WHEN LOVE IS TESTED

WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Obviousness


Anwar POV's.


Every human being no one is born perfect, including me, I have a myriad of flaws and mistakes, one fatal mistake I ever made, making the life of the person I love most suffer.


One day, when I was twenty-five years old, I left the house that had locked me away, well my parents locked me in the house, because of my kidnapping incident in childhood, the incident traumatized them, and became overprotective of me, so they seemed to be over-treat me. And in the end my two brothers became jealous of the treatment of my parents, meanwhile, the incident of the abduction, still lingering in my memory, how when I was tortured, even almost killed, to cause great trauma in my life, for a long time I felt afraid when I had to meet strangers, my body would shiver, and tremble, the doctor said I had panic disorder, and acute bipolar.


One day when my brothers scared me, I left the house as soon as I had the chance, with the clothes worn by them, they really liked to take advantage of my pain. Who are always afraid and obey their orders, when Mamah and Papah are not home.


I entered one of the cars, driven by one of Papah's employees, without knowing the direction and purpose, I just fell silent, until the employee realized my whereabouts, and asked me, about my purpose and purpose.


I expressed my intention and purpose, I wanted to avoid the torture of my two cruel half-brothers, and always reminded me of my past, until my trauma never healed.


The clerk agreed to my wish, so he put me in one of my papah offices, he said I could disguise myself as an OB. Ah, well, here only the employee and the Director of this office know, because most of the employees here don't know me, because I'm rarely introduced to them, because I'm always locked up.


I put my eyes on this office, a fairly small branch office, but I know, Papah's office can't be called an abal-abal office, all of its employees must be qualified, I entered this office, I entered this office, slowly I started walking ...


The deg!


My gaze was on a beautiful woman who was now in front of me, she was so amu look, and her gaze was calm. L like it.


Even when I came, he was the only human being who could treat me so kindly, so gently, and so lovingly. I admire him more.


He was not ashamed, when he had to accompany me who looked tacky, even he was not angry, because when nervous I could have done a fatal thing. He just smiled and defended me, his name was Anjani, Anjani ma'am, I always smiled when muttering his name, he was like a wingless angel that God sent, to take care of me. He reminds me of the affection of Mamah, whom I had forgotten all this time, even when I did all the silliness, he would just smile, then speak softly to me. I couldn't stem my race, even when I got home, I couldn't forget the figure, I just kept trying to recover from my trauma, I try not to panic anymore when I meet strangers, I imagine the stranger is my Anjan, so I no longer feel afraid when I meet them.


Time passed, I was almost healed, I was able to control my emotions well, I wanted to see him, I wanted to express my heart to him, but, bad, I found out he already had another man, I had, I was so angry, when I saw him eating with a man, and laughing together, which I knew was Faisal, I knew he was not a good man, a man with a dark past, how dare I approach my woman.


Until one day, I found out about Faisal's information, that he had an ex-lover, who was now applying to work in my papah company, he was working with Anjani, my good Anjaniku, he always accompanied that cheap lady, without any sense of rapture.


I offered Tiara an attractive offer, I was forced to do it, just because I wanted to protect Anjani from the bad guy.


“Tiara, are you Tiarakan??” I ask the woman in front of me.


“I yes, pak“ replied while looking down.


“Good, no need to further pleasantries, I want to submit an interesting offer for you, how?” I asked, looking at him.


“Keep Anjani and Faisal!!“ my firmness.


“Ma means sir? I can't sir,“ he replied lowered his head.


“I will provide compensation that is worth your while“ my bargain.


“Ta but pak“ the rebuttal.


“Didn't you love Faisal that much??” my question, which surprised him.


“I yes“ answer is nervous.


“Good, five hundred million, that's compensation for you, you agree right??” I put enough money on a cheap woman in front of me, I know, she's been fucked by a lot of men, so the money I'm offering is obviously very tempting for her.


“Good sir, I agree“ without a second thought, Tiara took the check I deposited.


“I love working with girls as slick as you“ my evil smile expands perfectly, Tiara leaves my room with all her missions.


Shortly afterwards, I heard Anjani was fired from my office, due to a corruption case, I knew it wasn't true, and before long I saw, Tiara and Faisal's wedding invitations had been distributed, I smiled “Truly lovebirds, candidates for hell!!” I swear in my heart.


I let the atmosphere subside, I know, now Anjani must be having a difficult time, while I will only watch him in the distance, I smile when I see him so hard to live his life, he is doing his usual activities, he said, with lips flattened a smile.


I love you more and more, but my guts are always shrinking, I'm afraid you don't accept my love, sometimes my illness can make me a loser.


Anjani, I saw all your activities from a distance, I saw you meet your best friend, I also saw you when I met a man, and before long I saw that man was with your sister, I followed you around a lot, and photographed all the flat numbers of the online taxis that took you away. That's all I can do.


Anjani, often I ask, what is your heart made of?? Until you are strong to face all the conditions that attack you.


One day I was assigned to take care of the Papah company in Palembang for the next six months, actually I do not want to, I was afraid to lose track of Anjani, but, but, I also could not give up the company that Papah had given me to my two half-brothers, I finally left for Palembang, for six months there, really makes my heart raging, not because, Anjani, Anjani, there is no day, no night without your presence in my mind, when I return, may you accept me. Please, look at me, Anwar who cares deeply for you, please accept me as your companion.


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