
Now that I've been quiet for a long time, I try to make a sound again.
“Mother, Jani just don't want to, in the future I'm sorry,“ I'm still trying to convince Mom.
“Do you not want to know Mr Pras for longer?” ask me again, I won't give up reminding Mom.
“No Jan, the choice of Mother is the best, surely I will be happy to live with Pras, unlike when with Your Father“ replied Mother who made me worry more.
“Alright, it's up to Mom, all decisions are in Mom's hands, Jani hope, and Jani pray, hopefully Mom can live happily with the choice of Ibu“ I finally relented.
“Yes, the wedding will be held in two weeks Jan“ explained Mother, which makes my heart even more unreasonable, for some reason.
“Kok cepet really bu?” this time it was beautiful.
“Iya, faster better?” Mom's staring at us.
“Iya, well, Lovely come along Mom course“ replied Indah while ducking.
I took a deep breath, I don't know what else to do, to remind Mom. Whatever it is, I hope everything is okay. That is my only prayer in my prayer now.
***
Until finally the wedding day arrived, today Anwar, Indah and Andre gathered together at Mother's house, all close relatives and neighbors were invited, too, to celebrate a small party, as a sign of gratitude, because Mother has found her soul mate again. There is a sad look on the face of Beautiful, which I clearly understand, because I also experienced the same thing, only the difference is that I can hide more every feeling I have.
While our husbands, just trying to calm down, and rub our backs with affection. I know today is going to happen, but why is it so hard to accept the presence of new people in our lives, but whatever it is, I hope it is the best for all of us.
After saying the ijab qabul, with a fairly astonishing dowry, the event continued at a joint meal, the invited guests were dominated by the krabat pak Pras, which I clearly did not know at all, many of them whisper “Ih, very lucky yes, model man kayak Pras, can dapetin Maya, who now he'll have a good life, has lived well, because in the guarantee that his children are also already rich," then they whisper again, I don't know what, I can't hear it.
“Sabar ya“ Anwar patted my shoulder.
“Iya,“ I replied with a smile.
“You too, let's eat“ take Anwar while leading me, keep me away from Mothers who are whispering gossip.
“An, my heart is not good“ I stroked my chest, feeling every turbulent rumble in my chest.
“Sabar yes, it's okay kok“ he replied while continuing to stroke my head.
“Iya,“ again I answered it briefly.
After the show was over, Anwar and I went home, Indah and Andre went home, along the way, I just fell silent, unable to say anything, it felt like my esophagus was blocked by a big stone, he said, Mom got married, not with a guy that I thought was good, I still find it hard to believe, why Mom could decide to marry again.
Truuutt .. ttrruuut .. trrruuutt ...
“Jan, your phone sounds from earlier“ suddenly Anwar's voice resuscitated me.
“Astagfirullah, yay“ answered me while reaching for my phone
"From Dad“ I pointed my phone at Anwar, Anwar was just a mangosteen
“Gift" he replied.
“Hallo, Assalamu’alaikum Ayah“.
“Wa’alaikumsalam Jan“ replied Father.
“Good dad Jan, Jan, is it true that gossip is circulating?? She said your mother is married again huh?” ask me who's confused,
“Yes Dad, Mom got married again earlier“ I replied weakly.
“Hah, your mother said that I don't want to marry again, but what in fact?? Now she's getting married??” father said fiery, is it possible that Father is being burned by the flames of jealousy?.
“Iya Dad, forgive Mom,“ I said while kneeling my forehead, it feels like my head hurts a lot thinking about everything.
“Ah, yes already, your mother is so, stubborn, yes already Jan, Dad close the phone first, Assalamu’alaikum“
Trout ...
Dad turned off the phone, without hearing my next words, I let out a heavy sigh, then let out a rude one.
While Anwar, just watching me while continuing to focus on driving,
“Sabar yes dear, you can definitely pass this“ he said while wiping my head full of affection, while I was just speechless, back staring at the street from behind the car window.
“Mother, don't test my love again on you, Mother used to test my love through material, and Mother's fortitude, in being with me, determined my life as she wanted, now Mother is testing my love by plunging myself into Mother, in her attitude, in her life, Mom now what should I behave like?”
I can only be silent now, thinking about what I should do next.
***
This morning, after everything that happened yesterday, I felt so lazy to get out of my bed, finished the shabu' prayer even, like never before, I put my body back on the bed, I don't know, but I feel like I'm really lazy to get involved.
Trruuutttt .. trrruuuttt .. trrruuutttt ...
The sound of phone calls from my phone kept ringing, I was lazy to wake up, finally forced myself to reach my phone which was on the edge of the nightstand.
“Ya, Hello Assalamu’alaikum Lovely, what is it??” my mouth, after I picked up the phone, which turned out to be from Indah.
“Kakak, later afternoon can take me to the obstetrician??” tanya Beautiful
“Emh, a minute Yes Dek, Brother Anwar asked me first“.
“Iya Kak, I wait yah, Brother ask permission first same Kak bucin, entar reply chat aja yes Kak,“ Indah giggled across there.
“Hus, you are, if you want to be filled, call him Sister-in-law, now call him that,“ I remind Beautiful.
“Oh yes deck, indeed Andre can not take you to check the obstetrician??” tanyaku later.
“Gak can Kak, Kak Andre is busy with his work, and he instead asked Indah to ask Anter Brother,“ replied Indah, there was sadness in his voice, I understand that, I understand that, I was in his position once.
“Ya already, later I will say again ya“ replied me again, do not want to extend the conversation, fear Beautiful so more sad.
“Iya Kak, thank you, I wait“ replied Indah, then turn off the phone after saying hello.
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