WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Faisal part 4's

If on the face of this earth, there is a nobel award for the most stupid man in the world, then I believe the winner must be me, it turns out I am a cowardly man, who can't tell honesty to the woman I love the most.

Dear Anjani, I really have to leave you now, I have to throw away my desire to be with you, our meeting is seasoned with unpleasant circumstances, but our farewells are sprinkled with poison. I know, now you're gonna hate me so much, but it's better for you to hate me half to death.

I hope someday you'll find out why I left you. Anjani, there is always a story behind a journey, there are two things left of a meeting, liking, or hating, and I have now accepted into these two realities, you have liked me, you have liked me, even if I force you to like me. But I'm so happy for that, you're gonna hate me so much now, but I don't regret this. I'm doing this for our good. The more I feel I don't deserve you, baby.

If I have the chance to speak, then an APOLOGY is the first word I will say, sorry for bringing you into my dark world. Honey, I always wondered “why has your body never been for me??” even though I tried to touch you??is that so dirty, baby??why only in this short time together?? but, no, I must sincerely let you go, I must be happy with this farewell, I'm sure a woman as perfect as you will easily get another good man.

Although honestly, my heart has stopped for you. Although I must be honest, I will never be sincere when it comes to seeing you happy with another man. Wherever I go, you're the only one dancing over my head. You always taught me kindness. You have taught me the meaning of true love. Then I must be happy with all my choices, so that you too can be happy to start your new time without me.

 Our separation, filled with obscurity, has me in a dark place. I hate this, just like when you ignored and rejected me Anjani, I hate being like this. If I had chased you desperately, now my body was quiet without you until I wanted to die for real.

Honestly Anjani, if I had any other choice, I would definitely choose that choice, as long as we don't part, as I said, I'm a very naive jerk, indeed, because of my bad past, maybe I don't deserve to be happy anymore.

 Anjani, I'm thinking about you right now, about how you expressed when you knew I was getting married and it wasn't you, but the woman you defended so much.

Anjani, to get you I took so long, to let you go, I needed a blink of an eye, and to forget you, I needed time until death would pick me up, for me, you are the sky that shelters me, to me you are the air that always gives me breath, to me you are a beautiful twilight that only appears for a few moments. Anjani, to me you are everything. And forever it will stay that way.

 Anjani, I beg you, forgive me, even though I know you will be hard to do. But you are an angel to me, I know God will always protect you, even God protect you from bad men like me. Anjani happy even without me, my dear please be happy in your way.

Thank you very much, for accompanying my day in the last few years, thank you very much for supporting me from the start I crawled until I was able to stand and run. If in this world we cannot be together, then one day I pray to God, uniting me and you in the eternal realm. If the time comes, you still want to live with me???.

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