WHEN LOVE IS TESTED

WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
In Pecat !


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The sound of my phone ringing, indicating that there was an incoming message notification, I grabbed my phone lying on the head of the box where Fadli was sleeping.


I opened the new message.


“Hay jan, how are you?“ chat from Randi


My forehead shriveled, why did Randi send me a message, I was confused, whether what to do, reply to it or ignore it?.


“Baik“ finally the message was sent.


“*How's Fadli doing?”


“Baik“


“You're okay, aren't you Jan?”


‘I'm not okay Randi‘


“Iya, baik*“ my reply message back sent.


“Alhamdulillah then, can we meet??”


‘I want to meet someone, I want to pour out my grievances, but I don't want to talk to Anwar, I don't want to ask permission from him‘


“No, I was busy“ my reply was sent, tick two in blue, a sign Randi had read it.


It appears Randi is typing a message,


“Busy what?? Just ten minutes, how??”


‘*I want to meet you‘


“No, Anwar is not home*“


“Alright, maybe next time we can meet“ Reply from Randi.


I don't return the message anymore, don't want everything to be prolonged.


I took a deep breath and then stood up, and I walked out of Fadli's room, and I took my foot into the kitchen, intending to drink water for me.


As I passed through the living room I passed Anwar who was silent, he looked at me, two days passed, but I still kept it quiet. I don't want to talk at all, my heart hurts so much. I can forgive his mistakes, when he made mistakes first, when he achieved his ambitions in a way that hurt me the most, but this time?? He betrayed me. Right in front of my eyes. I don't want to forgive him.


I pour cold drinks into a glass, then I drink them, hoping that these cold drinks can cool my head.


“Jan, do you still want to silence me??” Anwar appeared, then sat down on the chair beside me.


“Are you not tired of keeping me quiet?” Back Anwar asked, but I just fell silent.


At the same time, Bi Lastri passed between us.


“Bi Lastri, can I talk to you for a moment??” call me.


“I yes bu“ Bi Lastri is nervous, aware of the mistakes her daughter made.


“Sit here“ I shifted the chair, then let her sit down, Bi Lastri according, she sat down beside me.


Anwar quietly listened, maybe he was waiting, what I would do next.


“Bi forgive all my mistakes“ I bowed, tears are unstoppable again, I cry again.


“Ma mean mother what?” Bi Lastri was nervous.


“I have to do this, I know I'm selfish... “ my voice is choked, I can't bear to say what I mean.


“Whatever decision you will take, I will agree, I am aware, I am wrong, my daughter wrong“ Bi Lastri bowed, then sobbed.


“No, aunt is not wrong, aunt has helped me too much during this“ I also sobbed hard.


“Jan .. “ Anwar's voice sounded, but I didn't rub it.


“Aibi will be out of this house“ Bi Lastri continued.


“I don't want to hinder Rezeky Aunty, I love Bibi“


“No ma'am, I've done the right thing, aunty will leave this house immediately"


“Aibi is not wrong, Tiwi is wrong, but Bibi must be affected by the actions of Bibi“'s children


“That's how a mother, must be willing to sacrifice anything for her child, including if she has to make amends for her child even though“ Bi Lastri hugged me tightly.


“Sure, Anjani's mother, is a good mother to little Aden“


“Bi this money for Aunty, who knows, can be made provision for Aunty later, if it is no longer working here“ I gave money worth ten million rupiahs, he said, which I packed in a chocolate envelope.


“No need ma'am, Mom's been too good to me all this time".


“No, Bi, it's Auntie's right, take it yes, hopefully it can help".


“Alright, thank you so much bu“ Bi Lastri hugged me back.


We cried in our arms, watching Anwar.


After giving Bi Lastri the money, I went back into Fadli's room, only Fadli I had, only Fadli would never betray me, only Fadli kept me in this house.


“Jan“ Anwar followed me, I turned my head, then turned my face back.


“Jan, until when are you going to do this? I miss you guys so much“ Anwar is sitting next to me. And I'm still silent.


“Jan, aren't you going to give me a chance to explain everything??”.


“Are you going to keep talking Anwar??"


“I'll keep talking, until you can hear me“.


“I've given you enough time Jan, I'm tired of being let go by you like this“.


“The choice is only two Anwar, silent or go"


“Jan, you wise woman, do not let slander blind your heart“ Anwar grabbed my hand, then grasped it.


“Don't force me to choose the wrong option Anwar, I'm tired, you can get out of my room“


“Jan, you may be angry with me, but let me hold my son“ Anwar up, then intend to hold Fadli.


“don't touch my son!!!”


“Jan, I miss my son so much, he needs me, I'm his father“.


“He doesn't need a traitorous father like you An".


“Jan, how many times do I have to say, I never betrayed you, the Angel noted it, God became Jan“'s witness


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I grabbed my phone, then opened it, ignoring Anwar who was begging me.


“Jan, I'm around your house, can you get out??” a message from Randi.


I silently stared, petting out what I had to say.


“Who?” Anwar looked at me, with a probing look.


“Not your business“


“You are my responsibility, I deserve to know who you communicate with!!“ anwar's voice rose again.


“During this time, you've always restricted me to meeting with whom, to get in touch with whom, but look at yourself Anwar?? You traitor!”


“Anjani!! Why are you so stubborn?? “ for the first time Anwar yelled at me.


“Hhuuuaaaaa!!“ suddenly Fadli blinked, then cried. Maybe he was surprised, because Anwar yelled at me.


I grabbed him immediately, and carried him, “It's okay dear“ I'm fond of my son, hoping he can calm down soon.


“Huaaaaa .. !!!“ fadli's screams became more.


Fadli grabbed me by the neck, strong, he was terrified.


“It's okay nak“ My tears are melting.


“I'm sorry Jan, I didn't accidentally, I just want you to listen to my excuses, that's it“


“Huuuaaaa!!“ fadli's crying voice grew louder.


“Pardon Dad, Dad accidentally hum??” Anwar touched Fadli's head, but I immediately brushed him off.


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