WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Ectopic Pregnancy

Today, is my first timetable for control of my womb, it feels like I am very happy, I will see my son, knowing his condition, if he is okay.

But, all of a sudden Anwar called me, he said he couldn't take me to the obstetrician because he was busy, to be honest I was disappointed, very disappointed. But let it be, I know this isn't Anwar's wish, given how enthusiastic she was when she found out I was pregnant.

After all Anwar has promised to pick me up when I get back to control later.

I got ready, then rushed to the online taxi I had ordered, to the hospital.

Well, I went back to using Doctor Puspita, who used to handle Indah during surgery, to consult my gynecologist.

“Assalamu’alaikum Dok“ sapaku to Doctor Puspita, then pull the chair, then sit down.

“Wa’alaikumsalam bu Anjani, wah bumil seems happy once ya“ Doctor Puspita smiled at me.

“Iya Doc, he“ I smile.

“Well, now that Mom is lying down first yes, I want to check“ Doctor Puspita led me, and laid me on the mattress, where the patient was examined.

“Good Dok“ I replied, before long Doctor Puspita checked me, while scrunched her forehead.

“Mother, have you ever felt any weirdness about her pregnancy?? Or are there other symptoms you feel?” doctor Puspita asked, making my chest pound.

“What other symptoms do Doc like?” many confused.

“Did Mom ever feel pain like being stabbed in the stomach, neck, and shoulders?? Or if you defecate You like to feel the pain that is terribly in the section **** mother??” doctor Puspita asked me, looking at me, with a gaze filled with question marks.

“I Yes Doc" I replied.

“Then, have you ever had light bleeding?? Feeling dizzy, or limp?” ask again.

“I yes, yes, I have experienced it, I think it's a normal and normal symptom for pregnant women Doc" I replied, with a pounding chest.

“Sorry mom, it looks like Mom had an ectopic pregnancy“ Doctor Puspita looked down.

“Ectopic pregnancy?? What is Doc?” my question, a little surprised to hear the words of Doctor Puspita.

“Ectopic pregnancy, is a pregnancy that occurs outside the womb or uterus“

The deg!!!

“Ma means how do you mean Doc??”

“Iya, so the fetus that the biological mother does not occupy the uterus, but instead occupies the fallopian tube, this pregnancy is very dangerous for Ibu“ explained Doctor Puspita while taking a long breath.

“Ta but why can this happen Doc?” I asked, my tears began to condense, even almost falling.

“What Mother has previously had a miscarriage?” ask Dr. Puspita again.

“I yes, Dok“ once answered I still stammer.

“It is one of the causes, in addition, there are still many factors that make Mother have to experience this pregnancy“ stressed Doctor Puspita.

“La then?? What should I do Doc?” my tears had already broken down my cheeks, not expecting the trials of life that continued to plague my life.

“The fertilized egg will not grow normally, if it is outside the uterus, therefore, ectopic tissue must be removed immediately, so that the mother avoids serious complications, given the gestational age of the new mother runs three months, so I recommend to do a methotrexate injection, this drug will stop the growth of ectopic cells, as well as will destroy the fetus that the mother is born with, so that the fetus can not develop again“ said Doctor Puspita.

Deg, deg, deg ...

My heart is beating fast, “Ya Allah ... what else is this???”.

“This is just my advice ma'am, pregnancy bu Anjani is very high risk, the possibility of this pregnancy is very dangerous for Mother's own life, this case must be handled as early as possible, or otherwise, the treatment will be more difficult“ explained Doctor Puspita again.

“No, I don't want to kill my son Doc, which mother wants to eliminate her own child??” I started crying sobbing.

“Sabar ma'am, try to think back, and discuss all these facts with your husband Ibu“ Doctor Puspita's advice.

Anwar?? Should I give her a year??Who will Anwar choose?? Me?? Or her child??.

“I hope Mom can be wise with her choice, I hope also, I can make a decision as soon as possible, considering this is a very serious problem, I hope you will be able to make a decision, it relates to Mother's own life“ Doctor Puspita stroked my shoulders gently.

“Good Doc, I will discuss it with my husband and family“ I replied, while getting out of the chair and heading out of the room.

In the loby I sat weak, not to mention what God had planned for me, why is this test getting heavier, and more difficult, what should I do now??.

All I want, is to keep my son, even if I have to die, it's okay, as long as I can give life to my son, well I'll keep him, I'm not going to say anything to Anwar, or anyone, about this, let me know.

“Son, hold on for Mom's sake, and I will fight hard for you, you will be fine, I promise, I will give you all that is best for you“ I stroked my stomach gently, I will give you my best, trying to share my taste with my baby.

No, I will not give up, before, my son and I have fought together against death, so this time, we will do the same, together against death.

Life, death, all the destiny of God, I leave everything that will happen to me, to the owner of life.

Ttttiiiiidddd!!!

I heard the sound of Anwar's car horn, I immediately wiped my tears, then threw away the paper from the Doctor's examination.

“Hallo Daddy“ my bro, trying to hide my pain.

“I'm sorry, I'm late to pick you up!“ he shouted, while opening the passenger door to me.

“It's okay dad“ I replied with a smile.

‘sorry, because for a long time, I will save a reality from you’

I touched her cheek gently, though,

“Where did the Doctor say?? Is my son okay??” tanyanya is very enthusiastic.

“Iya, she is very well“ replied me, I rubbed my stomach with love.

‘We have to endure son, for the sake of Daddy‘

Anwar drove back to the car, driving it home.

While I was focused, on the view outside the window.

‘a few months later, will I still be able to enjoy all this??” my tears were shed again, I could not stem my fear, I was afraid of losing everything that was mine, I was afraid I would never see my son's face, if he survived.

“You want to eat something??” his voice sounded so sweet, he was my husband, who was always patient, and had given me everything, even though he had made a great mistake, but I had forgiven him, would not man escape from his mistakes??.

“Not“ I replied without turning my head, I was afraid, my tears were visible to her, I didn't want to make her anxious.

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