The Struggle of a Child
The reading part 3

Seeing the enthusiastic Widia wanted to ease my grief. I was so stunned to hear his advice.

"But I'm not being loved by my dad eating gum." Saying slowly. She was still holding candy.

"Liyan, so be careful!" Widia Seru. Staring at me.

Widia's two eyeballs looked at me as if she was telling her to eat it right away. My reaction was so strong that I believed what Widia said. Both of my hands slowly opened the candy she gave me with both eyes staring as if I was still hesitating. I put the gum slowly in my mouth. According to Widia's orders I have to eat her carefully.

"That's nothing, Liyan, let you not be sad." Sahut Widia's.

"But I'm afraid I'll be swallowed." Complaints slowly. Slowly bite with caution.

"Widia after this we go to the cafeteria, yeah!" My next. Raise eyebrows.

"Yes already! Why are we going to the cafeteria now?" Ask Widia by asking. Putting on a flat face while sighing.

"Let's Widia, come on!" My welcome. Walked.

The cafeteria that looked crowded was filled by a handful of disciples who crossed with orders for relief of satiety and thirst. They laughed as they threw up an echoing loose laugh. Both boys and girls laughed happily as if the world belonged to them.

My sibling still survives by sitting sweetly in the cafeteria. I'm the one who occasionally looks at the shoes and ties the rope. Suddenly I saw the end of the shoe stopping in front of me slowly I raised my head.

"Ecy." Little mummy. Silent and helpless. My reflexes raised my head and leaned my body against the wall upright. Staring with both eyes wide.

"Ecy, don't bother us anymore!" Pinta Widia with pleading face. Sit over.

"Who wants to bother you who Widia is. I just want to see Liyan's shoes. I think something's torn." Canda Ecy's. Standing up as if staring mockingly.

"My shoes don't tear, really!" Say it with a soft tone of voice. Seeing Ecy and my shoes with a sad face.

"Ecy Parts! What if it's torn, then?" Greet Tania with a ketus. Stand up while putting money in your pocket. "He's the one who's not in school either." Continue by raising his lips up with a cynical face.

"But Tania, if the shoes are torn, I still have the old shoes." Reply Ecy. Looking at Tania from the tail of the eyes while staring at my shoes.

"Don't Ecy! Don't you give her your shoes. He'll be happy in love shoes with you, your shoes will be expensive!" Tania. Looking at me and the shoes with the look on my face as if disgusted. "Later to eat wear expensive shoes, mending you love your brother alone." Tania. Less pleased.

"Tania, Liyan's shoes are still good, really." Widia. Disperse. "Somebody wants your shoes. Your shoes are hot like fire." Hina Widia with an annoyed face. Tilt his body towards me.

So stunned I felt, hearing this continuous ridicule that could reap fights and further drop.

"Ecy, I still have shoes! One more at home." I answered slowly and embarrassed. Staring at Ecy as if I covered my pale face with weak fingers.

"Good! If you have shoes. So, we won't love our expensive shoes with you." Cela Tania with a mocking laugh.

"Our shoes are expensive, your feet are ugly!" Ejek Tania is back. Stand with a sharp face.

"Hey! Tania don't tell me Liyan's legs are ugly, yeah!" Pekik Septiani suddenly stood in front of the cafeteria door right at the back door. Stand with a fierce face.

Highlight the eyes that looked back and forth with blank eyes. I was suddenly shocked and made my heart stop. Instantly I cast a glance towards Widia who was sitting beside me. Widia looks so put up a view as if she does not believe what she hears and sees.

"Hey! Ecy, Tania you have expensive shoes, but your shoes can be torn!" Cela Septiani's. Cardicize.

"Engga yes! Expensive shoes where can be torn." Resist Ecy. Stuck with an annoyed face.

"Yes! That's what my mom and dad said!" Reply Tania with confidence. Septiani stare sharply.

"Haha! Where'd your shoes get torn?!" Speak Septiani by throwing the question to Tania back. Laughing and mocking. "When your shoes were torn, hahaha!" Septiani continued laughing happily so that his little body seemed to shake. "Hey! Widia said her shoes never got torn, right!" Ahaha! Though yesterday he had also used torn shoes tip." Septiani laughed with satisfaction. "You know why Liyan, her shoe is torn off! He said it was because he ate rats! Ahaha! He said the rich, the time in the house of the rich man a lot of rats! Iiissss, snorers!" Ejek Septiani with a satisfied laugh. Dragging his body towards me.

Surely today I will get even more insults from them?! Instantly I panicked and worried about my next self so I turned my head to see Septiani who looked so happy. Anyway this is my problem between Ecy and Tania. Septiani doesn't really need to be like that. I thought I kept moaning to see what was happening, whereas Widia she looked embarrassed and wanted to leave immediately, visible from her agitated face. We were sitting down, reflexively standing up to see Septiani who was so enthusiastic about attacking Ecy and Tania. I don't know what else is going to happen in the future? I want to close this sheet as soon as possible.

"Septiani! I'm afraid, if people complain to Miss Dona, how about?" Whisper with deep complaints. "I'm also afraid that if my father finds out, I'll be upset about making a fuss at school. Not to mention my sister will know! He would have told my father. I'm Septiani getting angry at home." Reveal it quietly in Septiani's ear. Seeing Ecy and Tania trembling and anxious. Standing over the weak fingers with strength.

Septiani then flinch and look at me with Widia with a sad face that feels guilty. He looked at us as if he were complaining about his sad heart.

"Heh Liyan! You finally realized too!" Said Tania harshly. "Don't fight with us. We're not your rivals!" Connect Tania. "We could have told you the same teacher. Let's get you the law!" Tandas Tania with a rough face. Grinding lips in annoyance.

"Tania, don't keep rebuking Liyan! Liyan doesn't bother you." Sentul Widia's. Piqued.

"I won't bother you, kok!" I answered with a slightly scared voice. Staring downwards with a soft look. Squeezing the edge of the school skirt I was wearing.

"Liyan, why are you quiet? You should've beaten them. Let them know the taste!" Septiani said with annoyance. See Ecy and Tania. Nibble both molars firmly. Gawking.

"I'm afraid of being upset by my father. My father said, I can't fight." Reply slowly. Seeing shoes.

"But Tania! I'm also not allowed by my mother to fight." Tandas Ecy's. Quiescent.

"Ecy you're defending him yeah!" Sahut Tania is upset. "Then you don't want to be friends with me!" Gerrutu Tania was upset. Disappear.

"Tania isn't it, just wait for me!" Shouted Ecy. Running after Tania.

My weak little body that I carried was now becoming more and more stunned. Legs that become the support of this body, feel so shaky and want to fall. The heart of grief is now increasingly in dilemma with hardikan and insults that decorate with pleasure. The pale face that looked full of this burden had now been able to catch his breath perfectly, even though it only lasted a few moments. The faint eyeballs stared at the classroom door that was so far away from the canteen. I think that door is throwing my feelings back.

The breeze that blew gently pulled my two eyeballs to see Widia and Septiani who were still unmoved. Septiani's annoyed face towards Ecy and Tania was still seen decorating her innocent face beautifully.

The pain that filled the empty heart room seemed to be crying out in all directions. Not only that, he was seen dancing around perfectly covering the meaning of life.

My heart that should be a shelter now screams as if to say, Listen to me who is persecuted so sad.

The frame of my life seems meaningless to me to show everyone. This frame has cracked. The frame that became the protector of the heart has now been shattered. Taka there's something I can pin right now. Only sorrow and humiliation! That's what my friend is now. Being a teacher who teaches himself this will be a toughness.

The voice that sounded so loudly that told me occasionally to fight against those who humbled me now shouted blame at this weak me.

I don't know! I'm getting depressed seeing this reality. The crystal grains that wanted to come out were so stifled with a strong ego to cover everything up. Again I could only walk down and squeeze the weak fingers. Like my fingers made a mistake. I sometimes think that if this fingers were to scream, he would turn on me. Squeezing the innocent to protect the emotions that want to come out and protect the wicked.

But whatever my day, I don't have much power to open my voice. My father's words that forbid me not to quarrel curbed everything I wanted to do. It was as if the word was a stern warning. Become a black shackle that every second overshadows my weakness. The innocence of the heart that continues to spread widely becomes a buffer of self.

The insults that enveloped my pain forced the pale little lips to speak calmly as if I had never felt a piercing razor.

"We'll just sit there!" Septiani. Swinging index finger.

"Don't, they'll be there!" Reject spontaneous Widia. Septiani.

"But Widia, this field is big!" Cetus Septiani with protest. Looking at Widia with a bit of sharpness.

"I also don't want to sit near them, they're evil!" Greet me. Staring at trees. "Otherwise, over there! It's right there near my sister's class." I said with rejection. Pointing with both eyeballs.

"What happened to your sister?" Ask Septiani. Walk taking ice candles. " Uwa I bought one ice candle huh!" Shouted Septiani slowly. While giving money and walking back to me and Widia. Seeing me raise his eyebrows as if beckoning me to the question he had asked me earlier, so that I might give an answer to him. Sipping ice candles.

"If my sister finds out we're fighting and she sees me, she'll definitely tell my dad." Answer me softly. Lean on the canteen doorpost. Frowning with a worried face.

"Yes already! Then we're not here! Where do we sit!" Septiani Cibir. Out canteen.

" But wait a minute!" I shouted softly with an unwell voice. Stare fixedly.

"Moreover Liyan?" Septiani asked in annoyance turning around. Cover your mouth with ice.

"We haven't paid yet." My next. Gawking.

"I already!" Cetus Septiani's.

"Heheh! I haven't!" Widia continued in shame. Smirks.

Widia's embarrassment now looks to make her cheeks red. He and I also walked up to Uwa Elsa who looks still busy with washing some dishes where seasoning noodles are ordered by some students and teachers. He is also seen walking to and fro a little taut and in a hurry to clean the table and arrange the table neatly. All the dirt lying on the table now he took and he put it in the trash can located in the corner of the back door. The trash can looks so neat and closed.

" Uwa Elsa!" Call me in a soft voice. Stand up and take money out of pocket.

"Eh! He son! Sorry uwa! Didn't see you guys. Understand la kak! Today is single. So, everything is done alone." Can anyone help you?" Greet Uwa Elsa with a smile. Throw plastic waste into the trash.

Looking at Uwa Elsa we both met smiling eyes looking at the cute Uwa Elsa. A moment of tightness in the heart was gone.

"We're paying uwa! We haven't paid our snacks yet." Reply slowly. Hands out and give money. Smile.

"Oh! He, uwa I haven't had a drink." Widia said with a shy smile. Closing your mouth with reflexes. While giving the money, Widia also walked to pick up the glass hanging neatly on the table and I followed it from behind then I dragged my weak legs took the teapot and poured into the glass along with Widia.

Gluey! Gluey! Gluey! We also sat.

Fresh water so makes me sink will be cool that flows the throat that has been dry, as a result of holding back crying.

"Widia, finally thirsty we're invincible too!" My speech. Staring at Widia while holding a glass.

" It's you're right Liyan! Finally, my throat was relieved as well!" Cetus Widia exhaled a rough breath. Looked at with an empty view.

"Widia, let's go now!" Take me. Swallow water and put down the glass. Stand up.

"But Liyan, wait!" Widia Seru. Swallow water while putting down the glass.

"Let's hurry, Widia!" I was walking fast.

"Liyan, Septiani wait!" Shouted Widia running from behind.

With a swift step, I turned my head back to see Widia who was so breathless chasing us. His breath seemed to be coming off. Ahahaha! I'm ticklish.

"Liyan, just let him run after us. Already know the canteen makes sultry, still like to joke." Cibir Septiani with a hint of annoyance. Throw away the ice plastic he was holding into the trash.

Puk! Suddenly our steps stopped. Reflexes with a jerk we turned our heads back and saw, "Widia" we both said dumbly and met a look with a face of disbelief and opened both eyes.

"Liyan, Septiani! Why did you leave me?!" Widia Gerrutu. Pouting and disappointed.

We can only take a deep breath. Seeing Widia's face so sad mixed with annoyance and disappointment.

"Where are we going to sit Septiani?" I'm slow to see Septiani. Walked.

"We're sitting there?" Septiani delightedly. Pointing to a shady and cool tree by swinging your hands into the air.

"Come on! It must be nice and cold." I answered with a happy face.

So happy my heart is now to see a tree as if a storm is not coming to it. Weak footsteps continued to pass with the accompaniment of happy hearts.

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