The Struggle of a Child
Drizzle profusely
The foot that was stepped on was instantly detached as well. I got up and stood up with a slight tremor withstanding the pain.
From far away I looked at Tania and Ecy who had been far away walking. They are very calm it feels visible from their stride.
I also dragged my feet by force. The bag that fell to the floor immediately hit me. Now the school has been deserted there is only me and the canteen who are preparing to arrange the goods want to go home.
"Liyaaan! You haven't come home yet" yelled uwa canteen to see me.
"Not yet wa," I held back the raucous voice so that the uwa was not anxious to hear it.
"Be careful, yes!" yelled uwa back to say it.
I just put a thin smile on her. The time that almost turned into day and heat, as soon as possible I walked away from class.
Going home from school has been a long time. But I still came home late. Worrying mixed with worry is lodged in this self.
My father's words of warning were becoming clearer and more haunting. The glare of sharp eyes was so happy to dance on the eye pelupuk.
Not to mention my sister who will definitely get criticism from my father for ignoring me and not taking care of me.
It's getting wrapped around this heart. The disheveled face mixed with panic was more and more clearly plastered in the middle of this scorching road.
The day is hot. But when I looked up at the sky I was very surprised to see it. The stinging heat was mixed with the cloud.
I quickly swung my legs faster. I was worried that the rain would fall on my body again. This worried mind also intensifies the taste. I quickly dragged my feet even tighter so that I could survive until home.
The step that continues to meayun together with the arm that holds the bag rope tightly penetrates the road just like any. The wrong bag carry is also increasingly heavy and increasingly hamper the steps that want to be tight.
I look today, like a child chasing after the rain. Every time I tighten my leg swing. The cloud was chasing me even more. He didn't want to switch from me in vain.
The noise of the passing vehicle was the same as me who wanted to avoid the rain was seen with a fast chase. The vehicle that passed by was increasingly deafening both ears so that I did not hear anything anymore.
Right now I just focus on looking at the road straight ahead and see the edge of the road, where you know there is a stone across. The journey to this house is not the first time. I have been home almost every day alone. In addition to this I am not so close anymore with Widia and now it has grown with my sister as well.
This fact is very sad for me. I don't have any friends anymore, friends to share with. Everyone has moved out one by one. They no longer want to be friends, let alone play.
It's such a heavy problem. I can't imagine in front of him. I'm getting pessimistic about the friendship going forward. Sometimes I think that I am not worthy to be a friend to my friends and my own brother because I have taken away their pleasure.
The cloud is getting darker. The sun has disappeared. Last night's rain still hasn't escaped my memory. It's happening again. The rain quickly fell on the earth and on me.
I'm getting anxious about what to do. The leg that was sick due to Tania's incision was not strong to run. I'm getting more and more limped in. The groans sometimes come out of this mouth holding back the pain.
My heart was sad when I remembered it again. Tears are no longer stoked. In the midst of the rain quite heavy tears dripped profusely considering the bullyan from Tania and Ecy.
The rain was getting wet with shabby black clothes and bags and shoes. Shoes that only cover part of the foot I stared softly. I didn't know Tania and Ecy until when I was going to torture me at school.
The torture immediately passed through the swollen eyes. The ball that landed friendly on this body was, at a glance, plastered in the rain.
I still remember it when Tania deliberately threw the ball at me. He was so happy to be seen when he threw the ball at me. Like he threw a ball into a tree. A tree that never feels pain.
I keep walking. The rain did not even subside for a while. I kept swinging my steps to get there fast. In the middle of this road, I panicked and worried considering when I got home later.
My father and mother's faces became more visible. Disappointed face was getting pinned this inner.
"Yes" I replied.
"Where's your friend?" widia asked as if she was insinuating me.
In the rain I looked at Widia's face. He pulled his lips thin as if his evil face was laughing at me. I looked up more and more in the rain to see it. He asked me in disbelief that he had been pretending to be good at school all along.
It was getting clearer and clearer as to give an answer for me. It was only fitting that he never told me about his father and my father again. I increasingly swallowed the bitter pill in the rain that fell.
"Liyan, you be careful, yeah! Don't fall down!" said grin. His words were so heart touching.
I can't look at the earth straight. I'm just wrestling with the sadness now. Silence down, shame that's all I can do right now.
I kept walking to see Widia walking with her umbrella far in front of me.
Seeing this sudden change in his attitude deeply shook himself. One by one I lost people who loved me for ambiguous reasons.
This wet body did not feel stopped right in front of the house.
"Sir Liyan, how are you?" a girl shouted asking for news.
The deg!
I stopped my steps. The left leg that was about to step, suddenly swung in the air. This leg is actually a determinant for me to enter or not into the house.
"I'm good news" I replied turning slowly and turning to the source of the voice.
Highlight eyes also shine mixed with sumringah when looking at it.
"Andrini," I muttered slowly and happily.
My heart was instantly healed when I saw it. He's the only one right now my friend is the only one who might last. Andrini is younger than me. But he's so good at making friends.
"Sister, we'll play, okay?!" he shouted from the terrace of the house mixed with rain.
"Yes, if the rain subsides" I replied.
Pause to get in.
"Andrini, we play it later, yes," I said again happily shouting in the rain.
No sound from inside the house was heard. The rain is still happy to be seen pampering those who are in the house.
"Sister get changed, yeah!" I said in a happy voice.
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