WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Proposal

And from that day on, my relationship with Faisal became close, close here in an ambiguous sense well, until I was sometimes confused by my status with Faisal.

If he says we are dating but our relationship is only limited to chat and that was just asking What else?? Already eaten?? already home from work?? sleeping already??  and things like that, I only responded as necessary, but not to Faisal, in his eyes I was like the most special woman in his life, she always put me above everything else, I knew it was part of her struggle, and as a woman, I was so happy to be fighting for it.

But now that I have turned into a selfish human being, humans are always easy to change, right?? I sedikiiittt understand religion, but I can still play a man's heart, for some reason but my sense of doubt never disappears from my heart, no, no, not because I've heard the rumors of Faisal's morality that used to be happy to play tricks on women, for that I actually had seen for myself the way Faisal dated Sintia first, if I only heard from the issue, for that matter, obviously I would not believe it for granted, because for me to never look at people from one eye, I would not judge people from my point of view alone, obviously I also have to position myself in the place of those who have been accused.

But one thing to selfishness that I cannot avoid, when my heart cannot accept its presence in my life, but instead my body does not want to lose its shadow, as if not willing to lose the spirit that he always gave me, I did not want to lose the figure who always listened to my grievances, just like he who was always dependent on me, I seemed to be an opium to him.

So far I have always given him support that in the taste is amazing, we always share about life, I also managed to teach him how to pray and pray, until now he often prayed on time and complete five times a day.

Falling in love is indeed very funny, I used to laugh at those who are in love because often, do silly things that are not logical, but look now, I am the silly man, that is, I don't want to admit my heart is being filled with love, but my body keeps expressing it, I hate this reality, but strangely my body feels very like it.

I cannot deny that in every prayer I always leave his name, hoping that God will always protect us, hoping that God will always give the best for Faisal. And the funny thing is Faisal, he would suddenly come to my boarding house just because I was late to reply to his chat, he would be mad at me only if I was lyricized by another man, he said, he would call me hundreds of times misscall just because I was pretending to be mad at him, funny indeed.

I realize this is wrong, this is not in accordance with the Shari'a, but Love is always full of madness, even though I have never done things too far with it, even to be able to eat together is difficult to ask for forgiveness, because we are both busy with work and family affairs.

Like one day, on a sunny Saturday, I came home from work early because the office saturday was open for only half a day, suddenly Faisal called me to take me to dinner,

"Jani, let's have dinner with yuk" Take Faisal,

"I can't seem to be, I'm busy" I refused,

"Come on, Jani we rarely meet you know .. you are still ajar nolak, even just eating, try to see others, people dating on the road together, watching together, even just eating, you didn't want to eat" Faisal was very disappointed with my refusal,

I sighed, I didn't want to let anyone down, "Well, Faisal wants to take me to eat where??" I ask finally,

"Hheee .. That's dong, you get ready, I'll pick you up later," There was happiness in Faisal's voice,

"Yes .. I wait for Assalamu'alaikum" trrruuutttt .. I hung up.

I immediately took a shower, and got ready, ala-ala myself, very simply, did not want to look conspicuous in front of men, he said,

"Hay ..." Greet Faisal upon arriving before me,

"Wa'alaikumsalam" I replied, smiling,

"Aaaaahhhh .. I forgot, hheee" Faisal replied as he blinked one eye,

Honestly, I was always amazed when he did that, he looked more handsome than usual when he blinked his eyes,

"Where are we going??" I ask finally,

"What if we eat it in a normal place" Take Faisal,

"Yes .." I replied,

Finally we went to the place Faisal wanted to go, you know?? If many couples choose to eat with their girlfriends at a cafe, restaurant, or something like that, then our choice is always in the same tent stall, which serves only the alakadar menu, he said, which is when we were enjoying a meal then a bunch of buskers and bidders would surround us, as a result we could never eat well, funny indeed, indeed, I don't have the desire to be able to eat in a more decent place, it's just that I understand, Faisal's current salary is not great, I realize that. After all, when we fall in love, let's not eat in a tent stall, not eat for days it still feels romantic.

But, to my own pride, when I was able to accompany him from below, from the start Faisal was nothing, not having enough money, but I could stand beside him firmly, supporting him, not having enough money, give him encouragement, and pray for him of course.

"Jani, I'm sorry" Faisal opened his voice in the middle of our dinner,

"For???" I asked to frown, my forehead,

"Because it can't make you a woman who feels lucky to be next to me" she said,

I smiled, this time Faisal thought of me too superficially "Don't tell me it's like a mas, not good, I never look at a person's social status".

"I know, you're Jani's good woman, Jani, marry me," I think I've heard those words too often from Faisal's mouth, so I don't want to take him too seriously anymore. I'm just smiling.

"Good plans do not often in the umbar, but must be moved, fearing that there is a demon passing .. hhhhheee" Actually my words can already be said to answer for him, he said,

"Yes, I'll try to tell Mom" I replied,

"thank you Jani" Faisal smiled very sweetly at me,

"yes together".

Upon arrival at the boarding house, after Faisal came home I decided to call Mom, I want to discuss with Mom about Faisal's proposal to me,

"Mom's assalamualaikum" I said after my phone was picked up,

"Wa'alaikumsalam Jani, what are you doing??" answer Mother.

"Mother, Jani is doing nothing, Jani just wants to ask for the mother's opinion," I started to open the real discourse to mother, she said,

"Mom's opinion of what Jani is??" Ask mom, though,

"Mother, tomorrow Jani will come home, with someone, Jani will be proposed to someone's mother" I explained at last,

"Loh?? Why suddenly??" I heard my mother was shocked by my statement,

"Yes mom, good intentions should be in motion, right??" my dear, I know you won't easily accept someone who will be present in my life,

"Anjani!!!, why are you??? you choose a rich mate mutusin want to go to the bathroom, do you already know your future husband??" the sound of mother's voice was so shrill, I had guessed, mother's reaction would be like this, she said,

"Mom, this is just a family meeting, not an official application, we can still think and reconsider" I don't know what's on my mind this time, but clearly my heart was raging, from the beginning of my journey my love and Faisal were never smooth.

"Are you stupid or what?? you think after you bring the man and his family home you can still choose again???" The mother's voice grew higher, and,

"Mother, believe me .. Jani's choice is already the best "my argument, my argument,

"O yeah?? Let's prove it, take her home tomorrow" replied the mother at last, without wanting to hear my next answer, mother immediately hung up on me.

I took a deep breath, why??? why is my life always tested?? Is this the test of our love??.

The next day, I went home, shortly after Faisal and his father arrived home too, mother let them in, and let them sit down.

Beautiful my sister immediately brought drinks and small meals, and presented them to my special guests today.

"Sorry mother Maya, if our arrival here is so sudden, and too troublesome" Faisal's father tried to melt the atmosphere, saying,

"Oh, it's okay, so what do you mean by the arrival of my father and son to my house??" The answers and gestures of the mother's body was not expected, the mother was impressed judes and fierce, just like when the mother told me to do PR at that time.

"Mother Maya, our arrival here has intentions that God willing is good to the mother's daughter," continued Faisal's father, seen him still patiently face the attitude of the mother.

"Oh, thank God, what good intentions??" Mother still looks cynical and pretends not to understand the direction of Faisal's father's conversation.

"We came here to propose the daughter of Anjani's mother, to my son Faisal" explained Faisal's father who looks rather lazy to face his mother,

"I, as the mother of Anjani, can't decide anything, it all depends on my daughter, whatever my daughter's decision, I accept" Mother's answer really made my position difficult, I know you don't approve of us, but I also don't want to lose Faisal's attention to me, on the other hand I have to answer now to Faisal's father's question who is looking at me.

"Bismillah, I will accept the proposal from Faisal, "my answer this time made my mother snort annoyed, but made Faisal and his father smile, he said,

Mother, this time I became a dissident child just because of the blind love that I always hated, mother please forgive me, this time only mother, I want to achieve happiness according to my version. I know not following your desires is a great sin, but mother, I beg you only this once.

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