WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Slothful

Morning sunlight, no doubt say hello, everyone was busy with their respective work, before the sun rose from the east, I was awake, doing some important activities, he said, as a Housewife.

This morning, after the dawn prayer, I went to the kitchen, preparing all the needs of the stomach of the beloved husband, who was still asleep, I don't know, lately, he was so strange, attitude, behavior, behavior, even the look on his face became very foreign to me, but, I did not dare to ask too far, maybe you know the reason, if I keep asking then he will feel uncomfortable, he said, and it was possible that his illness would recur, if he continued to be suppressed, so I decided to let it go, waiting until later he would convey his anxiety on his own.

“Dear ...” said suddenly, I turned to him, I see now his face is much calmer than before.

“Morning,“ I replied as I continued stirring the fried rice I was cooking.

He sat his butt in the dining chair, and I immediately brewed his favorite thick black coffee, then presented it to him, he smiled at me, a smile that was always difficult to quantify.

“Thanks“ still smiles, then blows a cup of coffee in front of him.

“An, you okay right??” this curious feeling is always disturbing.

“I'm okay,“ he replied while staying focused blowing his koffeenya.

“An, later in the day you want in masakin what??” I ask, now I almost every day deliver food for lunch to Anwar office, why?? Because of the incident a few days ago when Anwar passed out, I don't want him to go back unconscious without me knowing, ah, work makes him a man who harbors all his own problems.

“What aja, all the dishes you cook, I must eat“ he replied.

“Alright, later in the afternoon I will deliver lunch for you,“ I turn off the stove, then I pour fried rice into a ceramic plate, decorated with jasmine flowers.

“Come breakfast first,“ take me, while thrusting fried rice and his friends.

“Good,“ He nodded, then fed a spoon of fried rice into his mouth, he chewed it slowly, without speaking as usual, the atmosphere was silent. And I chose to be quiet, not wanting to say much, afraid that I would change the mood.

After breakfast, and getting ready, he immediately went to the office, as usual I drove him to the front door, after waving to my husband, I immediately went back into the house, I saw the wall clock stuck in the living room, seven o'clock fifteen minutes, still too early, I don't know lately, I've been a little lazy even to clean the house, I've been, sometimes I often use the services of ART while, a pretty neighbor of his house away from my house, often I call just to clean the house, lately, I've become more like to increase my lying time, so, rather than my activities, it felt so lazy, but thank God, Anwar never complained, even when he came home from work, the house was still in a state of collapse, and I was laughing watching my favorite Korean drama, and I was laughing, he would just smile, then watch.

Ddrrttt .. dddrrttt .. ddrrttt ...

I ran to my phone at the end of the dinner table, I picked it up and smiled, when I saw Beautiful calling me, I picked it up.

“Hallo Assalamu’alaikum deck" sapaku.

“Wa’alaikumsalam kak“ screams enthusiastically.

“Udah came home Kak, last night, here Kak, play to the house Beautiful, Beautiful there by by make Brother, same Mother!“ it made me keep the phone away from my ears.

“Iya, you will be there if you go home from his office Anwar yes,“

“Yes, may Brother, I wait yes Brother, all of you I also have good news for all of us, beautiful hhee” sounds more enthusiastic.

“Anaan anyway?? Sister so kepo nih,“ I smile to hear her happy.

“There is,“ the answer makes me even more curious.

“Iya already, later on Brother there, beware if reportedly not make Brother surprised,” I chuckle.

“Iya, of course, Brother here I just wait aye brother, Assalamu’alaikum!“ screams splashy.

“Iya, wa’alaikumsalam,“ I replied while hanging up my phone.

I shifted the dining chair, then sat down, I circulated my gaze, ah .. Yes my life feels lonely, if Anwar has left for work, maybe I should have another activity, maybe I should have another, did I just make my dream come true?? Being a teacher, at my age, it would be difficult if I applied to become a teacher at an ordinary school, even if it was an honorary teacher, did I just express my wish to Anwar?? Isn't this easy for him?? Instantly my heart was raging, dissolving into the turmoil. Even the taste of sepipun, is now a test in itself for me.

As soon as I woke up, then got up from my seat, and immediately started again, to cook lunch for Anwar, I opened the cooking app, to find out the recipe I was going to cook, finally I decided to cook the asem vegetables, and fried fish, even the lazy taste spread when I cooked, whether the devil was hugging me, but this lazy feeling always overpowers me.

Finished cooking my ala, I immediately took a bath, then polished my face as it was, I reflected, my face was so pale, and grubby, I put the poundation on my face, then I used lipgloss to decorate my lips, and then I put it on my face, in order to feel moist, that's all I use to decorate my face this time, really to comb my hair it feels very lazy, fortunately I wear a hijab, so no one will know, if I hadn't combed my hair in two days. Well, except for Anwar, but Anwar has accepted me for who I am. Reason he.

Once it felt neat, I put Anwar's lunch into the bushel, I saw the clock on my phone, eleven o'clock past twenty-eight minutes. Ah ... outside the air is so hot, maybe I should just lay down for a while, I lay my body on the bed, until I unconsciously fell asleep by myself.

“Astagfirullah,“ I woke up again, after I saw the clock was almost one o'clock in the afternoon, but there was no phone call, or chat from Anwar, was he angry?? Or did he eat out?? It's past lunch hour. I immediately stood up, then went into the bathroom, immediately performed the dzuhur prayer service, then immediately went to Anwar's office without reflecting again, or polishing my face again, I left for Anwar's office in a hurry. Immediately I ordered an online taxi, after the online taxi came, I immediately boarded it.

Thirty minutes later, I arrived at Anwar's office, I took a breath, then came down from the Taxi that took me, after paying for it, I immediately went inside Anwar's office.

Bissmillah, may Anwar not be angry, or upset with me, for I am late to deliver lunch for him. Hopefully, offer forgiveness, so he will definitely forgive my mistake this time.

Seriate.....

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