The Struggle of a Child
Jealousies

His sad face also hypnotized me. My frustration disappeared instantly. The face of guilt I no longer ignore.

" Liyan, are you your sister?" Ask my dad .

"It's Dad!" I look at my brother while looking at my brother. Both his eyes said he was guilty of cheating.

" Say your sister's teaching tonight." My father said slowly from the outside.

My sister's face changed immediately. Highlight his eyes, now look sharp to hear what was said by my father. He looks like he's looking.

" Dek, it's teaching tonight." I said with great emphasis. However, my sister did not give any response at all.

He still looks silent. Every now and then I see him putting on a sour face with a little mumbling mouth.

" Is today not a holiday?!" Looked at me with annoyance. " I'm lazy to teach." Staring at his image while patting a small. Snorted.

" Sister, good brother la engga njai." With an unwilling face.

Huh! Throwing pillow.

My weak body sat quietly leaning against the walls of the room. My weak legs I stretched out while neutralizing my breath.

Looking straight ahead with a blank look. My mind goes about me doing the treatment tomorrow. My breath feels heavy now living the life I've been through.

" Dek, get ready! I'll be angry." Staring at my sister who was lying down while counting her images over and over again. It was as if he was playing with his own image.

" Sister, this isn't Maghrib yet." He said while looking and calculating the picture back at random. Her face is so adorable.

"Sister!" He turned his face to see me. " More brother's getting treatment tomorrow, yeah!" Turned his face back. " When you get treatment tomorrow, I'll come along." Still seeing the picture.

" Where can the deck! I said flatly. " Tomorrow, you go to school." Look at my sister lying against the wall.

" Home time!"

" What!" Instantly I was surprised to look at my sister with a glance. My face was instantly struck by lightning hearing that. My weak body also reflexively lifted itself.

" Why brother ?" Looking at me with question marks.

" Here time, you're off deck!" With a face of disbelief.

" Him, sis. I've wanted to take a long time off, I haven't had a day off. The holidays are just the same Sunday as the red date." Ketus. "Once in a while, we'll take a day off by ourselves." With a slow voice. Hopeful.

Like a fool I finally got myself after hearing my sister. My weak body seemed to disappear as if it was struck by something. I could hardly think of seeing my sister who thought of her school as belonging to her parents. School and holiday as he pleases.

" Deck, your teacher will be angry." Trying to remind.

" Sir! The proof is that many of my other friends are off, sis." Said my sister who did not want to lose to me. " In fact, that guy's alpa again." My sister said firmly.

" Here, set the deck! You're the same person, different." Protesting what my sister said.

" Where is it different, brother?!" My sister said with question marks.

" Yes, you, you. They, yes they are. Your time will be the same, just like theirs. It's funny that you're following each other." I said unwillingly. Followed others.

" Sister, this time it's just for the holidays. Do nothing once in a while." My sister said casually.

" Keep what Dad says, try it!" Reminds my sister to come back.

" What did my father say. Dad was just quiet. Never refuse my wish." With great confidence my sister strengthened her will.

I took a breath. Staring at my brother who was so enthusiastic. My head was dizzy looking at my sister who was in school. Always got me in trouble. Moreover, if he is off and at home one day with me. We will fight often. If he doesn't go to school then my problems will get worse.

The sadness is now visible on my pale face. Imagine my sister will be with me tomorrow. My father would definitely blame me if something happened to my sister tomorrow.

" Sister ! Brother why shut up?" Glanced at me at a glance.

Heard my sister's question. I just saw it and kept quiet. Highlight my eyes also look closely while looking for a way to thwart his wishes.

" Dek, you go to school tomorrow!" Trying to seduce my sister with all my cleverness so that my sister does not become a holiday tomorrow. " Party in the hospital, stink." With a convincing face. I made my sister believe what I said.

Spontaneous my sister turned her head. " ha! Stinky feet." Look at me with a glance. With a curious face my sister turned her head back.

He kept silent to see the picture back. His face seemed to show me that he was still studying my words just now.

" Why does it smell, brother?" Ask again to make sure. " Some one cleans up." He said back to protest.

" It, deck! But it still stinks!" I said back.

" What smell is it, brother?" Ask my sister not to believe it.

"She's medicinal, the smell of sweat!"

" That's nothing, brother!" With a face that still looks thinking.

Huh! Grunts annoyed.

All my plans failed to convince my sister. My weak body instantly suffocated. My pale face shriveled for a moment. My thin little lips were tightly closed. My mind that was working now stopped like it was thrown.

" Sister, if I have a good holiday tomorrow, right!" My sister said smiling.

My breath feels like I want to hear my sister . Tomorrow I want a holiday. Today my life is like the moon in the night.

" Sister!" Calling me. Hm! I also growled.

" Tomorrow we play, brother." My sister said happily.

Looking at my sister I can only smile. Miris saw me as if I were caught in a Batman trap. I can't imagine my life tomorrow.

If only I'd been off guarding her tomorrow. End my life.

" Dek, you go to school tomorrow, yeah." Seduce my sister by turning my brain back to thinking.

" school! Gawking. " Sister, you already know I'm going on holiday tomorrow." Resolutely.

" But, the hospital, stinks!" I said with the toilet.

" Him, but I'm going on holiday. I wanna play. Not going to the hospital." Irritably.

Srr!

My heart feels like it's coming out. My blood went all down. My weak body and my weak legs feel helpless. I was weak now limp for a moment. The hand that was trembling was now helpless.

My pale face also looks like a person who wavers. Nervous of something. My lips, I pull a little with a sour face.

My breath, I exhaled with annoyance. I wanted to take my sister to hide her in an invisible place.

My life won't be quiet tomorrow. My frail body will surely follow the scorching path tomorrow.

" Deck, just a second, you're gonna take the exam." I remember my sister again.

" It's brother! But it's still a long time." Flatly.

" You're not afraid to miss a lesson." Trying to brighten my sister's mind.

Suddenly he was silent for a moment. Look at me and see the walls of the room. He turned his head back. " Keep, how about with brother." Throw my words back to me. " Sister is also missing lessons." Looking at me as if I were the same as what I said.

Instantly I was silent. My mouth was tightly closed while looking for an excuse for myself.

" Sister, it's a sick deck!" I said with justification.

His face was looking back. " Tell me I'm sick. It is, brother!" Staring at me sharply.

I just kept quiet. Looking at my enthusiastic sister. How could he possibly take a holiday? Once again I tried to reconcile myself. Turning my mind to my father.

" Deck, hurry! Sana's teaching." My love for my sister who is still wrestling with her image.

Several times my sister took her picture with movements like counting her.

My self that was facing my sister was getting weaker. I can only pin my hopes on the Creator.

May I not be scolded by my father for my sister's behavior tomorrow.

" Sister, when is the salary?" Ask brother. Wake up from the fall.

My mind immediately thought. Want to answer my sister's question. I try to remember it. So I can answer my sister's questions. I wonder if I see my sister.

" Liyan, where's your sister? Get her ready to teach! Strangled my father from the living room.

Suddenly I heard my father and saw my brother.

" Him, Dad!" My mouth is a little hard.

A small grunt was seen from my sister. He was so unhappy to look.

" Sister, what night is it?" Asked my sister with a slightly sour face.

" Saturday night!" I said in a flat voice.

My face and face were immediately shocked. Hearing azhan's voice suddenly resound. The look on my sister's face now looks clear like someone who will fight to compete for the championship.

Hose for a while. I looked at my sister who got out of bed. Standing up took his new face from the closet.

" Shy!" Shouted my father.

" It's Dad!" I who understood the call from my father told my sister to immediately approach my father. " Deck, hurry!" I said force my sister.

His relaxed attitude was still stirring within him at this moment. He was still silent and stood looking down at the I'ROQ that he saw. As if, his face was not willing if he had to teach tonight. I see, his heart weighs on all this.

" Shy!" My father shouted back a little loudly.

" Well!" I move my head slowly giving a signal, it has to be fast. Later, Dad will be angry.

My sister just looked at me with flat eyes. Such a heavy step. He did not want to leave his room and go to school.

" Liyan, where else is your sister. Your father has been calling. Long time you guys. What are you doing in that room!" Our mother said shouting as she opened the curtains of our room.

I was surprised. My sister was silent as a statue. We met each other's eyes. Look at each other with their own eyes.

" This is your work, yes!" The difficulty with seeing the picture scattered on the bed. " Well! Long time you've been out." Shift his eyes back.

My weak body shrunk instantly. The loud screams made me feel smaller. My heart was beating with fear. I also took my eyes off her.

"What's faster!" Looking at my sister upset.

My sister immediately moved with her upset face.

" Liyan, compile that picture! Don't keep it scattered!" The screech. Go disappear.

So many images. Now I put them together one by one until they are done. My frail body and pale face tonight seemed to be friendly with me.

My mother-in-law has moved in front of me now.

" Shy!" My contact mother came back to see me. "Later, when you're done getting out of your room!" His tone was a little loud.

" It's Mom !" Answer me gently.

He then disappeared from behind the curtain. I immediately turned my head back. Put together a picture of my sister who filled the bed.

The clothes I was wearing blocked my movement. Keep everything hampered. The picture was not too far away. Now there are some who stay away from being hit by my clothes.

" Shy!" Shouted our mother. It was as if he was giving me a sign to get out of the room.

My ears that heard her forced me to hurry as quickly as possible. Even my tiny, weak body forced me to move quickly.

Huuo! Letting my fatigue into the air.

Now the picture is finished I'm putting together. I quickly got out of bed. Put the picture into place neatly.

" liyan! You're taking medicine tonight, aren't you?" While meeting me.

"Let's Mom!" Walk with my weak feet.

" You should eat first. Because you're gonna take your medicine." Taking nasiku.

My feet, too, followed her steps into the kitchen. My sister finished teaching. Walk slowly to see me passing by him.

His face is a little strange. Looked at me with question marks. As if, he wasn't sure if I'd gotten any attention from mommy he continued us tonight.

His fixed look looked at me. Still full of questions.

" Liyan, here! Sit there!" Pointing the place with both eyes. Give me the rice.

" It's Mom!" Taking rice.

My sister still looks at me. The look that haunted him with a deep question.

" Sister, sister eat?!" While putting I'ROQ and opening the door.

"It's deck!" Put rice.

" Sister!" Approaching me. " He's the one who's getting you the rice." My sister said, still not believing.

" Liyan, you've eaten!" My father looked at me. Walked.

" Brother! But he was scolding you, right?!" My sister's trying to find information.

Her tan mark still looks at me. Waiting for my answer.

" Don't eat?!" Mom told us to see my dad.

" Sister, brother, take a look at that! He's trying to be with dad." Brother said. " What else would it be, brother." My sister is not happy. " Sister, don't shut up. Have a look!" My sister raised her head in a gesture pointing to the kitchen.

My dad's still flinching. I turned my head to follow my sister's will. "No, I don't want to take medicine." Explain. So that my sister does not bother me and quickly take medicine.

" Anna, come quickly! It's your rice." My father handed the plate to my brother who had approached my father.

" Thank you Dad!" With his spoiled voice.

" You! It's always your son that you're spoiled for." Our mother said with great emphasis.

" I never indulged him." My father's.

" What! Heee! Snide laugh. " You don't spoil it! It's clear! You said no." His voice with cynicism.

" It's my son anyway, what's your business. I know what I want to do. Which one should I indulge in, which one should not. Which one I should teach hard and which one harder." Emphasisfully.

" Wow! You were great. I applauded hearing that. Just this time I saw an old man like you." With a voice of emphasis.

My father's quiet. " Don't look for a commotion because it's night." Resolutely.

" Many times your reasons!" Tartly.

" This is your rice! Eat it." With a flat voice.

" It's over your son you just got my advice." Feel not willing.

My body is sick again. Trying to face everything. I also finished eating in the middle of the commotion. The medicine I was about to take was in my hands. I had to be trained to take it.

My obligation to take the medicine is now complete. Heart relieved.

Seriate.....