WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
EXPIRE

Light began to drift in from the curtain slit that closed the large glass on the right side of the bed, while the two men, still lying with regular breaths. A view I see every morning.

“For my wife“ Anwar hugged me tightly.

“Pagi“ replied I smiled.

Then I went to the kitchen, I cooked for them, married Anwar not only made me a wife but also a mother.

“What cooking is today?” Anwar hugged me from behind.

“Sop Ayam“ I replied, with my hands continuing to stir the sop.

“I like it“ he replied as he passed entering the room.

“Wake Fadli!!!” my yelling.

“Iya“ answer.

In the morning, I woke up, then prepared breakfast, and prepared clothes for them.

Ah, yes today Fadli started attending kindergarten school. He is five years old, I am very happy to see my son grow well.

He's a child born from my womb, he's a wonderful child, because he's able to survive all the things that are afflicting him.

“Mother .. “ My son came to me, whispering his eyes, probably still sleepy, because his father had woken up.

“Iya darling?” I crouched down, kissed both of her cheeks.

“Today I entered school“ he replied smiling excitedly, revealing his row of teeth, which lined up neatly.

“Iya darling, today Fadli school“ I smiled, turned off the stove, then led him into his room, then bathed him, and prepared him all his needs.

“Mother, will Fadli's friends be much?” tanyanya, while fixing the bag, and books with spiderman picture given by her Grandmother.

“Iya, later Fadli will meet many friends, and Mother teacher also“ replied me spirit.

“What are they good??” tanyanya doubt.

“Of course“ replied me.

“Mother?”

“Iya darling?”

“Adik? Why does Mother's Son ask like that?”.

“I want to be like Clara Mother, she has a younger brother“ replied innocently, maybe what she meant was the younger sister of her son Indah. Ah, it's beautiful to have given birth to a boy.

“Yes, later Fadli will also have a sister“ replied Anwar who arrived arrived from behind us.

“Really Dad??” ask him with sparkling eyes.

“Why not?? Fadli wants to be a brother, right?” ask Anwar again.

“Iya Ayah“ replied My son's spirit.

“Yes pardon, y'all“ I patted my eel, their behavior is the same.

After we had breakfast, I drove Fadli to his new school, and Anwar left for the office.

So much fun, happy?? Yep.

In the past, I often asked God for a fate that I thought was completely unfair. Like when other kids laugh with their parents, but not with me, I'm different. Why did God keep Father and Mother apart?? That was really so stifling for me.

Her silver, now I will try to be a good mother to my son, giving him affection, so that he does not feel lacking in anything, especially affection, which he desperately needs. Struggling to survive, and learning the meaning of patience.

Why do I have to betray so many people?? Especially the ones I love so much??.

But, I realized, I was betrayed by many people, so that I met a better person, God sent Anwar when I was down, God sent many other good people when the people I trusted began to betray and turn away.

God sent me a little angel whom I loved dearly.

Now, I spend my time with my little family, filled with short conversations, sometimes we reflect, sometimes we laugh, regret, and pause at the same time when discussing past memories.

Then we apologized to each other when we made a lot of mistakes.

 It's all about time and choice.

People say there is always a rainbow after a storm. I knew it wasn't just a prank, in fact the storm I thought would never pass, was over.

EXPIRE.