WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Recognition

Back on the Sunday that I always wait for his presence, today this week I want to really watch Korean dramas that continue to be left behind, I used to watch Korean dramas on my laptop, this week I don't care about the laundry piling up, I don't care about the costs falling, the important thing is I just watch first find my own pleasure I thought. If you knew of my behavior today??? hadduh .. but yes, continue.

Tring .. tring .. tring ...

Notification of incoming messages on my phone sounded, ah. .. just disturb, I let the phone beside me and I I prefer to ignore it.

Tring .. tring .. tring ...

The sound of the notification was heard again, Oh Allah ... what the hell?? Disappointed I opened my phone, shifted the screen, and opened the message,

Faisal ...

"Hi jani, what else?? where are you going this Sunday??"

Yes aampuuuunnnn this person just bother, no other work what?? aside from my chat??

At the end of this time Faisal somehow became very often contact me, either by phone, or by chat, with questions that I think are not important at all, just asking 'Anjani has eaten?? up already?? sleeping already??? already home from work?? again what??' The routine question Faisal always sent me via chat.

Honestly for me things like that do not want me to respond, the effect is like keppo, Faisal is not Mom or Beautiful, who can freely monitor me. He was definitely not my muhrim, so there was no obligation for me to explain anything to him.

But the pretext always made me a little unable to dwell when I did not return the message, and I was forced to reply to the message, when he said "why is the message not answered?? kan establish friendship is the duty of fellow Muslims," ah .. reason alone he, men always try more and more when he pursues something he wants, right???

I decided not to return the message this time, I ignored my phone, then I continued my favorite drama show, ooooohhhhhh, immediately I press PLAY on my laptop monitor screen.

I watch on my stomach and smile at myself when I see a scene that I think is romantic, but when the duration of the new movie 15 minutes arrives ...

Tok ... tok ...

I heard the sound of a boarding door knocking on him ... Oh Allah .. why can't anyone calm me down for a moment???

With a crumpled face, I was forced to get up from my sleeping position, then move to open the door,

Czech ... The door I opened

"Mas Faisal??? what's wrong, mas??" I frowned, it turned out that Faisal was coming, though,

"Heee ... Hay Anjani, what else?? why wasn't my chat in bales??" he asked with a gentle smile, today Faisal's face looked very radiant, different from the previous one that was always tangled.

"I'm again watching mas, sorry the chat is not staggered at bales, again the responsibility to watch the problem" I replied with a malle tone.

"ooohhh .. I don't bother you, do I??" Faisal rounded his lips in a thin smile continued to me.

Not bother gimna??? you're disturbing my life I keep on knowing?? I want to watch!!! you disturbuu!!! you disturbuuuuu!!!!!

"Oh ... No mas, what is necessary???" The same heart can never be friends, they always betray each other.

"Jani can I tell you???" imploringly

What story anyway?? my life is already an excess of stories, now you want to add burden in my life??? da??? home there!!! I want to watch Drakor!!!

"Well, what story??? haduh ... My mouth is learning to be a hypocritical body member, I hate this!! when the heart says A and the mouth says B.

"what the hell, hhee" Faisal said as he continued to smile,

"Well, did he say he wanted a story?? Yes, Faisal wait here first yes, I take a drink" Finally I relented, I let him sit in a chair outside my boarding house,

"Eh don't bother Jan" Faisal refused, but I know he's just being trite.

"Not bother, just mineral water," I gave Faisal a bottle of mineral water because it was the only drink I had.

"yeah, thank you Jani, why are you so good Jani?? you're the most perfect woman I've ever met, I've always seen sincerity in your eyes" Faisal's words really made my cheeks blush instantly, but I quickly regained my senses, faisal's speech was just a harassment appeal that is commonly spoken by men in general,

"The Arabic proverb says, If you want to find the perfect man, you will never get it, because man is born with many shortcomings, perfect belongs only to his creator, only to his creator, so Faisal mas do not say I am a perfect woman, because I am also a man full of shortcomings and sins" My answer successfully made Faisal increasingly develop his smile, he said, which makes me wonder more about his attitude and speech.

"Mas Faisal, have you heard of the pandora box story????" Much

"Emh ... I don't think so, why??" faisal asked while frowning,

"Pandora's box tells of a beautiful urn given by the gods to the first human woman, Pandora, at Pandora's wedding to Epimetheus. Pandora was forbidden to open the box. However, Pandora was very curious about the contents of the jar and she opened it. It turns out that the box contains all sorts of terror and bad things for humans, including old age, pain, madness, disease outbreaks, greed, theft, lies, malice, hunger, and various other calamities. And with the opening of the urn, all evil was free and infected mankind. All these evils were punishment from Zeus for the theft of the fire of Olympus by Prometheus. Pandora deeply regrets her actions. When he looked back into the box, there was one thing left in the box and nothing

being able to fly freely, that is hope," I told Faisal at length while looking deep into the clouds. I looked at Faisal who was watching me as well,

"But, I don't want to give you that hope at all, I'm not ready to accept anyone's heart in my life, I would be very sinful if I gave a wish to someone I obviously would not accept his love for" I had to be honest with my heart to Faisal this time, somehow, for some reason, although I knew Faisal and Sintia had long since broken up, I still could not accept Faisal's love.

"Anjani, I'm not a writer, I can't string words together, I'm not a perfect creature, I'm just a man full of flaws with a myriad of dark pasts, but I'll quote your story about pandora's box," Faisal stopped his words, he looked at me fixedly, I didn't want to return his gaze, I turned my face to the side, I really didn't want Faisal.

"Hope, I will forever keep that hope in you Anjani" Faisal said solemnly,

I smiled wryly at him, the male mouth is not completely believable, especially for a man in the class of Faisal who is experienced in women's affairs, I tie my faith tightly, I will not be able to believe, I don't want to fall for the things that make me stumble and fall.

"Mas Faisal, I hope you can understand my situation now, I can't mas" I replied as I continued to shake my head, shaking my head,

"But why Anjani?? You do not believe in the sincerity of my heart that has loved you so much??? Do I need to take my parents to bed you???" He asked, his voice sounded so raucous,

I smiled at Faisal's words, men are the same, when his desires are not fulfilled, his efforts are so strong.

"It's okay mas, let Jani alone know the reason, Jani hope mas Faisal can understand" I replied, saying,

"Ok I appreciate your decision Anjani, if that's what I want to go home," Faisal immediately stood up and left me dumbstruck alone. Faisal rode his bike at full speed without looking at me again,

I sighed and threw it away rudely, my decision was right, I did not want to open my heart to anyone and I did not give hope to anyone, yes I did the right thing.

I went back into the room, I put myself in bed, I thought about every word I said to Faisal earlier, while I had lost my appetite to watch drakor again.

I stood up and walked out of my room, I locked the door and walked out, I didn't have a purpose, I just kept walking I needed some fresh air to calm my mind.

It was almost half an hour that I walked down the street, until I was hungry, and decided to stop at one of the tent stalls on the side of the road, I went into the tent, I got into the tent, not too many visitors there is only one or two people, then I sit in the chair that has been provided.

His servant came and smiled at me "What do you want to order??" Ask,

"Soto aja mas chicken, eat it here yes" I replied

"Well, wait a minute Ma'am" replied the friendly waiter,

" Good .." I smiled faintly at his servant who was about to leave, to prepare his consumer order,

I sat waiting for the waiter, circulating my gaze around this tent stall, but in one of the seats the buyer had sat a pair of human beings that I seemed to know,

I opened my eyes, yes it seemed I knew the woman who was behind me, the woman was sitting facing a man, holding hands and laughing, Finally my curiosity overcame everything, I decided to approach them.

"Sintia??!!!, you're here??"  I asked, right my guess is this woman Sintia who has made my life complicated,

"A A Anjani" replied Sintia stammering, her face was so shocked to see my arrival.

"Obviously I'm Sintia!!! Everybody!!Now!!!" My words are uncontrollable, really,

"A I .. forgive me Anjani" Seen Sintia's face immediately reddened holding back a cry,

"Yes, clear to me now Sintia" I began to weaken, I could not see Sintia crying.

"A a a akuuu ... "

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