WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Fainted

Anjani POVs

In life there is always a word of improvement, either for the better or for the worse. My hobby is reading novels and watching plays, if in the drama or novel that I read, when the main character in the story at first always get disappointment and suffering, but in the end they will meet happily.

Often I watch dramas that when one of the characters is left behind by a bad man, then at the end of the story they will meet a better man again, regardless of what the process is like. At least in every story, there will always be people who care about the main character, whether he is a friend, parent, brother, or lover.

But why not with my life, I have no one in this world, I only have God in my heart. I often say the word “SABAR” to other people, people who are in trouble, people who are experiencing frustration about their own lives, he said, but in reality “Patience is like a black ant on a black rock, in a very dark night, so patient“ is a difficult practice, even I now seem to run out of stock of my patience, now I understand why Patience is the reward of heaven. It turns out this is as difficult as the practice of the word SABAR.

I often say to others, If God is fair, Wise, but why does my heart whisper now that God is being unjust to me?? why is this exam so hard?? why does God keep testing me through people I love?? now do you think it's more unfair which of my life with my sister's beautiful life is she always treated in an unfair way? why is everyone so disappointed in my heart.

 If I were told to choose, I would prefer to be one of the characters in a novel or drama only, I would be tired of every test that God has given me, I want to take a break.

I blinked my eyes, I looked around me, I spread my eyes, I saw my mother holding my hand, and I put wind oil on my forehead, Mom sat down on the edge of the bed I was sleeping in. And I also saw Beautiful who was holding a drinking glass, behind Mom. Slowly I tried to remember what happened before, ah yes I fainted. After receiving news

that Faisal and Tiara are getting married.

“Anjani, are you okay son??” mother asked as she rubbed my cheek gently, looking worried on Mom's face.

“Jani is okay mom, Jani is fine“ I replied slowly while smiling at Mom.

“Trust me Mother, Jani is very well” replied me, still trying to make the atmosphere so calm.

Surprisingly now I could not shed a single tear, I could only frown, and massage my chest, a very futile thing when I decided to continue waiting for Faisal, he said, 100 Percent he betrayed me with my friend.

Yes Faisal will marry Tiara, a man I have always defended, no matter how, I do not know, maybe one day I will understand, how do they meet, fall in love, Tiara gets pregnant first, until they decide to get married.

What is the reason Tiara slandered me, until I was fired from the office, and what was Tiara's motive for taking Faisal away from me.

Ah, as soon as I remembered Sintia, perhaps this was part of God's rebuke for me, I used to be close to Faisal when Faisal was still close to Sintia, he said, more precisely Faisal continued to approach me while he still had a relationship with Sintia. Until I was lulled and decided to accept all the shortcomings of Faisal, this incident was exactly like then, the time where I met with Sintia in the tent stall, and Sintia expressed her disappointment to me, did Sintia feel this sick?? but didn't I accept Faisal long after they broke up??.

I've read the status of a friend on facebook that the core of his writing “you will lose something you love just like when you get it“ yes I'm feeling now, now, Faisal was married to the person I had protected, I felt dirtier than trash, after having been in contact for so long, there was never any seriousness from Faisal.

But Tiara?? despite only knowing a few moments they immediately decided to get married. This is really unfair to me, isn't it??? I really don't want to hate this thing, but my heart has been filled with the hatred that I avoid .

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