The Struggle of a Child
In the Doctor's Room
Not how long it's time. The nurse in the doctor's office stood up and called my name from the door.
My father and my mother, he rushed to the doctor's room. Immediately, I was helpless to hear my name being called. In a loud enough tone the nurse called my name. Be quiet! that's all I can do. My small lips that looked pale and slightly trembling were now clenched! Silence of a thousand languages.
My body that looks fragile, is weakly drooping. Forcing my steps to immediately go to the room that is visible in front of my eyes. The heat of my body mixed with coldness felt piercing into my bones. Until it makes the pain feel.
The burden of disease is so heavy. I carry, now it feels on my shoulders. The more days I feel tired. The great longing for my healing is now slowly disappearing. The time I have lived has not yet given an answer to my recovery.
My tiny body that used to look fresh now looked like a withered dried leaf that fell to the ground in shame.
The ground that I stepped on with my little legs supporting my tiny body felt weak was now helpless. The more days, the more you want to disappear. Even my little foot now seemed to have no trace on it.
My little eyes are staring at the nanar in front of the door where? A nurse was waiting for me to arrive.
My father and my mother were walking at such a fast pace. A step filled with a sign, a belief. A very optimistic belief in my recovery.
The high heat that assaulted my body for a week made my tiny body slim and so pretty. Now it looks skinny and helpless.
My eyes that used to be so radiant will be, the light that it emits. Now it looks flushed and feels so hot and watery.
When I was silent, I started to fight. Fighting with an inner war that is so turbulent. Seeing the doctor's room that I had entered for the first time was so scary! My hands, too, are now cold. I walked straight in front of the nurse while squeezing my little fingers. The grip I make will make my fingers stronger. Fear now began to overshadow all my thoughts in such a strange direction. The syringe contact that was so scary to me now began to be clearly visible in front of my eyes. My eyeballs are moving so fast. It felt, I wanted to run to a far place so fast without, leaving even the slightest trace.
The caress of such a warm hand now began to feel my shoulders touching me from behind. Reach me for a moment, surprised and turn my body back. To see who? A gesture that touched my tiny body with her warm hands. It turns! The nurse, who is now standing right next to me without me noticing.
"Come, son! We're going inside!" He said he took my hand with a warm smile.
Even I, who was silent, looked so dumb and like someone who looked stupid. I turned my head to look for my father. With both my eyeballs. I looked at my father, begging for help. If I don't want to go into the room. My father stood and kept silent to see me. While my mother-in-law was standing forward a step ahead of me. Looked at me with hope.
"Come on! Liyan, we're in! The doctor's waiting for you inside." His hand reached out to take my hand. I also reflexively extended my hand as well. We stood in front of the door of the room the nurse had opened. Let us enter the room. With a frightened heart and heavy steps. I saw the door for a moment, turning my head back. Right to my dad standing outside. My eyes and my father's eyes met. With a warm smile my father looked at me signalling that everything, would be fine.
My face immediately seemed to cry with my little lips shaking. Instantly, I want to stop stepping. However, again everything I could not do because I had to follow everything with the plan of my father and the doctor.
Dad, I'm scared! My screams in my heart. The shadow of the syringe crossed my head.I'm afraid of being injected by Dad! My steps continue I paddle who continues to go hand in hand with fear!
" Good morning!" Greet a doctor sitting in his chair with a smile. Heard the voice of the doctor so soft. My fear disappeared as well. The face of the young doctor was so beautiful and looked soft. Turned me into a brave. The hue of his face was able to dispel all the fear that enveloped me. It was as if my heart was now smiling and eliminating everything.
"Good morning too, Doctor!" My mother also welcomed me warmly. His hand that was still holding my small hand still looked so tight.
" Sister, what's the pain, Mom?" The doctor asked my contact mother.
"Here,doctor! Body's hot! We've given you medicine but, it's not healing either!"
"How long has it been, Mom?" The young doctor came up to me and checked my heartbeat. He, too, carefully examined my body. From head to toe he checked. Even the thermometer, now he took it and he put it on me. To measure my body temperature. Not for how long. He took it back and checked it.
"The heat is not too high, Mother! Not too dangerous." My mother sits in a chair. Right in front of the doctor, he frowned. Heard what? This was delivered by the young doctor.
"What's? it, doc! But, doctor over, this is the heat in our opinion It looks like it's high, doc!" Heard what my mother told me. The doctor, too, showed an increasingly confused face. Meanwhile, I was still lying on the patient's bed. With a slightly soft tone. The young doctor, trying to say good so that my mom doesn't worry.
"Look, Mommy! Maybe, it was just Mom's feeling when she touched it. Do you have a thermometer?" Ask the doctor back to my mother.
The young doctor, too, looked at me who was lying down with such a gentle gaze." Mommy don't worry! Ls it? She's got a history of steps that, uh, high heat?"
"No, doctor, all this time he was sick I never saw him convulsing." Answer my contact mother. Holding his fingers. He turned his head towards me.
I also feel so comfortable.My weak body is so friendly when taken to lie down for a moment. "So, begini Mother! For today! Let's give you the recipe first, shall we?" With such a close look. The young doctor wrote me a prescription. My contact mother just nodded as her consent.
The young pediatrician also wrote a prescription. In a serious way.
The situation was silent for a moment!
Not for how long. "Mother! This is the recipe I need to make!" Hand over a piece of paper to my mother. My mother, too, accepted the recipe. "Sorry doctor! redeem it where, huh?"
The young doctor smiled as well. "Take it at our pharmacy Mother!" I walked straight out of this room! Later, I'll find it there's a reading, Mom!" The young doctor kindly answered my contact mother's question. Merely, my mother and I walked to the pharmacy to take my medicine.
Seriate....