The Struggle of a Child
Medicated

After I finish taking my medicine. Next I go to sleep. My eyes due to the pain that is still prolonged makes me not excited.

My father's been watching me tonight. No one was caught off guard. Remembering myself tomorrow will seek treatment for follow-up check-ups. My body is so shaky considering tomorrow. My fingers are so weak helpless, cold and stiff.

" Liyan, tonight you must sleep fast! Because I don't want you to wake up late tomorrow. There's no reason tomorrow you're bad at waking up. Understood!" Staring at me sharply.

" It's Dad!" Walk while looking down.

I went into the room. Following my father's orders. My weak little body. Then I'll collapse. To close my eyes and forget for a moment my pain. The breath that I breathed out with was a little tight.

My little hand reflexively pulled on the thick blanket to cover my cold body. The bare bed, tonight became my stopover. To break my weak body.

Meanwhile, my sister who became my fighting friend. I still hear him arguing with my father.

" Dad Ana's off tomorrow, yeah!" Pinta my sister slowly.

" What! Why are you on holiday tomorrow?" Ask my father curiously.

" He's Dad. Ana wants a holiday." Slowly. Self-confident.

" No! You're just getting into school already on holiday." Scream my father with protest.

" Dad, why can't Ana take a day off? Ask my sister in protest. " In fact, Ana's friends are also on vacation." Giving the truth to my father. The holiday! Long time, Dad." My sister said back.

My father was silent. No sound came out a word.

"Why are you on holiday?!" Ask mommy to keep us chimed in. " Don't follow your friend. Your friend's off, you're off!" Irritably.

My sister was silent no sound of defense came out of her mouth for herself.

" He's a kid! You go to school tomorrow, yeah!" Pinta my father seduced my sister. " Any more exams." My father said, advising.

"Dad! Just this once." Rayu.

" Can't! You have to go to school tomorrow." My mother said, shouting a little.

My eyes don't feel closed. The commotion outside my room made me reopen my eyes wide. The drowsiness that was so heavy I felt, now disappeared.

" Daughter, that school is very useful for you later. That's your future, son! So, don't waste it. Moreover, making a holiday for its own reasons." Slowly. Like my dad was being careful. " What is your reason? Going on vacation, I want to know." My father said back.

" There is no Father. Ana, come with sister on medication." Straightly.

Ahaha! My father laughed a little.

" Why are you coming? Bring your brother in medicine. It's Dad's responsibility. Your job is to learn, son." Dangan firmly. My father gave me a look.

" He, you need a holiday. Holiday knows you! Just got into school on holiday!" I screamed, and we came back screaming.

" Already! Go and sleep." Slowly. " Tomorrow you may wake up late. Tomorrow I'm going fast!"

At least I didn't hear a rebuttal from my sister. In fact, even the voice of defense for himself did not exist. He remains the same.

A rude snort sounded near the curtains of my room. The black shadow stood up. My sister, too, pulled the curtains of the room and entered. His face was so stifled. Sour and pouty. Highlight his reddened eyes glared at me with a sharp glance.

Huh! Plunging body.

He always interfered. There is something he said. Until Dad dared not defend me. Staring at me. " Brother! Is your brother asleep?!" Ask while looking at me.

My ignorance also arises to prank my sister. Several times he asked me. I'm still quiet. If I deny him. I won't be able to sleep tonight because of his whining later.

It's not my sister if she's not trying her best. " Sister, get up first. Don't pretend to be asleep, yeah!" Irritably. " So I know that girl!" So upset. " The time he forbade me not to take a day off." His face is getting tighter.

" Brother, wake up!" Approaching me sit down. Flicking his fingers on my forehead.

With annoyance I opened my eyes. His face is getting tighter. No blushing faces were emitted.

" Deck, we're sleeping. Tomorrow you're late." Closing my face.

" Sister!" Pulling the blanket that covers my face. " Hear me first talk." Irritably. Coercing.

" Want to listen to what, deck?!" With a raucous voice.

" Sister, when Dad won't give me a day off tomorrow, sis!" Mournfully.

" Keep going!" I said while looking at my sister who was so sad.

" I'm going on holiday, tomorrow. What's my excuse, brother?" Ask brother. While looking for reasons.

"Son, help me." Staring at me softly. With a pleading face.

" What's the reason for sister, deck? My sister is brave. Because Dad's fierce. Brother's afraid!" I said slowly. Refusing my sister's wishes.

If I follow my sister's will. I'll be the one to be scolded by my father. Because to my father. I'm the biggest kid should set a good example for my sister. Tonight my head is getting dizzy.

Seeing my sister who keeps whining. Want to take a school break tomorrow by asking for my help to help him smooth his wish.

Ow hell! My move is upset.

Not my sister's name, if she doesn't have much sense. It's not my sister, either, that she'll bother me until I'm saturated with whining.

" Sister, help me tomorrow, yes!" Putting on a pleading face seemed like a person who really needed emergency help.

And not Liyan either, if she insisted on her decision. I might help my sister who's gonna get me into trouble. Not to mention, I'm sick. My breath is so heavy I pull. Tight-tasting. My eyes are so sweet too. As if I couldn't see clearly. My legs are so weak. In fact, even standing up, I almost wanted to fall.

" Deck, we're sleeping! Tomorrow you'll have another reason." Staring at my sister. Give him confidence to believe in himself.

" I'm afraid, I'm not in love with you brother." Little limp. " I don't know why anyway, what? Putting his lips forward with a crumpled face.

" That's right! You just don't know what the reason is. Especially Brother!" I said with a ketus.

My sister feels desperate. To date, he has not found the right reason. He looked at me with a frown and shifted his body away from me. He also pulled his blanket. But his face kept thinking.

Every now and then, I look at him. Sighs. Both of his eyes were still wide open. Look at the ceiling of the room with a small murmur.

His face seemed to give an expression. If my sister wants to surprise me tomorrow. No, what is he thinking. I can only look at it and pray that tomorrow morning there will be no commotion. Because of my stubborn sister.

" Sister, I have the reason." Grins.

I just kept quiet. Seeing her face so happy at once implied little want revenge.

" Sister, I'm going to be on holiday tomorrow. Just look!" With a challenging face. " Sister, brother is asleep, yes. Brother went to bed fast, slept." Huh! Gravely.

Only a man would willingly give himself up tomorrow to be scolded all out by my father for listening to him. If I don't! Because I'm going to go for treatment tomorrow.

My frail body had been lying down with a thick blanket. My eyes were closed and I slept and enjoyed the night.

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After a long night passed. I still sleep so soundly.

" Shy!" My father shouted so loudly to me.

I was surprised to pull the blanket that covered my body.

" It's Dad!" Get out of bed.

I'm straight out. Walking with my weak legs. My body feels so weak. The cold morning air touched me. Makes me shiver.

" Liyan, let alone fast, take a shower!" Scream my dad a little louder.

Hearing that, I was immediately shocked. Like being struck by lightning in a hole. A shower! Remembering my body that was hot and cold. Forcing me not to follow my father's orders.

I just kept watching my dad. Walk slowly without looking around. My empty look made me helpless.

My mind said as I picked up the towel hanging. I'm not taking a shower! This is my decision I made for myself firmly.

My steps were flushed into the bathroom.

" Liyan, hurry! We'll be late." My mother said she approached me in the bathroom.

The quiet bathroom. I just kept quiet and answered briefly.

" It's Mom!" My leg from the bathroom.

Cold water that dewed one night, I splashed it into my pale face. My weak little body was so trembling it touched him. It feels so cold.

From the bathroom that has a well inside. I heard the voices of my father and mother connecting me again noisily. From my hearing. I heard a little clear they were saying my name.

I quickly cleaned myself up cold. I did not shower this morning. The day was so cold anyway. Thought.

" Liyan, why so long." Screech my mother stood looking at me with a little annoyance. " We are going to go. We have to hurry, it'll be crowded. Long time to hang on." My mother said firmly.

My tiny body entered by dragging my weak legs.

"Put your towel here!" Pointing the hangers that lie at the corner of the kitchen door.

" Okay, Mom!" Slowly and down.

This time he was so attentive. Looking for a good name in front of my dad. But unfortunately, that doesn't apply to my sister.

" Anna, get up, let alone!" Shouted my mother to loud.

I see, my mother-in-law wants to rotate her body. He was so shocked to see me walking next to him. He looked at me as if he wanted to say, to go in and say it first. By reflex I was shocked too.

My spontaneous face stared at him as I turned away from him.

" You two are the same!" Gawking.

He just disappeared too. I walked in and saw my sister still sleeping. Clock already showing 07 hours: 10 WIB.

" Liyan, are you ready?!" Ask my dad a little loudly.

" A minute, Dad! Liyan's wearing a shirt." My move is a little upset.

My hands are trembling. Take the clothes from the closet. Wear it with a limp.

" Come on, let's go now!" My father walked first.

Me and my mom followed him from behind. My eyes stared straight ahead with my mind raging.

An unpleasant hospital is so scary. Along the way I went I only remembered the hospital. The kind-hearted young doctor must have been sitting in his chair waiting for me with his syringe.

My courage suddenly shrunk. Remembering the painful syringe touching my tiny body.

" Liyan, hurry up, what else!" Father's orders.

My feet spontaneously rose and sat in the rickshaw that my father would carry. I thought I was wrestling with fear. Now I'm neutralizing it again. I see, also with my contact mother who walks right next to me. He went up just like I did. Sit quietly next to me. Looking at me with scary eyes.

I who met his eyes turned away my eyes at once. Looking down at my feet.

" Liyan, was your sister awake?!" Ask her with a sharp look.

Contact me shut up. I turned both my eyeballs. My mind immediately stopped remembering the hospital and now turned towards my sister.

My face was panicked too. My heart continues to grieve the mistake of me forgetting my sister.

My gaze was instantaneous, I threw a look at my father who pedaled a rickshaw.

My father didn't know my sister wasn't awake.

" Liyan, why?!" Ask my mother who whispers in my ear. " You didn't wake your sister, did you?!" Ask back.

Hearing her whisper I panicked even more. My tiny limp body just now, is getting limp and trembling.

" It's Mom! Liyan forgot." I said with a slightly guilty face.

" You are, always forgetting!" Emphasisfully.

My tears want to drip. My eyes are now glazed over.

" What's up? What did you forget?" Ask my dad so calmly. My father doesn't know what's really going on.

My mother still put on an upset face.

" Liyan, we've arrived. Comeondown!" My father marginalized his paddle pedicab outside the hospital fence.

Meanwhile, I'm so nervous. Like I was in the hospital for the first time. Seeing so many people waiting. My feet don't want to step.

" Come fast ! What again?!" My mother looked at me with great attention.

" Liyan, remember you don't overwhelm your resume, yeah!" Father's message.

" It's Dad!" Kissing my father's back.

I too, immediately stepped following my mother who walked in front of me.

" Liyan, why don't you wake up your sister?" You'll know! If your father is angry. Hm! Gawking.

Today I am so miserable like him. As a result of my forgetfulness. I have to face two people who are against each other.

"Sorry Mom. Liya doesn't remember." With a soft voice.

" Where can you not remember. Clearly your sister is in front of you." He said, a little higher. Holding the file in his hand.

I am getting more and more cornered. The mouth that came out of his mouth was so unrelenting.

Not to mention, my father's face was dancing in front of me. It was obvious my father's fierce face was visible. Highlight his sharp and glaring eyes. Makes me want to hide in a faraway place.

" Look! Your father's standing there!" Pointing by giving its glancing signal.

I saw it too. My father looks so pathetic. His tired, aging face looked at nanar with a blank look.

" This time you're provoking your father's anger." He said, with great emphasis. Reprimanding me.

I can only be silent today with a screaming heart. My broken cry can only be shed in my heart. My throat hurts from holding my cry. Feel pain.

Seriate.....