WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Exquisitely

Lovely POV

How unique is the matter of a mate, sometimes when we love someone, but parents do not approve, then we do not get married, there are also, sometimes we do not love each other, but God immediately unites us, and there are also those who love each other, can get married, but the marriage did not escape the test, like me.

Well, I married Andre, not originally because I loved him so much, but initially because of envy, and my jealousy for Anjani's brother. Brother Anjani whose life is always in elu-elukan, and considered perfect, while I?? I never got anything I wanted, except to marry Andre.

Now, I feel the bitterness of my marriage with Andre, well even though over time, we became in love with each other, but still, somehow I feel now this relationship becomes bland, but still, until he demanded me to have children, plus the encouragement of Mother-in-law, and other relatives of sodara, who when met did not escape the question “Not yet??” until I am tired of hearing it, want to feel I yell at them “Which woman does not want to be a whole woman?? Having a good husband, healthy children, and abundant rizky, plus household harmony, I am sure it is the dream of every person who walked this earth.”

But, what power?? God has not ordained it for me, though I have done my best.

Until one day, I decided to check everything out on the Doctor, with Brother, whom I once hated, I checked myself out, after passing various tests with every pain due to the syringe that pierced each of my skin, I tried sobar in my endeavors.

Two days later, it was time for me to take the test results at the same clinic,

I decided to take the results of the test alone, I do not want people to put their pity on me.

“Excuse Mbak“ my bro at reception.

“Iya ma'am, can anyone help?” reply friendly receptionist.

“Iya Mbak, I have previously had an appointment with Doctor Puspita to take test“ results, I explained.

“Oh, so yes ma'am, well, please wait a minute ya bu“ he replied while checking the computer.

“With whose Mom if I could know?” ask again.

“Indah Hanjaya“ replied.

“Good, just a minute Bu“ again, Receptionist check the computer in front of him.

“Iya, Mother's data has been registered on my computer, I will contact first Doctor Puspita for confirmation yes Ma'am, later Mba I call again, please wait“ Receptionist order, please, while showing his hand to me wait.

“Good,“ I replied, sitting there waiting.

While waiting for the call from the Receptionist, I spread my eyes, I saw there were many couples Pregnant women in the company of her husband, I envy them, now why should I be alone in this place?? After a few minutes, my name was called “Ibu Indah Hanjaya!!“

I got up, then approached the receptionist earlier.

“Please enter the room Doctor Puspita bu, already in wait“ receptionist walk ahead of me, then open the door for me.

“Please bu“ said as he showed his hand.

“Still,“ I replied with a smile.

“Siang Doc,“ my reply to Doctor.

“Siang bu Indah, please sit“ reply Doctor Puspita does not reduce his hospitality, while showing the chair in front of him.

“Thank you Doc, so how did my health test result Doc??” ask me without further ado.

“Iya Doc,“ I replied sluggishly.

“I really regret this situation ma'am, should the couple support each other, should husband Mother also come today to hear my explanation,“ looks disappointed look from Doctor Puspita's face, but what dayaku?? Andre is always busy with his work.

“Sorry Doc, my husband is busy working late this“ my reply ducked.

“Alright, this is Beautiful Mother, there is something I have to explain about Mother's health, reviewing from the results of the test yesterday“ Doctor Puspita began to explain.

“Yes, please Dok“ replied me with trembling hands, I am really afraid to accept the reality if I am convicted of things I do not want.

“Good bu Indah, earlier I apologize, for having to say this honesty“ Doctor Puspita looks doubtful.

“Nothing Doc, please say, whatever reality will be said by Doctor, surely I will receive“ I tried to neutralize my feelings.

“Iya, well so this is Mom, one of the causes of Mommy can not have a baby is because of abnormalities in the uterus or there is a disorder in the mother's cervix, which is triggered by a blockage in the cervix, which is caused by a blockage, as well as abnormal mucus in the cervix, causing the mucus to become too thick, or too liquid, which results in ****** being obstructed towards the uterus, so that, in addition, the abnormal shape of the cervix can interfere with the journey **** towards the uterus,“ explained Doctor Puspita at length, as soon as my knee weakens, how could I have such a disease, how could I have, so all this time, the problem was with myself.

“La then, how to cure Doc??” I let out my voice more and more vibrating.

“To overcome this problem of the cervix, we can do treatment regularly and regularly, we can, well if for treatment related to the shape of the cervix that is not perfect must be done surgery or surgery, so that the cervix can function normally as a pathway ****** towards rahim“ explained Doctor Puspita who made my heart rumble more and more tight.

“Ba well Doc, I will think of“ I replied while gripping tightly the skirt I use.

“I hope, Mother immediately decided it, so that Mother immediately get help“ explained Doctor Puspita again, affirming.

“Ba good Doc, as soon as I will make a decision and immediately inform the Doctor back, now I have to negotiate first all of this with my family“ really my heart is very afraid to face this reality.

“Well, I wait for Mom's decision as soon as possible mom, I'm afraid Mother's disease will increase if not treated immediately“ Doctor Puspita continues to emphasize her opinion to me.

“Well, if it is like that, I'm sorry first Doc,“ my hand is shaking more and more when shaking Doctor Puspita's hand.

“Iya, please Mother Lovely, I wait back for her good decision“ Doctor Puspita released her hand post from me, then let me out of her room.

‘Yes God, now what should I do?? Who should I tell my complaint to this time?? I am truly afraid, O God, I am truly afraid to accept this situation, ‘ I have left in my heart.

‘Kak Andre, Brother where?? I need Brother now, I'm afraid Sister‘

‘Sister Jani, help me, forgive my mistake, is Brother cursing me now?? Until I suffer like this?? Isn't Brother happy now?? Help me Brother‘

‘Dad, mom, please Beautiful, Beautiful scared‘

Ogre, my heart cried out with all its might, ‘Yes Allah help me ..’

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