WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
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This afternoon, Time shows at 12:00 AM local time,

"It's time thenaaanannn!!!!" Shouted the mother Goddess while stretching her two hands, tampa invites us with the spirit of 45 she immediately ran outside the office, while calling, maybe there is someone waiting for her outside the office.

Sintia and I looked at each other, then smiled, and soon we walked out of the division room,

"Where are you going to eat Jan??" Ask Sintia.

"I ate in the pantry, I brought stock from the boarding house," I refused.

"Eh, we eat together yuk, incidentally Faisal also ngajakin I have lunch together at the cafe next door," Sintia's habit now likes maksa.

"No ah Sin, I want to pray dzuhur first in Mushalah, if each other waits for a long time, no matter what you are first," I still refused.

"yes, would you like to nitip something?" hail Sintia again.

"No need Sin, thank you" I just went straight to mushala, afraid it even became an extension of chatting with Sintia while the break time continued to pass.

After performing the dzuhur prayer, I went straight to the pantry, I opened my lunch box, as usual only fruits that I have, The beginning of the month, or the end of the month it feels the same for me, as usual, the same should be super frugal and economical, not have to not want to like the others to eat this and that, or come to this cafe and it's that again hits, viral and current, the, but I prefer to flow my salary for the needs of Mom and Beautiful, especially now that Mom has not worked again, and beautiful has entered the first semester of college. And I have to bear all their burdens, yes even if they are my desires, to be a trust, and to be a family member is a pride for me.

Drrrrttt .. drrrrttt .. drrrrttt.

Suddenly my phone rang, ripping me out of my daydream.

mother calling

I picked up the phone from Mom fast

"*Hallo assalamualaikum Mom, how are you??"

"Wa'alaikumsalam, thank God your mother and sister are healthy son, when did you go home jani?? mom misses you"

"God willing, if there's a mother's holiday, Jani's coming home,"

"oh yes Jani, I want the tuition for your sister sent yet??"

"oh yes, not yet Mother, Jani forgot, later Jani immediately send after Jani payday"

"yes, all of you make monthly money too, Jani, because all the ingredients in the house are up"

"yes mother, Jani must have transferred immediately"

"yes, son, I'm sorry I'm troubling you,"

"No hassle at all mom, Jani is fine"

"yeah, you're taking a break, aren't you?? eat first, son, do not forget to pray"

"yes mother, definitely"

"yes, son, I close first yes, assalamu'alaikum*"

"yes mother, wa'alaikumsalam"

I ended the call with mom, I took a deep breath, maybe this is called hypocrisy, I just said I was proud to be able to help mom a lot, but why does it feel there is a heavy burden in my heart, my salary is still minimalist, but why the needs of the three of us are increasingly stacked, not to mention the beautiful who quietly likes to call me without the knowledge of mother, not to mention, he often asked to buy clothes, shoes, bags that cost a good price, to make me have to fast first, then can buy what Beautiful wants, "If not buy the clothes, then I can fast, I'm ashamed Brother, so different from the others" Rengek Indah at that time.

I can't refuse my beloved sister's wishes, I always have to say, I don't want, what I think she feels too. Walking in a dark, narrow, dirty place, and many of its durations was so frightening.

Tring .. tring.

The notification sound of the incoming message on my phone reads, I don't want to care about it, I leave it alone, then I put my phone in the pocket of the blatzer I use today.

Tring .. tring .. tring ...

My phone sounds again,

Long time I was curious, who sent a message in broad daylight rich gini, already know my mood is not good, I saw a new number calling me, with a little curious I opened the message

first message

08211....

Assalam, Anjani huh??

08211.....

hhheeeeeelllloooowwww

Lazily I try to reply to messages people do not know this time

Me

yeah, sorry who is this??

08211.....

hheee .. in bales too, this is Faisal, whose girlfriend is Sintia, in save ya Jani my number, is,

I widened my eyes, why did Faisal chat me, instead of Sintia eating with him again huh??

L.....

"oh yes mas Faisal, later in save yes, mas Faisal there is need what?? chat Jani??"

0821.....

"What's wrong, just later if for example there is an urgent problem can I contact you??"

L....

"It could be Faisal, don't worry"

0821......

"Thank you very much, Jani,"

Not wanting to reply again to the message from the "father" is not very important. I immediately put my phone in again, it was very time consuming, while grumbling I immediately walked to my division room again, in the room no one, no one yet, maybe Miss Dewi and Sintia are still on the outside, I decided to sit down and start my work again, I have to work on the balance sheet that yesterday was still not clopped, it really makes me very dizzy, it makes me very dizzy, and want to have a picnic.

Not long after that Sintia came and sat down at his desk,

"Where's Sin eating??" ask me, uh, why I'm so curious, why did Sintia give my number to the "false",

"In the cafe next to this office, it's the one opposite it," replied Sintia

"oh, so with Faisal??" I ask again, my question is still not at its core, afraid that my words offend Sintia, or even become misunderstood.

"yes, he also just returned to his office" he replied

"oh gituh, oh yes Sin, you ever give me a ponsrl number?? who's the rowdy??" I asked while continuing to pretend to work on the book, I wanted Sintia not to respond too much to my words, but I still wanted to know the answer.

"No ah Jan, yes I have never given your number to anyone else" Sintia replied with a remembering expression.

lah, if Sintia has never given my phone number to anyone Faisal knows my phone number from whom??

I don't want to ask Sintia any more, fearing a misunderstanding between the "moment" and this "father. I keep my curiosity in my heart.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, it was time for all the office employees to disperse, including me, I cleaned up all my work, tidied it up, and I walked out of this office.

I was stunned to see the scenery outside the office, there were many employees who were picked up by her husband, her boyfriend, her affair, but not a few were picked up by mamang ojek, let alone technology now has been sophisticated, but not a few were picked up by ojek mamang, yes ... want anywhere just click the phone and the picker is in sight.

I smiled looking at myself, I went back to the office to pick up the driver, because the distance between the boarding and the office was not too far too, actually if I wanted to, because the distance between the boarding and the office was not too far, by walking at most only about fifteen minutes, but because coming home from work is quite tiring, then I decided to take the angkot only.

Upon arrival at the boarding house I lay my body on my beloved mini mattress.A shadow of Dad appeared again in front of me.

Ah ... At the end of the day, Dad's shadow always appeared before me, probably because I missed him too much, really, deep down in my heart, I can't really hate Dad, I still love and love Dad with all my heart.

"Where's the father?? Jani is very long and needs Dad, Jani is tired of dad" without feeling my tears just run out, I cry my life in silence.

test ... test .. test ...

When fresh blood flowed from my nose, I wiped it with my hands until I closed my eyes in the midst of my loneliness, until finally with a curled up body I really fell asleep to meet my dream world.

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