The Struggle of a Child
In class

After we stood in the scorching field and left it. We also entered a cool classroom that looked lonely to me like it was uninhabited.

We immediately walked slowly into the classroom with a deep sense of anxiety. I'm the bully Ecy and Tania are so worried about myself. The haunting anxiety increasingly filled the recesses of the soul.

The weak petite body was further ignited by fear. The drooping legs look slowly I drag. The two dim eyeballs looked at every corner of the class with nanar.

"Widia! Ecy and Tania don't exist!" I said slowly walking by the side with them.

"She, I don't see them either." Sahut Widia's. Looking to and fro turning your head.

The classroom that was enough to gather the disciples within these 30 people looked empty. Only, there were some disciples sitting while talking.

"But weird! Where did they both disappear to, huh? I'm afraid they're going home to complain to their father." Canda Septiani's. See Ecy and Tania's table.

Ahaha! Laughter of Rasyd and Solihin.

Septiani still turned his head and body. Seeing the one filled with deep curiosity.

While I'm still worried. "I'm afraid they're hiding." I said softly with a slightly heavy tone of voice and a worried face. Sometimes I squeeze my fingers hard.

"Widia, you didn't see them, did you?" Ask slowly.

For the peace of the soul. I had to ask Widia back who I actually knew Widia couldn't answer. Even Widia doesn't know where Ecy and Tania are going?

"Liyan, you don't have to be afraid of them. They won't bother you anymore." Reply Septiani. Seeing me seemed to give the truth of what he said.

"Liyan, you take it easy! We're here with you." Rasyd.

We who are still standing in the middle of the class and witnessed by a hanging whiteboard look like people who are setting a strategy to attack the enemy. Shut up, whisper softly while looking and keeping watch so as not to be known by people who want to target us. That's how we are today!

Solihin who looked flat with what happened just nodded and agreed to what we were saying. Solihin is indeed a flat child and looks so neutral. His soul of neutrality so made him look relaxed. He did follow every decision we 'friend' but, if our decision goes against his way of thinking. He would definitely refuse and look for the best solution.

"Then, when are we going to stand here?!" Solihin asked with a tired face wrapped around his eyes. "We'd better sit down!" Further.

"But where are we going to sit?!" Ask me to think, while looking at tables and benches, where the best place to gather even if only a short discussion.

"On the bench..."Answer Septiani while turning his head to look at a comfortable place. "......Your body is Solihin." Cetus Septiani's. Raise eyebrows while pulling lips.

"What?" Sontak Solihin opened both eyeballs wide while raising his head upright. "Can't, can't! If my best friend comes, how about it?" Solihin complained by issuing a statement that made Septiani look confused.

"Why Solihin?" Septiani asked with a frown. Turned his face and grunted.

"You don't keep fighting I'm tired of hearing it."My move is upset.

Seeing those who are getting more and more into quarrels forced me to turn a deaf ear and cast a glance wherever I like.

Debates about the little things always happen in the midst of our friendship. However, the strange thing was never to make our friendship crack. As great as any mid and debate, we still look compact. Even we are aware of each other's shortcomings and faults.

"Then we sit on our benches." I saw Widia standing right in front of me.

"Yes, Liyan is right! Just sit on our bench." Widia agreed to my decision.

"But..." Septiani stopped what he wanted to convey looking down with a sad face. ".....tell me I'm far away from you. So, if Miss Dona comes in, I'm gonna freak out." Septiani continued with a soft.

His innocent face was ignorant and did not look excited. Immediately I was carried away by the flow of his sadness.

"Be patient, yes!" Ledekku by stroking Septiani's shoulder. Laughs.

"Hey! Liyan you've been..." Solihin and Rasyd looked at me with faces of disbelief. ".....You can laugh again!" While looking at me fixedly.

"Yes! We're so happy for Liyan." Shouted Widia happily while jumping small and sticking both of her arms on my shoulders.

His face was so happy to look.

I felt so happy, I felt like I was flying into a beautiful sky, even though it was covered with cloudy clouds adorned by rainbows filled with color. Cloudy clouds still shaded by the bright sun.

Once the laughter of sumringah was clearly visible without a single thread of sadness. Today I am so happy because little I have managed to get out of the restraining shackles even though I do not know how long it will last.

"Liyan, we're so happy to see you smile." Welcome Septiani by swinging both her hands into the air while hugging me tightly.

"It seems we have a new friend." Ledek Rasyd with a small laugh.

So much happiness today. The smile I showed made them so happy. Like a person who gets a suprise that is so valuable and priceless.

"Come, we are now sitting on the bench! I'm tired of standing like a doorman." Invite me to pull Widia's arm.

"Come, Liyan! But what if they come later?" Septiani complained agitatedly.

"Seek, they're not coming!" Widia Timpal. Walked. "If they come, how could they dare." Widia.

"Yes, Widia is right from where they dare, let alone you!" Solihin. Walked after us from behind.

"Septiani is fierce!" Welcome Rasyd. "Where could they dare." Staring at Septiani with a slightly mocking face. "I'm just scared !" Rasyd continued with a laugh while showing his molars.

Instantly I turned my pale face to see the reaction of Septiani to the joke that Rasyd showed. Septiani looks so tight with a flushed face.

"Rasyd you heard, yes! I don't want to deal with you anymore." Tandas Septiani's.

"Widia, I'm scared! They're gonna fight." I said with a worried face. Turning his head glanced at Rasyd who was still frozen. It was as if Rasyd's tight-looking face was so holding back a hint of annoyance that turning his head threw a glance towards the door.

Along with Rasyd throwing his frustration, we walked over to the bench which would be a weak foot-conditioner.

I slowly forced my weak legs to walk, though still in a weakened state of drooping. The whispers of a heart that kept telling me to vigorously add kink to this tiny, weakly helpless body.

The dim eyes saw brightly even though darkness blocked the view of every step I took.

The frail footprints were now seen smiling as they looked at the stride shrouded in happiness.

"Widia, why did Miss Dona tell us to come in? The other kids are still out playing." Ask Septiani. Stand near the table and turn your head towards the wide-open door by staring out. "I still want to be outside. If it's hot inside." Septiani grumbled with a vexation that made her soul not so happy.

"Mom Dona is like that! He's very disciplined!" My welcome with great affirmation. "Where have we not dared to argue! Every thing that is commanded, we must shut up and carry it out." Continuasku back. Sit on the bench.

"Liyan's right! Ms. Dona is the most disciplined teacher, so the other students are so quiet when they find out, if our homeroom teacher is Ms. Dona, they were immediately aghast and grinned at hearing it as if they were saying patiently caution, yes." Reply Rasyd who seems to know everything. Pulling another student bench from next to our table row hall.

"We won't be in third grade for long! Surely we'll go to class and change homeroom." Welcome Solihin with confidence in the words conveyed by him. Solihin was so relaxed sitting and staring at us.

"But I don't have a problem with Miss Dona. Whatever Miss Dona says, I'm still listening." Timpal Widia with great dedication. Staring at us while taking a drink that he often brought.

"If I were the same as you Widia. To me Miss Dona is good too! Because as long as I'm sick...." I stopped my words staring at them while thinking about what I wanted to say next. "....During my illness, Ms. Dona hgga once scolded me. Even though I didn't give him permission." Continue with a happy heart. Staring at them while playing a notebook on the table.

"Liyan, not maybe!" Sangkal Septiani spontaneous. "I think your father told Ms. Dona you were sick." Septiani continued to give full confidence to me.

Instantly I fell silent and digested what Septiani had said. Septiani was most likely right that my father had told Ms. Dona about my unending illness.

"But I don't know! Because I dare not ask my father." I said with a little deep disappointment at having nurtured a never-ending folly.

Many times when I met my father at home, whether he came home for a living or not, I never asked him about this. I was so afraid to look at him as if I thought he would swallow me up.

"Why don't you dare Liyan?" Solihin asked inquisitively. Staring at me in waiting for an answer from my moody tongue.

"Liyan's father is fierce!" Greet Widia spontaneously. Staring at me fixedly while sipping mineral water. "Hehehe!" Frowning with a face that looks so guilty for saying what is in accordance with the reality. Widia glanced at me and buried her face in the mouth of the drinking place she was carrying.

The faces of Solihin, Septiani and Rasyd also seemed to not believe what Widia said. They spread both eyes. "Widia's right, Liyan?" Solihin asked waiting for clarification from these pale lips.

Heard and saw those who looked at me so much. Took me in confusion with what questions and answers I would give.

I was again faced with two choices from my father and my friend. If I keep insisting on silence, they'll keep pushing me. If I justify what Widia said, I'm afraid that they won't be friends with me.

If I don't say it, I'm afraid that they will suddenly come to my house and meet my father. I was afraid they would tremble at my father who was staring intently at them. Then, how should I? Oho! Can my heart answer their questions? This question kept haunting me following my steps into a black shadow in each of my breaths.

I don't know what I'd like to give them for their questions. I froze like I was covered in ice cold water.

The weaker body becomes less able to draw and exhale. It is starting to feel crowded and wants to stop. Even my dim eyes can no longer see the world perfectly.

"Liyan, why are you quiet?" Rasyd asked which made me flinch with Widia who suddenly patted my shoulder slowly. Puk!

"Liyan, you're daydreaming, yeah! Remember about your father!" Canda Septiani with a witty face. "Don't remember Liyan. You will not be eager to learn." Septiani continued with a full joke while pulling her lips in a joke back.

"I don't remember my father!" I answered by covering up what was in my mind. "My dad's a little...!" I stopped immediately staring at Widia as if asking for emergency help from her.

At once Widia looked at me with a little laugh because she had managed to trap me with her speech that was so ridiculous she thought.

Actually, I really wanted to cry in front of Widia who had set a trap for me. Widia's trap is like a Batman trap that is ready to throw and roll me slowly.

"My father is a little....what is Liyan?" Connect Solihin. Staring with a thousand question marks shackled in his mind.

"My father is very strict to take care of me. That's why he scolded me so much." Answer me slowly. Down and endure shame.

Oohs! Ahahaha! Solihin's laughter so loudly filled the classroom ceiling as if he had just heard such a pleasant laugh. "So, you're being kept too tight, so!" Solihin. Boost.

" That means Liyan, you're her son who likes to wander!" Tympal Rashd. Sobbled.

My reflex turned a little head to look at Widia and we also met eyes in silence as if we remembered the incident about Nisa. Highlight my eyes so deeply in showing Widia.

After finding the answer from within each of us, we turned our heads. Widia is seen staring at the table by pulling her lips slightly thinly that no one can know. While I looked down with all the truth and looked at myself a little occasionally. I glanced at Widia with a faint smile that only I could read.

"Widia, you're glad to see I'm confused." My whisper in Widia's ear. Slide a little on my stool.

"Liyan, I didn't mean it that way." Widia said quietly. "I'm sorry!" Petanya.

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