WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Beautiful Confession

"Anger ... Wonderful ... " I heard my kisses Mother called my name and Beautiful, maybe Mom had come home from her recitation, as if my ears had become deaf, as if my body had become paralyzed, I was still unmoved, I was still unmoved, I was still sitting stiffly in the cold of the floor, I looked at the wall in front of me, Lovely my dear sister, your heart is not as smooth and not as white as your skin.

*K*why deck?? you have the heart for Brother? you're my only hope beautiful.

It turns out that what the saying is true is "the most dominant person will hurt and betray us is the person closest to us" Lovely darling, I loved you half to death, but now I want to hate you until I die. Even though I really can't do it, it's just that the pain that accumulates in my heart that continues to struggle to explode.

Krrrriieeeeett ...

I heard someone open the beautiful room I'm in now.

"Anjan!!! why you, son?? why are your clothes so much blood?? you hurt, right?? why you, son?? say the same to Mom!!!" my mother shouted while hugging me who still did not want to move because of the shock that had just discovered the fact of betrayal from the person I love the most.

"Anjani why?? you're talking to Mom son" Mom's tears started to melt looking at my very messed-up situation, but I felt numb, I didn't care anymore about Mom's crying.

Instantly a blurry shadow of my childhood and Beautiful kept popping up in my head.

"Sister, Beautiful want to eat with Mother, do not want to eat in the bribe Brother," whine Lovely that at that time I have to take care of, I want to eat, because Mother works and the usual neighbors in the titipi Indah there is a need to not be able to keep Beautiful.

"Mother no Dek, Mother again work, you eat the same brother yes, yuk brother bribe" my rayuku, while trying to feed a spoon of food to the mouth of the beautiful when it was five years old, and I'm only ten years old.

"Don't want it to be beautiful with Mom!!" exclaim Indah while kicking a plate containing food to my face, until the food with soup sauce on the plate I hold fell wet my face and clothes.

"Beautiful, let's not eat first with Brother" I'm not angry at all, I still continue to seduce him.

"Gak mauuuuuu hhhhuuuuaaaaaaaaaa!!" Lovely instead continued to thrash and scream in tears, I tried to carry Beautiful who weighs half of my weight, because Beautiful cute toddler who has kingly cheeks and plump body. But after I tried to carry it to the edge, Beautiful even peed and ah ... Beautiful pup in my body, I immediately ran to the bathroom while continuing to carry the Beautiful that felt heavy to me, I bathed Beautifully and cleaned myself, she said, I put clothes on Indah and gave her telon oil and powder, as Mother often did, I lainabobokannya until Indah sound asleep.

Then the shadow became blurry and blurred in my eyes.

At that time, Indah who was six years old, sick, she had a high fever to make the mother panic, the rain outside was quite heavy, the time was very late afternoon and almost night, lightning was snatching, lightning was, Mother could only cry, and continued to contact the doctor who could be called home but nil, because the weather was very unfavorable. Finally I decided to run outside the house looking for help and buy medicine in the pharmacy, with a soaked body I arrived at the pharmacy and immediately bought a fever-reducing medicine, on the way back home I saw a chocolate bread merchant to the tribe of Indah, I bought the chocolate bread with the rest of the money I had, until I arrived home my body was shivering, and I was, but I did not show it to Mom, I immediately gave the medicine and the brown bread to Indah, until she fell asleep and her fever gradually fell.

The shadow began to blur and disappear from my sight.

Even then, when Indah broke Mother's favorite flower vase, I was the one who admitted the fault of Indah until I was the one who maki Mother. Then all the other painful shadows kept coming to my head. Until I was fed up with it, it turned out that the pain did not come from betrayal between the woman I loved, and the man who gave me hope, but the shadow came from a dark past, bitter, full of struggle but never appreciated.

Slowly I got up and walked towards my own room, I threw myself down and curled up, I covered my whole body with a blanket, I felt Mom keep following me sobbing, Mom shaking my body, I know Mom was so worried about me. I took off my blanket and looked at Mother who was looking at me questionnaires, I want to tell Mom all my burdens, I'm looking at Mom. How did you react when you knew Beautiful had hurt my heart? I don't want to tell you, but my heart hurts so much.

Finally I told all the events that I saw today, from the start I saw Indah who was bribing with Kak Luqman, to message Andre on Indah's cellphone.

When Mom's cry broke, Mom hugged me tightly, I knew there was a sense of worry in Mom's heart, I knew Mom was being swept away into a great confusion. After all, I and Indah are Mother's biological children, but I know you will be wise in dealing with this problem.

After I finished telling Mom, I let out a deep breath, I smiled at Mom that I could hardly understand, I got up and looked at the mirror in my room.

"What's my fault with you?" whispered heart. I looked at the mother who kept crying.

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Pllllaaaaaaaakkkkkk!!!!

I saw Mom slapping Beautiful, I saw such a great fight from behind my bedroom door.

"Based on children do not know themselves!!!!!!! why did you betray your own brother so badly??!!!" Mom yells at Beautiful, I know you're getting emotional right now, I want to save Indah from Mom's tantrums, but my legs feel in the lock of the meeting.

"What do you mean by mother??" beautiful tears had already shed, but she still pretended not to understand.

"Why have you been dating two guys at once?!!! Andre and Luqman??What kind of woman are you Beautiful???, you yourself know that the two men are putting their hopes on your Brother, but why are you even approaching them??!!" exclaimed Mother still could not control herself.

My fragile heart, and not being able to see anyone else get hurt finally decided to give in, I don't want my family to be broken just because of my ego, I will break them even though my heart is broken to pieces, and maybe forever will leave a wound, like a broken glass, may still be reunited even with difficulty, but will never be as smooth and weaned as before it broke.

But not yet my feet even one step to get out I heard a beautiful answer that was quite striking.

"Yes!!! Beautiful deliberately did it all, because Beautiful really hates Brother Anjani!!" Lovely yelling says it all, makes my heart break even more.

"What???!!!!!" sounding Mom snapped Beautiful, maybe now Mom has pulled out her fangs, she said,

"Why do you hate your own brother??? what's your brother's fault for you Beautiful??"

"Because Anjani always grabs all the attention of Mother and everyone from Indah, Anjani always in the number of unites and Indah always in the number duakan, Anjani always get everything while Indah does not. So why is the name of Kak Anjani all along?? why not Beautiful?? Lovely hate when everyone knows Indah by the name of Kak Anjani, Indah hates when I keep looking for the best man only for Anjani, and not for Indah, Indah, Lovely hate when Mom keeps talking about perfection Kak Anjani to everyone, Beautiful also hate when constantly compared with Kak Anjani, Lovely hate Kak Anjani, Lovely hate!!!!" Beautiful continues to rummage everywhere, she is getting hysterical let out all her disappointment and teasing, she can no longer control her emotions even when in the presence of Mother.

"But the woman you hate so much loves you Beautiful, she was willing to sacrifice half her life just because she wanted to see you live a decent life, she always put aside her dreams and desires just for you" mother replied softly and began to weaken, while holding her chest.

"Beautiful doesn't need money Anjani, Beautiful just needs Mom to be fair to us!!" Beautiful still screaming.

"Which match do you want Beautiful?? You both get education with the same strata, you are both proud children of Mother, you are both number one in Mother's heart, yes there may be many different things from you, she said, you guys are wrought in different ways, Anjani lives her life with a myriad of suffering, while you live your life very well without any flaws, you know that through the intermediary who is Beautiful?? it's all thanks to the woman you hate the most" Mother's voice sounded like she was holding something back.

"Mother has failed to educate you Beautiful, Mother is very disappointed in you, Mother misjudged you all this time" Mother passed leaving Beautiful who was sobbing on her own.

Meanwhile, Indah got up towards her room, before long there was a very loud knock on the door, and a pretty long voice screamed.

I smiled wryly behind the door of my room, hearing all the confessions of a Beautiful heart. So all this time that was your heart's earnestness towards Brother Indah??.

Now the atmosphere is quite gripping, cold, as cold as my heart, all this time I just supply all the economic needs for Beautiful, but I forget the heart and feelings, what kind of reason is Beautiful?.

It turns out that never once did Lovely love me, love me, and cherish me as a Big Brother, hatred has changed you Beautiful, but no matter how much you hate me will not change my love for you, I will forgive you long before you ask, for now I just need time to fix my heart. I'm just a human being whose heart changes easily.

Serialize.................

The author's cry broke, when typing this part, the betrayal of his brother's most beloved brother.....

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