used to say, "get too hot at home every day."
That's my brother whose hobby is playing, he's different from me.
Out of the house he's so many friends, while I'm not like him.
Sometimes, no doubt if he often mocked me with the name "kuper"aka less association.
"Liyan."
My dad's coming out of the kitchen to the living room. Carrying a plate on the right and carrying rice on the left.She also, composing dishes and rice on a small dining table that is in the living room, which is none other than, it was a table that he used to eat.
After, he put it on the table. He went back to the kitchen to pick up fish and wash his hands. After that, he put it back on the table.
That's next. Until my father took a glass and a teapot filled with drinking water which he carried one in his right hand and one in his left.
When he finished, he set it on the table.
"Yes, Dad."
Me too, came before my father wearing the home clothes that I like the most. A shirt with five fingers on its arm.
"Let's eat here!"
My father, too, took the plate in front of him and gave it to me. I'm the one standing next to the table. Take the plate from my father's hand and hold it. Then, my father took the rice from the basket and put it on my plate.
"Do you want to fish or use vegetables?" Ask my dad while looking at me.
After, my father said that. I, too, looked at the fish on the plate and saw the vegetables in the bowl.
"Fish it to Dad."I answered, looking at the fish on the plate.
Meanwhile, my spoiled and jutek brother. He didn't come to the dinner table. Approaching the dish.She just sat leaning against the wall of my father's room.
As usual, my sister always eats bribed by my father.
If, my father sees my sister won't come any closer. Means, my sister does not want to eat alone.My father also, immediately understood with the attitude of my sister who moved away from him.
"Why don't you eat?" Ask my father to my silent contact mother.
My father if my mother was with me never called with a romantic call. I don't know, do I? My dad wasn't ready for his wedding or was he just too stiff?
But, the most important thing he saw in my eyes was a good man.
Meanwhile, my mother was seen putting on a sullen and sour face to my father. He didn't ask questions from my father.
He remained silent and sat near the main door.
Another case with my father who is fairly cold and pious. As if, my father said, if you want to eat yes, just eat. If not, no. That is, as if my father said it with his attitude.
Not against my mother, though. Against me my father was like that. Do the same thing.
The same thing, my sister. My father couldn't see my spoiled sister moody a little, let alone grieve.
If, that was until it happened he would have been restless. Eating is not calm sleep is not good.
As much as possible, she should be able to make my sister smile again. Whatever, he must have done for my sister. Even if, he had to bring my sister along with him pulling a rickshaw.
He doesn't care about the money he gets. No matter how much money you make today. It doesn't matter to him, as long as my brother doesn't lash out.
"Here come, son, let me bribe you." Take my father to my brother who sits with a sad face.
With his effect, he immediately moved while elaborating a smile.
"Yes, Dad."
Anywhere, then sit on my father's lap.
From my seat while bribing rice into my mouth. The first spoon stopped for a moment, looking at my contact mother who**, instantly my mouth while gaping to see it.
Bruk bruk bruk!
My mother immediately picked up the plate on the table. When I finished everything, I saw him looking for something.
But I kept putting rice in my mouth. Then, chew it up to *****. But my eyes did not stop to see him.
Meanwhile, my father was acting ordinary to see it. In fact, he didn't see it at all.
My calm and relaxed father continued to eat his food until it ran out.
From a distance I saw my mother and I willingly stepped into the kitchen to pick up a spoon.
"Dad the food is good." My brother said to my father who was still sitting on his lap.
"You want another son?" Ask my father lovingly.
"Yes, Dad, a lot of ya, Dad!" My sister said in a spoiled voice.
My father was so happy that he saw my brother spoiling him.He was most sad to see my brother grieving.
Another with me who when being spoiled. Surely my father was angry.He always said that the first child should not be spoiled.
Therefore, I each eat must eat alone.
Tonight after I teach. We look like family. Eating together though, is different.
"Dad aak..."
I did not continue my conversation with my father because I saw my mother eating while eating.
With a neat sitting while feeding rice into his mouth. The first bribe, he menggedumel. I saw it too, terrified. Afraid of a commotion at home.
My dad doesn't like it when someone's facing a food he's fighting. Especially, until it is so.
However, from what I saw my father didn't pay attention to my mother. He only looked at my sister.
"Dad, here the fish is good, then buy more gini fish!"
"You like son? Ask my father in a quiet and loving voice.
"Yes, Dad." My sister smiled while nodding her head.
A very warm bribe. Tonight, the first night we had dinner together. After my father married my mother.
"Dad,Liyan! Wanna drink."
Walk while holding a glass. I, too, came to my father and gave the glass I held earlier to my father.
After, my father accepted it, he too, poured drinking water into my glass.
"Thank you Dad."
I drank it too!
Suddenly, my father looked at me sharply. Like, I had a mistake.
I stopped immediately!
The water I gulped down half my throat was painful! In the swallow can not be removed nor can it be.
"Liana! you know what your fault is!"
I just shook my head with a frightened face.
"Dad, you said, if you drink it, you have to sit down.
Meanwhile, my contact mother who was sitting looked at me casually. Still holding the plate containing the rice a little more.
Seriate....