The Struggle of a Child
Me and my dad
My father's desire was already round to take me to seek treatment.Every preparation has been completed in the care of my father.Semamgatnya so passionate as if he harbored so great hope of the recovery of his beloved daughter.From all requirements have been completed as soon as possible.
My father who worked as a rickshaw carrier rushed home.From behind the walls of the room his voice was heard by me.I also heard behind the walls of my father's room talking to my sister."Ana, is your sister still in the room? He didn't go play, did he?" How's your brother doing now? Is she okay?" Her heavy voice was heard by me.Sedang asked my sister.She was so worried about my situation.
"She, my sister's father is fine.So we play dolls in the room.Dad don't worry I will take good care of my sister as long as she is sick! Although***." I heard my brother hang up his words to my father."Despite what , son?!" My father curiously asked my sister back."Although, I don't play like I used to."With a slightly disappointed and sad voice.
From behind the walls of the room I heard all their chatter.Meanwhile, my saturated self continued to be in the room. Trying to see them from behind the door. My father who sat on the floor with groceries beside him.Meanwhile, my little brother who was sad mixed with disappointment just looked down at the floor.Shopping brought by my father was lying beside him.
"Dad, can I play? Last time, my friend came Dad invited me to play.Kan, it's been a long time I don't play.This time it's Dad! Kan, Dad's home! Later, if you want to go again then I'll take care of brother." With a sad face he continued to seduce my father with clinging and pleading.
"Son, where are you going to play? It's time to rest at home, for a moment."My father attentively forbade my sister to play during the hot day.My sister who did not accept what my father said was still protesting seducing my father."But, Dad..."Holding the hand of my father who stood with his innocent face begging for mercy. "Dad said no! There is no buts!" My father said firmly.His face was clearly seen by my sister. Who was hoping that his request would be granted by my father.
My lips were silent and complained to hear their debate I became fixated on my situation. "Dad! She'll be home when she gets back." My little selfish and stubborn sister.She should be able to get what she wants.Without anything in the way.His potent nature and seduction are weapons for her to melt my father's heart. My father, who loved my sister so much, sometimes he fell. Let alone seeing my sister dripping tears that wet her tiny cheeks.His raucous voice with sobs made all my father's thoughts and concentration fall away.
My very observant sister watched my father. He knew very quickly that my father's weakness was his tears.With his intelligence he could see it so quickly.
I'm back in the room! Turned my body around and sat on the bed. While looking at the empty view straight ahead.The corner of the room floor brings my mind drifting.My eyeball also looks so empty.My weak little body can no longer be upright firmly.Sit me as if floating.Medicine has not been able to cure me as yet intact. While my father was getting more and more confused today, which one should he first me or my sister! My father was eager to share his affection evenly with his two daughters.However, again my brother who is too over-afflicted to make everything chaotic.
Plus my sister wanted our connecting mother to take care of me. "Yes, Mother's father will soon be back home!" My father went to the kitchen to cook and my sister followed him from behind. "Son, we should not expect more from others.For that too, my brother! He's sick again, son! If he's not sick.Did Dad ever forbid you to play? In fact, your brother, Dad always told him to look after you and look for you where you go to play." The father and son chatter that was so slightly tense was heard again by me. My sister who can't accept the truth. Keep trying to seduce my father until it finally works. "Dad, just this once.Later, if you want to go I will come back.Again I play not far away father, kiss around our house only.Boleh yes, father! Her little face continued to seduce my father with a stroke of sadness.I who was agitated to hear their debate did not finish standing behind the middle door to see them. By taking a deep breath and exhaling violently. "Yes, you let me play. But, remember not to take too long because pity your sister at home there is no friend, understand! With great emphasis my father took aim at my stubborn sister. "Dad He!" Running out with a smile of success painted on his tired face seduced my father. I who stood at the corner of the middle door.See the cheer from his running face while looking straight out.While he did not see me who stood so flabbergasted to see his footsteps so fast.
Instantly I came back to see my father who was struggling with his cooking, chasing prayer and eating. "I have to cook quickly, and my beloved daughter will starve, she will be sick again." Instantly I saw my father from the corner of the middle door. Removing the knife he held so that, located on the table.Look at the empty wall while muttering a little.Although I heard it not so clear but, my heart could guess that my father wanted me to get well soon.And he wanted to take me to medical treatment immediately.
"Liyan, I'd like to say that tomorrow we're going to go for treatment, son!" Not how long I moved from the corner of the middle door.My father approached me and sat beside my head who was lying down. On the edge of the bed while stroking my head gently.I still see his sad face that hopes big for my recovery.With a sad face! I looked at my father who was so tired.
"Good, Dad!" Instantly I sat down. "But can I go to school tomorrow? I was bored at home Dad.Again I was not in school for a long time.Sambil sat staring at my father who was beside me.
"Son, how? I'll tell your teacher! With a face full of question marks my father looked at me who was weak. "They definitely can't accept you to school. Because of your condition like this, son!" Full of affirmation my father said with a heavy tone of voice.
"But Dad! It's okay, no one's sick." With complete confidence I seduced my stubborn father and was firm in his stance. "Dad can't say anything! Ls it? Should you go to school tomorrow or not?! But, obviously tomorrow we'll go for treatment so you get better as before." My father also moved from his seat to perform DZUHUR prayer.Leaving me alone.After hearing the words of my father. I can't do anything either.My father he was so firm with his stance. Meanwhile, I'm too ambitious! If I could get sick at school, I would have done it. But whatever my day is all out of my control.Any whatever my stance will not be able to change everything,
whatever happens to me right now.Whatever I try I still crash too.
Seriate....