WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Meeting part 3

“Mother, Jani is still not ready if you have to build a household again for the near future this” I replied as gently as possible, not wanting to disappoint Bu Anita who hopes for me.

“I understand Jan, think carefully of my request, Anwar loved you so much from the past since you met“ Bu Anita smiled meaningfully at me. I just kept quiet.

“Good mother, insya Allah surely Jani think of“, I smiled.

“I hope, your decision is the best decision for all of us Jan, honestly I already love you very much, as in my own son, I know you are a wise woman Jan, I know you are,“ said by Bu Anita it feels more cornered me.

“Good Mother, Jani will try later, to give the best answer to all of us“, I replied while nodding.

“Alright Jan, I wait for the good news, if so I say goodbye first ya Jan“ pamit Bu Anita.

“Iya ma'am, be careful on the road ya bu“ my permission while grabbing her hand, then I crucify her, Bu Anita once again hugged me tightly, for some reason, but I felt very awkward.

“I first Jan, Assalamu’alaikum“ Bu Anita stepped outside the cafe, I looked at the back of a Mother, who had just put hope for her son to me.

Ah, now what should I do?? I'm really confused, honestly I'm not ready to accept anyone else in my life, the wound is still gaping, and it's hard to close.

Bissmillah, give me the best O Allah ...

On the way home I stopped by the minimarket I was passing, I just remembered that if my soap ran out, I pulled the door and walked to the soap rack, I picked up the soap I used to use, I took the soap I used to use, I looked around, remembering, about let alone the stock that ran out of the house, in the middle of my busy life thinking I heard a familiar voice chattering, I tiptoed peeking from behind the neatly lined milk rack, toddler-specific formula with various brands.

“Mas, about this milk is suitable not yes make adek?” ask the girl.

“Which is up to you“ replied the man in a lazy tone.

“What if this one is??” ask the girl again.

“Where are you up, don't ask me again“ replied the man while passing with his troly.

I further sharpened my gaze, ah, Faisal, Tiara. The world is so narrow, why God reunited me with them, seeing them together like bringing up old wounds that are difficult to heal, I immediately went and headed to the cashier, he said, as fast as lightning I paid for my things and immediately set foot towards the outer door.

“Anjani!!” exclaimed a woman, who had somehow suddenly grabbed my hand.

“Tiara?? Leasin!” I tried to throw Tiara's hand.

“You, why always appear in our life?” tiara's question was really unreasonable, when did I try to meet them??.

“Why do your shadows always appear in Faisal's life??” tiara asked with a voice that started to fiery.

“Why are you asking me??, just ask your husband“ I replied firmly.

“You've made our lives chaotic Anjani“ Tiara raved indistinctly, leaving me even more confused.

“One time when the devil comes near to man, they say ‘come to my place, come with me, stay at the bottom of hell with me’ and you know Tiara?? People who have no faith, will easily follow the footsteps of the devil, but sorry Tiara, it will not happen to me, I will never follow the footprints of the devil like you!!!” where is the courage?? But I was able to say very firm words to Tiara.

“I should be the one who is angry, for this situation, you slander me, you snatch someone who should be mine, you get everything you want right?? Then why do you feel unhappy??” ask me with a cynical look, this time I will not be patient again, played by them.

“Who said I wasn't happy?? I am very happy, living my day with my son and husband“ Tiara replied as she lifted her face.

“oya?? This is what you said happy??” I answered while pointing at Tiara's very choppy body, now Tiara is not as sexy, and as beautiful as before, her body is a little stretched, with my toad pants, and a simple T-shirt, he said, her makeup that began to wear off due to the sunburn, and her mascara that faded from tears, to leave a black mark on her cheek.

“Crying, and scolding me, for actions I didn't do?” my continue.

“Istighfar ye Tiara, Look at yourself“ answered me as I was about to pass while Tiara was only speechless and lowered her head, perhaps not expecting that the gentle and always yielding Anjani, could now fight her. I just don't want to be hurt over and over again by the same people, experience has taught me so much, including assertiveness.

I took my foot to the parking lot, intending to book a taxi online.

“Anjani!!” exclaimed a man whose voice was very familiar to my ears.

I looked back, and saw the figure of Faisal who was about to approach me, but being held back by Tiara, I could only look away and pass.

“Goodbye past“ muttered.

It turned out that after everything they did to me, they looked very unhappy, I used to cry, and blame fate, but today I am very grateful, lucky God showed their true nature long ago, if not? I don't know what's gonna happen to me.

As well as my destiny today, yesterday God may have tested me with suffering. But it is not impossible that tomorrow God will give me complete happiness. Allah is all-good, nothing is impossible, ‘kun fayakun’ (so, then be ). I know that in the future there will be many other tests, but I always pray that I will be given patience, fortitude, and sincerity in dealing with them.

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