
I lay myself in my bedroom bed, this is something I rarely do, since working and moving costs, I rarely go home, rarely meet Mom and Beautiful, and, rarely do I fall asleep in this room, the room that bears witness to the story of my struggle during school. Even tomorrow I have to go back to the boarding house and start back to work, I began to feel bored and bored, Happiness as if only a pseudo shadow for my life so far, even though I have tried to achieve it. I have to pay dearly for every happiness I want.
Tok ... tok ...
Suddenly the sound of the room door being knocked from outside broke my daydream.
"Yes in" My orders,
"Sister, what else??" it turned out to be Beautiful, Beautiful directly into my room,
"again on deck, here's Big Brother, sleep here" I patted the bed next to me, I wanted to hug my little sister who I always loved.
"Aren't you thinking about Andre, okay??" Beautifully asked as she laid her body beside me,
"Yes, I'm confused what to say to Mom, I don't want to accept this match, '" I told my complaint to Indah,
"Yes, Brother's decision was right not to accept Brother Andre" Beautiful answer slightly stunned me, she said,
"Sister, if according to my vision, like Andre's brother is not a good person," continued Indah,
"Why can you talk like Dek??" I scrunched my forehead, too,
"Yes look like Kak, Big Brother has often met people, the time is yes judge the rich so can not really??"
"Loh, you don't su'udzan gitu dong, don't easily judge someone just from once met, we don't know Andre's true personality yet" I don't want Indah to speculate further about Andre, Andre, while we only met a few hours ago.
"Oh, what kind of brother?? brother Andre I think from once I saw it was too late, if he was a playboy, not a good guy - well, just now yes Kak he stretched - hold my hand a long time, really, keep blinking-blinking that's the same I'm Big Brother" Obviously Beautiful, which obviously makes me confused,
"What's the deck?? She's brave like that like you??" I still don't believe it, though,
"Your brother does not believe in his own sister, I dare to lie with Brother, already Brother defense love Brother and sister Faisal aja, if it's a Mother's business, let Beautiful handle aja, I'm happy, tomorrow Brother immediately went to work" replied Indah, who immediately raised my heart. Beautifully defended. I'm moved.
"Yes later Big Brother thought, thank you Dek, you are the best" I smiled and finally we hugged each other, each other gave up longing, each other unwind in our lives.
"Yes already Brother rest, I want to continue to check the duties of children for tomorrow at school" Pamit Indah while releasing our embrace.
"Yes deck, thank you" I smiled at my dear sister.
"Yes Brother, it's already ah Beautiful to the room first yes brother, sister's drug" said Indah while waving - wave her hands.
"Yes Indah" I returned a beautiful hand and smiled gently at her.
I returned to my body after Indah left, I realized I had betrayed Faisal by meeting another man, even though Faisal had not contacted me today, beautiful words about his thoughts about Andre, honestly I was confused, I don't know which path I should take.
triiiitttt .. trrrriiiitt ...
My phone rang, the message notification sign came in, I took my phone and opened it.
08211......
Assalamualaikum, Anjani, this is Andre, the nomot in save yaa ...
Me
Wa'alaikumsalam, mas Andre yes definitely direct Jani save kok
Andre
Yes, thank you Jan,
Jani anyone want me to talk about it??
Me
Andre
You want to marry me Jani??
Deg, a question far beyond reason, what about Andre?? ngajak ngajak ngayak watch tv, Andre just kidding huh?? don't don't don't what I said Beautiful has a point too.
How can anyone decide a big thing for his life with just one eye. Last day just met, why the night immediately ngajak marriage through chat anyway, Andre must be joking. Andre would want me to doang.
Me
Why mas??
Andre
Why what's Jani??
Me
Why would Andre want me to marry you??
Andre
Like dew that doesn't need color to make a leaf fall in love with her, so with me there's no reason for me, not to fall in love with you Anjani, you're the good girl my mother chose, to me, the words of the Mother are like the Word of God against her Apostle.
Deg , deg, deg, unconsciously I smile - smile yourself reading a message from Andre, if anyone sees for sure I thought it was out of my mind. I was impressed by Andre's words, he so admired his mother. But no, I already have Faisal in my life, Faisal who has accompanied me in the last few years, how could I accept other men while I have not decided anything on Faisal.
Faisal is my love for you being tested???why it feels so difficult and complicated now, I can not decide anything now, but I also have to give certainty to Andre, I do not want Andre to wait for my uncertain decision. Once again love really has no logic, all things will feel right and sweet in the sight of people who are in love, love, although in reality the mistakes made by our loved ones are fatal mistakes though.
Me
Mas Andre, please forgive Anjani yes mas, actually Anjani already has a boyfriend and is engaged, already engaged,
My hands shook a little when sending the message, I knew I had to try to be honest so as not to hurt anyone further.
Andre
But, your mother said, you don't have a partner yet Jan, so I dare not make sure you marry, Anjani I'm serious, I love you, since the first time we met earlier.
I sighed deeply, hoping that all the burdens that were inside my chest would soon disappear. It seems that once again I have to take responsibility for my actions, obviously I know that I have a relationship with Faisal, but why do you say I have no partner?
Me
Again, sorry Anjani yes mas Andre, Anjani can not meet the wishes of Andre mas, Anjani hope mas Andre will understand.
Andre
Yes already then Jan, I cannot force your will, nor can I do much if the existence is like that, I hope in the future you can find what you are looking for.
I turned off my phone, without wanting to return the message again. I know Andre is disappointed with my decision. It's just that I know Andre was being thoughtful about my decision. I accept that if Andre is going to complain to Mom, and I'm going to abuse me, I'm going to face it all later. I'd be very understanding if Andre would hate me though.
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