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"What do you want to talk about?? I'll talk right now over the phone if I'm urgent".

"No, you just go home this is important" I heard Mom's voice rising up.

"Yes Mother, Jani's next week is coming home" I sighed, glancing at Faisal who kept looking at me in confusion,

"Yes, I've been waiting for Jani, Assalamua'laikum" I've been listening to her phone,

"Yes mother, Waalaikumsalam"

Click ....

I hung up the phone from my mother, Faisal looked at me fixedly,

"Why?? What did mom say?" Ask Faisal,

"No idea, just told me to go home," I replied,

"Yes next week I'll take you home, how??" Tawar Faisal's,

"No need, I can go home by myself" I answered tightly.

I'm honestly still upset with Faisal, and hope he'll explain all his lies to me without me asking. But Faisal was still acting as usual, as if he had never committed any sin against me, I hated Faisal even more this time.

This time Faisal made me an unwise and unjust human being about his life, Without even asking I just want to be quiet. All I believe in is what I see and what I hear. I don't know why but I don't feel ready to accept any answer from Faisal even if he explains something to me. Faisal was just silent and continued to play his phone, whether what activities he did to his phone, making me suudzan only. He must be chatting with another woman, I thought.

"Hmh .. yes, if that's how I go home first" Pamit Faisal after I saw him replying to someone's message,

"Yes ..." My answer is short, though,

Faisal sighed, I knew he was disappointed in my attitude, but my heart was much more disappointed to have been lied to all out by Faisal.

"Assalamu'alaikum Jani" His pamphlet later

"Wa'alaikumsalam," I answered and went straight into the inn, without wanting to see him go,

I know there are many disappointments that are drawn from Faisal's face, but now my hatred for his lies is far reaching my heart. I watched Faisal leave from behind the window of my boarding room, I kept peeking at him until he went riding his motorcycle, I took a rough breath, I came back out of my boarding house, it seems I need a lot of oxygen to get rid of all the clumsiness in my heart.

"Because God loves you so much, because God loves you so much" replied someone from behind me,

"Eva, O Allah .. You make a surprise Brother, what are you doing malem-malem wandering??" I asked, after I found out who was reprimanding me was Eva,

"Sister, again upset?? Brother, why do you say malem malem yourself??, I'm looking for fresh air, sister, tomorrow I have an exam on campus" replied Eva, replied, while stretching into his two hands and inhaling the deep air then taking it out.

"No Eva, oh ... How was your college??" My tofu,

"Well Brother, Brother is sad again??" Eva asked, turning her face to me,

"No Eva, Brother is okay" I replied, I don't like to confide in anyone about any matter, I don't know if I've ever trusted anyone in this world.

"But I know, Brother must be sad again, if you are sad again, Brother look at the stars" said Eva while pointing at the star in the sky, just like when I showed Eva the stars.

I smiled at Eva "Why ???"

"Nothing, if you are sad, continue to count the infinite stars, you must immediately forget the same sadness Brother" Eva replied innocently, making me become head bobble.

"Why is that so Eva?" Ask me again while holding my laughter,

"Well, big brother, that's how it is" Eva replied, pursing her lips,

I smile at the behavior of this child, the mood of teenagers is difficult to predict, sometimes they often behave unstable, Maybe I was like that too. Might as well.

I went into the room, after saying goodbye to Eva, I laid myself down on the bed, I stared at the ceiling of my room, my heart now filled with deep anxiety.

I was really confused as to what attitude should I take on Faisal next??

Suddenly Mom told me to go home, what's the matter?? Not as usual.

Seriate.......

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