
“Nothing, you want to try on clothes right??” Randi looked at my arm, which was holding some clothes.
“Ah, really do not need Ran, later aja“ replied me, me?? Clearly there does not want any misunderstanding, between me and Randi, Randi's intention is good to help me, only I am afraid, if there are people who make this moment into a misunderstanding.
“Nothing Jan, here handsome, same om first yaa ... I want to try on the clothes first“ Randi quickly grabbed Fadli stroller, then sat in the waiting chair, I sculpted, confused about what to do.
“Udah Jan, do not hesitate, Fadli is safe with me“ again, Randi forced, then he invited Fadli play, Fadli the good boy, immediately laughed when played by Randi.
Finally, with a doubtful step, I entered the fitting room, then tried on some clothes, with a cautious heart.
After nearly twenty minutes of trying on clothes, I finally exited the pass room, having picked out some clothes.
“Ran in a by me dah ..”
The deg!!
As soon as my steps froze, I saw Anwar already standing around his waist, beside Randi, holding onto Fadli's stroler, followed by Tiwi, who was smiling.
Don't ask Anwar what kind of face?? Well that's it ...
“Anjani, home!” hardik Anwar, stepped up, clutching my hand, while Randi just lowered his head, probably confused.
“Ta but An“ I tried to refute, wanted to explain, but so difficult.
“Go home!!” once again Anwar yelled at me, I felt Anwar's hand so cold, then hardened, clutching my finger tightly.
“Daddy, for a minute, don't get mad first“ I tried thrashing.
Anwar rolled his body, then turned to look at me, his eyes were sharp, and red, he tightened his jaw, a sign that he was very angry.
I took a deep breath, I knew Anwar was misunderstanding, but, where did Anwar know I was here?? Who gave it to him?? I'm rattled.
“Randi, I went home first ya“ say goodbye to Randi, feel bad for Anwar's attitude.
“Yes, Jan, be careful ya“ Randi waved her hand.
“Dah handsome“ Randi tried to reach Fadli's cheek, but swiftly Anwar brushed off Randi's hand.
“Do not touch my son!!!” joking, Randi fell silent again, then lowered his head.
“We first Ran“ said to me, already very bad feeling with this atmosphere.
Anwar, pulled my arm violently, while Tiwi pushed Stroler Fadli behind us.
Quiescent. That's what happened along the way to the parking lot. Anwar is jolly and always full of jokes, no matter where he goes.
“Log in!! “ his jolt, while opening the car door for me, while Tiwi, directly into the car tampa at the command, by sitting in the front seat.
Me, Anwar, and Fadli, were sitting in the middle seat, with tense faces. I carried Fadli, but suddenly Anwar, taking over Fadli's sling, got into his sling.
“An, don't be too rough!” I started not to accept Anwar's treatment.
“Fadli my son!! I don't allow just anyone to touch it!” shouted again.
Mr. Anto, and Tiwi just silently looked at each other, as if understanding, if we were not in good condition.
“But, Fadli is also my son, I know what is best for my son“ replied, it hurts, when Anwar talks like that, somehow, but I feel Anwar is insinuating and doubting me.
“So, letting Fadli wait for someone else, who likes you is the best?? Yes?“ anwar asked increasingly fiery. I really don't recognize Anwar, if he's getting jealous.
“An, don't overdo it, I just drop it for a minute“ my elak.
“So, this is also your reason, ask permission to make a road?? Can you meet Randi?? Yes?” the question was getting more and more uncontrollable, I saw his hands were already trembling.
“you misunderstood An, I accidentally met him“ I explained.
“O yes?? Didn't meet by accident, but until he wants to wait for you to try on a shirt??” anwar's voice was also heard already trembling.
“You misunderstood“ that's all I can say, talking to Anwar in a situation like this, will only make my words useless.
“You're outrageous Jan!!” the jolt again, outrageous?? What's the secret try??? hhuhhh ...
“From now on, you don't have to leave the house anymore, unless you go with me!” he said, and I could only shut up.
“But An“ I'm trying to negotiate.
“No offer, it's my decision!!” his yell.
Upon arriving home, I got out of the car, while Fadli was still in Anwar's arms, my son sleeping all the way home. Maybe he's tired too.
While Tiwi, she was busy taking out her groceries, I was confused, who paid for Tiwi groceries?? Doesn't he have no money?? And I also do not feel spending money, even my groceries and Fadlipun I live, have not been paid, because this incident occurred.
But, I don't want to ask, I went straight into Fadli's room, saw him, who was being put to bed by his father.
Silence, it happened again, even when we were both.
Ddddrrrttt .. dddrrtt ...
The sound of my phone rang, there was a chat notification coming into my phone.
I didn't try to open it, afraid to misunderstand again.
Dddrrrttt .. dddrrttt .. ddrrrttt ...
Loud, the voice came back, I still let it go.
Anwar looked at me sharply, then glanced at the bag I was still holding, I took a breath. Then grab my phone from the bag. I opened the incoming chat, then I saw Randi sending me a lot of messages.
“*Jan, are you okay??”
“Jan?? Is Anwar angry??”
“Jan, forgive me “
“Jan, you're fine not*??”
Chat from Randi streak, I was confused, did not want to reply, fear this misunderstanding continues.
“Who?” the heavy voice asked me.
“No, nobody“ I replied shaking.
Groupeppp ...
Anwar snatched my phone, then read a message from Randi.
“You said, this is nothing??” tanyanya held a cell phone to my face.
“What is this worth??? Is it appropriate for a man, to send a message to the wife of a person??” the question began to burn again.
“An, don't overdo it An, Randi is just my friend, he's the one who helped me, am I wrong if I feel indebted to him??” my tears are already expanding, unable to bear Anwar's accusation.
“I really hate him!!” Anwar is still flippant.
“You can hate it, but don't be like this An, control yourself, it's not worth you screaming in front of a lot of people, it'll degrade my worth as a wife“ I'm starting to sob, this time Anwar was silent.
“Do you doubt my loyalty?? Is my struggle lacking for you?? Does my sacrifice mean nothing in your eyes??” many streak.
Anwar was silent again. He lowered his head, while I retreated, then entered my room.
I cried sobbing, annoyed at Anwar's prejudices which I thought were excessive.
“Jan, sorry I“ Anwar approached me, while touching my shoulder gently.
“Sorry?” my question, looking into his eyes deep.
“Sorry, I never meant to hurt you, it's just that I don't like it, my wife and son, being with other people, even though whoever he was“ Anwar looked down, maybe he was sorry.
“I really hate this situation“ I wiped my tears violently.
“I'm sorry, I was wrong for overdoing it with you, and also Fadli“ pinta Anwar.
“I can take care of myself, take care of my heart, and maintain the integrity of this household An, so you do not need to worry about that“, I explained.
“Sorry, I was wrong“ Anwar hugged me tightly.
Well, that's how my family is, when Anwar talks, I'm silent, when I talk Anwar is silent. Until we apologize to each other, to be able to improve each other. Even though we are adults, sometimes, we often look unstable. Well ... his name is also human, will never escape error.
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