WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Would you???

"Sorry?? who yeah??"

I saw a middle-aged woman come into the room where Faisal was in the care of, she was about a few years older than my mother, she was quite polite, her eyes were shady, she said, innocently I was sure from once I looked at her she was a gentle and kind woman.

"Faisal?? why are you, son???" Instead of answering my question, the mother ran over to Faisal and hugged him, The mother was crying so much that seeing Faisal's condition, I retreated my steps, don't want to interrupt a longing meeting that I'm sure the mother is Faisal's mother.

Faisal was silent, as he grimaced occasionally with pain, as his injuries seemed to consciously hit his hand.

"Mother, Faisal is fine" Faisal looked at his mother and stopped his mother's activities from shaking her body.

"What what what what?? you're hurt" The mother still keeps shaking her son's body.

"Mom, look, Faisal's okay, no one's sick anyway" Looks like Faisal's trying to calm his mother down.

Not wanting to disturb their togetherness, I rewind my steps to the end of the door, intending to go home, after all now Faisal will be waiting for his mother.

"Anjani, where are you going??" Suddenly Faisal's voice stopped my steps,

"I looked at Faisal, I saw that his mother was watching me, maybe she was just aware of my presence.

"Oh yes mas, I think I went home first, because now there is already his mother Faisal, and again now it's night, afraid to hunt there is no angkot," I said,

"Here in the past, this is my mother, this mother Anjani "Faisal introduced us, I saw the Mother opened her eyes to me, with a gaze that judged me so much that I felt uncomfortable for her,

"Assalamu'alaikum Mother, I am Anjani, my friend mas Faisal" I greet Mother Faisal very politely, considering he is a parent, considering he is a parent,

"This emh yes whose name is Anjani, Faisal has told you to Mother, here do not hesitate, thank you very much yaaa has helped Faisal a lot" said the mother while hugging me, honestly I feel very awkward, I feel very awkward, Faisal used to tell my mother?? butwhy?? since when?? my heart keeps wondering.

"Ah no mother, it is my obligation as a fellow Muslim to help each other" I replied, trying to downplay, trying to downplay,

"Yes, I know, you are indeed a good wife candidate for Faisal, if you know Anjani women as soft as this, you will immediately approve of your relationship"

Geeeerrrrrrrrrr ... My mouth immediately gaped, what is this?? I didn't hear wrong?? My ears are still working fine, right??? why did Faisal's mother say that I was Faisal's future wife?? I was nervous, I didn't know what else to say, my soul that always didn't want to let others down couldn't compromise, I glanced at Faisal with a murderous gaze, he said, but the one in the lyrics even put his shoulder.

"i yes, if that's what I say first ma'am" I finally say goodbye to Faisal's mother, disappearing is the best thing this time, this time,

"Darling ..." Faisal suddenly called out to me, though,

Grn, deg, deg....

My heart was pounding for the first time other than my mother called me "honey"

I glanced at Faisal while opening my eyes, while Faisal's mother was only mesem-mesem, though,

"Darling don't forget to come here again tomorrow yes ... please ..." Please Faisal with a clear face,

I was just shaking my head, while mangosteen towards his mother Faisal a sign of goodbye, if there was no Faisal's mother, maybe I'd have stuck to his face with the shoes I used.

I lay my body on the bed upon arrival at the boarding house, today is a tiring day, I feel like I just want to faint, in to a tired situation like this, my eyes are difficult to shut down, I feel like I want to faint, I have tried all sorts of sleeping positions, to fall asleep immediately, I've been lying on my stomach, turning right, turning left, and all sorts of other sleeping styles. But my eyes are still open. I saw the clock on my phone, the time was 01 WIB. It may be good for me to perform tahajud prayers, so that the almighty gives me peace.

After my ablution my title of prayer, then I do the tahajud prayer, after the tahajud prayer I recite, and pray for peace to the owner of the heart, asking for the best for each of my choices,

I am sure that God's choice is the best, after praying I have no intention of opening my face, I stare at the wall of my boarding room, my mind flying immeasurably far away, I remember one of the Quranic verses that says that "Good women are meant for good men, and vice versa".

I looked at myself, all this time, I was always trying to be a good human being, but why?? for the first time a man approached me, not a man who according to human view was good?? did Faisal have so many secret practices that he was valued well by God?? or do I have too many sins that God considers unkind??

Oh Allah ... What's wrong with my brain and mind?? Just last afternoon I reminded of the goodness, and the justice of God to Sintia, so we have to be positive thinking, eh now even my thoughts are constantly negative.

I sighed many times, because the drowsiness had not stopped in my eyes, I decided to take the Quran and teach, until at last my eyes began to want to close, by still using my face I fell asleep to the next day.

"Anjani, I know you will definitely come again" Faisal smiled at me, after I sat in a chair that the hospital had reserved for people who swerved. I put the cake I bought on the street after I got home from the office.

I looked at Faisal, but the one in the face smiled gently at me, instead,

"Today you met Sintia??" Faisal asked still looking at me, though,

I turned my face away, "Yes, accidentally met, Tau from where?? "

"this..." Faisal showed me his phone, he showed me Sintia's social media, there was a picture of me and Sintia taken yesterday, with the caption "with my best friend youuu" with emoticons love love love love.

"So now what are you rasain??" I asked who was getting bored with his behavior from earlier was even engrossed in himself, he said,

"hhheee .. Are you jealous??" faisal's successful question surprised me, though,

"Jealous? jealous of what??" ask me while frowning,

"You're blowing?? see I'm still opening Sintia's medsos? hehehe" asked Faisal while raising his eyebrows.

"Jealousy is for people who have more relationships, Jealousy is for people who have certain ties, Lah you???you're nothing I'm Mas," I spoke with great emphasis, not accepting Faisal as if he was making fun of my little heart that kept rumbling in confusion.

But strangely Faisal didn't look angry or offended at all, he just smiled,

"If I want to be who you are, Jani, I want you to be jealous when I see me with other women" Faisal's face suddenly became serious his gaze began to laugh,

"Anjani, have you ever had a dream??" Ask looks at me, clingy,

"Have you ever, Mas Faisal himself??" My answer is short, though,

"Right, but it hasn't materialized" he replied as he continued to look at me,

"Everyone has their own dream, some dream and then pursue it and make it happen, some dream only to keep it in the heart, and some dream only to be thrown away trying to make it happen, which dreams and dreams Faisal mas?" I asked while glancing at him.

"I have a big dream, this time after a long time, I will try to pursue and realize my dream, you want to make it easier for every effort to realize my dream Jani?" Faisal looked at me pleading.

I smiled softly at him, this man, all this time I saw him as an annoying figure, happy to play with women, as if forgetting the substance that creates women. But I realize everyone can change, and we have to give people a chance to change themselves for the better.

"I don't know, just let's both learn to be better human beings".

"Jani, I need certainty from you, you want to be my wife?? do you want to be the mother of my children??" instantly Faisal's gaze sharpened on me,

"I can't give you any answer, mas" Among my turmoil I still tried to smile at him, a sign of strength. As a normal woman I just want to see the earnestness of Faisal's every effort, I don't know why but I also want to be fought. I'm sure this feeling is very human.

"Do you need consideration, especially Jani??you want to see what my efforts are like??" As if knowing my whole heart, Faisal kept begging and compassionate me.

No, I did not want to easily get into the blind bondage of Faisal's love, I tried to strengthen my weak heart, I shook off the hand of Faisal who tried to touch me, I rewinded my steps.

"Mas Faisal, if Allah blesses our relationship, then God willing we will remain a match, whatever the obstacles, as a Muslim, I don't want our uneventful relationship to be harmful to our lives, I beg Faisal to understand" I immediately lowered my gaze, I wanted to cry, maybe today I have committed many sins.

"I will justify our relationship Anjani, after I get a good position in the office, I will immediately justify our relationship, you want to wait for me, right Jani?" Faisal was begging me.

"We both pray, may Allah bless our relationship" My answer is still the same, I do not want to accept Faisal as soon as possible, although honestly my heart has been disturbed.

"Jani, you want to teach me to pray, right??" faisal's question managed to make me stare, Faisal's age is 2 years older than me, but why?? he said he wanted to teach prayer?? is Islam only a religious status in the ID card?? I don't think this fanatical human being can be found with someone like Faisal. But as a good Muslim, we should be able to appreciate every effort of people who want to change for the better right??

"yes for sure, if Faisal has healed, and can stand well, later we will learn the same yes, just as jani also still have a lot to learn anyway" I replied with a smile,

"Thank you dear ,hheee" Faisal chuckled calling my name with "Dear".

"Don't call me that mas, I'm not comfortable" I replied honestly,

"Keep what dong?? Want to call umi??"

I shook my head not knowing what else to say, I could not explain the contents of my head to Faisal this time.

"Call Anjani, be comfortable" I replied,

"Ah, but it's not fun to call our kayak name just an ordinary friend, like nothing special" he replied, pursing his lips,

"I can't explain anything right now, it's just that I like my name, so Faisal called me by my name only, okay??" My statement made Faisal speechless and nodded,

"Yes can .... "

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