WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Meet the past

I have too often felt the pain of being betrayed, the disappointment of being lied to, the wounds left behind, and the end of regretting knowing the person I had cared about.

O heart, I am sure that all the feelings I have gone through are to strengthen you even more, so that I may know how to be faithful, how to trust, and what it is like to keep, I am sure, Allah SWT. knows my pain, Allah knows all my race, Allah knows my rest, Allah knows everything better than me.

God is the master of the screenplay, do not assume this is a drama scene, or a movie scene alone, this is more than everything I have witnessed on this earth, God's scenario no one can guess, I am sure the final story of my journey will be more beautiful than my shadow, all there will be times, all there will be times, will come where unexpected happiness, I still believe in prayer. For today I am not only opening the doors of happiness in the world, but I am also trying to open the doors of happiness in the hereafter.

But, will I really be happy?? After just what I experienced??.

Hey, I've been betrayed so many times, that I forget it hurts from a betrayal, you know that, I know that in my household, with whoever I build the household, with, I will definitely still get the exam, but this?? The truth I just heard, is this really the test??.

Pain, it's infiltrating the qalbuku.

“Hhuueekkk ..” I spit out everything in my stomach upon arrival at the city park, I sat down on one of the park chairs, I turned off my phone, after I saw Anwar call me a few times, not just Anwar but Beautiful too, and Mother too. No, I don't want to listen to anyone. I want to cover my ears, so that I do not hear any truth, in fact the truth is so painful.

“Anwar are you really like that?? I'm so disappointed in you Anwar,“ My tears are falling, I'm back on my feet after I think my feet have been able to climb the ground properly.

Confused, I don't know which way to go, I don't want to go home to Mom, considering that I'm having a very serious problem, I don't want to go home Anwar, either, I don't want to see her again, nor do I want to go home Beautiful, I don't want to burden her. She had just moved happily with her husband.

I just walked down the street, where I was going, until I arrived at a bus stop, I frowned, should I leave this town?? Should I not return to you Anwar?? But you're still my husband, and I still have obligations to you, but, you've let me down so much Anwar, I hate you so much.

Doubtful, I finally set foot on one of the buses that stopped in front of me, I was sitting in a window seat, you know, that's my favorite place. The bus started to run, I felt every move, while I remained engrossed in the view outside the window.

“Aqua , aqua, aqua“ heard the sound of hawkers unpretentious, peddling his merchandise.

I sighed, and took it out slowly, when I heard that the hawker started forcing passengers to buy his wares at several times the price. I don't want to hear anything, don't mute my world anymore. My heart's struggling.

“Aqua bu, aqua“ a merchant came up to me and thrust a bottle of aqua.

“No, thanks“ reject me softly.

“Aqua bu cheap“ again, sounding pushy, the hawker thrust his aqua in front of my face, I don't know but suddenly my emotions peaked, so I could hardly hold it.

“I said no, yes no!!” I shouted while staring at the hawker.

“Anjani!!” The Asongan merchant called out my name, I gaped in disbelief.

“Fa Faisal??” I shut my mouth, and I thought my tears just escaped, Faisal?? Really?? This is it???.

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