WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
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“Are you out of excuses now?” ask again, with a pressing tone.

I remained silent, free to explain anything to Anwar right now, I bit my lower lip, enduring the pain that was already spreading in my stomach area.

My tears were shed on my cheeks, not only because of the pain of holding back the pain, but also because of the pain of holding back Anwar's accusation, he didn't trust me.

“Hhhhh ..” I heard Anwar sigh, then glanced at me.

“Astagfirullah“ He rubbed his face, then grabbed me.

“I'm sorry, I'm overdoing it“ asked, full of regrets.

I just fell silent, feeling the pain in my stomach.

“Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm wrong“ Anwar is still holding me.

I felt the warmth of my husband's embrace, his fragrant body, I loved it so much, I closed my eyes, until I fell asleep with pain in his shoulder.

“Jan, we've reached home“ Anwar whispered in my ear, I blinked, then tried to stand up.

“Awwww...” that pain, still there, and back felt.

“Why you?? Pain again??” tanyanya gently.

“Hmmhh ..” I replied while nodding, with tears beginning to drip.

“Alright, I will hold you until the room“ Anwar holds my body, to enter the house.

“Do you feel hurt?? I'm sorry, I didn't accidentally, I was too jealous“ many times he apologized.

“Hmhh“ I replied while closing my eyes.

“Alright, now lie down first, I will make milk for you“ Anwar moved and went to the kitchen, while I fixed my position with many pillows in my head, it felt so bad.

‘Are you angry with your father?? Because he's been yelling at Mom?? Ck, smart boy, you can also defend your mother‘ I smile

stroking my stomach, I don't know, neither I nor Anwar were so happy to talk to my stomach, even though there was no response at all.

“I'm sorry Dad, Dad accidentally“ Anwar came with a glass of milk Pregnant Mom, then gave it to me, I immediately drank it, then gave the glass back to Anwar, Anwar sat in

next to me, after putting the glass on the nightstand.

Ting .. tong .. ting ... tong ...

The bell rang loudly, though,

“Who??” I looked at Anwar, who was also looking at me.

“Don't know, let me check ya“ Anwar stood up, then passed towards the front door, after seeing my nod.

“Please enter“ faintly heard Anwar's voice.

“Jan, that new ART already dateng“ Anwar appeared from behind the door, telling me, if the ART that Anwar ordered a few days ago

then it came.

“Oh, yay“ I replied while trying to stand up.

“Assalamu’alaikum bu“ a middle-aged woman thrust her hand at me, inviting a handshake.

“Wa’alaikumsalam, Mother whose name is it??” manyu friendly.

“My name is Lastri bu“ he replied nodding kindly.

“Oh, well, hopefully Mom will be at home working here ya“ I smile at her, I'm sure the age of bu Lastri must be much younger than my mother's age.

“Good thanks bu“ replied nodding.

“Bu Lastri her room was there yes, next to our room“ I showed an empty room on the left side of my room.

“Ah, time there ma'am, not in the back room aja bu??” tanyanya doubt.

“Gak, from now on Mother is also my family, Mother can sleep there, do not hesitate, if there is anything, you can sleep there, Mom said to Jani ya“ I tried to get closer to the woman who seemed reluctant, I did not want to have a distance with anyone, especially this Lastri ma'am will work day and night for me.

“Ah, well, thank you very much bu“ replied down.

“Sama-sama, I rest first, get well ya“ my orders, while passing to the tv room, followed by Anwar.

“Jan, do you like Lastri??” tanyakanya.

“Don't know, will I just meet“ I replied, while

turn on tv.

“Alright, if you feel uncomfortable, you say I'm ya“.

“Iya“ I replied as I lay down my body in my husband's field chest, it felt so tiring today.

The next day, I came back to the hospital, to check my contents.

“Should from the beginning Mother not maintain the pregnancy Mother, see now the condition of the mother? The pain in the abdomen of Mother, will become more as the age of pregnancy Ibu“ Doctor Puspita again suggested it, when I re-examined my womb. I really hated him, repeatedly he advised me to kill my own son.

“No, I will keep my son Doc, whatever happens“.

“The decision is in the hands of Mom, and Mom's husband, I only suggest as an obstetrician who handles bu Anjani“ Doctor Puspita look upset.

“I just asked for medication to reduce my pain Dok“ my voice is getting louder.

“I can not prescribe a drug that is too hard, for the pain relief bu, it will be more dangerous for Ibu“ sergeant again.

“Alright, I will endure my pain only then“ replied me excitedly.

“Bu Anjani, don't you love yourself Mom

by himself?? Not too late, now we can do surgery for the removal of the fallopian tube and also the uterus bu“ Doctor Puspita's voice weakened.

“I love myself, but I am more

loving my son Dok“ I replied looking down.

“Doctors know, when I could hear his heartbeat, when I could feel his kick, I was so happy Dok“ replied me enthusiastically.

“One to nine thousand bu Anjani, the

his level of safety“ Doctor Puspita again explained.

“I hope I am one of those nine thousand, I am sure I can Dok“ I still stick with my stance.

“I salute with determination bu Anjani, but again, I suggest that the fetus be aborted, but everything is up to mom

Anjani“ Doctor Puspita takes a breath.

“Alright, next month I am here again, to check the contents again“ I replied, immediately say goodbye to Doctor Puspita, then move on.

heading to the parking lot, and meeting Mr. Anto, during my gynaecology check I never

invite Anwar, even though Anwar insisted want to come along.

Arriving home, I was a little surprised, with the atmosphere of the house a bit messy “Where is Lastri??” muttered.

“Honey, look it“ suddenly Anwar interesting

my hand.

“What is this?” I looked at the two artisans painting the room on the left side of my room.

“This is preparation to welcome the arrival of my baby boy ku“ Anwar enthusiast.

O Allah ... Even Anwar has prepared everything, so thoroughly and completely, so how could I possibly have to eliminate it?.

“You like it not??” tanyanya.

“Suka“ I replied smilingly, looking into the new room for my son.

A room that is quite spacious, with light blue paint, is complete with all the baby trinkets, from clothes, toys, baby books, cosmetics, stroler, and so on, baby stroller and so on.

“An, you bought her toothbrush too??” ask me while brandishing a small toothbrush.

“He .. it was a delivery from his grandmother dear“ Anwar scratched his nape.

“Yeah, right his son is also not born“ I shook my head.

“Ya thank you dear, her grandmother is too enthusiastic to welcome her arrival” Anwar kicep-kicep.

“His grandmother and you're also his father“I pointed at Anwar's chest with that mini toothbrush, until we laughed together.

‘Yes Allah, I am very happy, but I am also very afraid, please strengthen me ..’

Serialize..............

Hay readers dear, do not forget to leave a trace yaaaa..biar Anjani so stronger fight....

Hay, dear reader, please,

in a few days, we will soon meet the holy month of Ramadan,

congratulations on fasting, for those who practice it....

cleanse yourself, purify your heart, forgive all the mistakes of the author, during writing this story yaaa...author know, there are many shortcomings and mistakes of the authorship of this book, but the author also knows, but the author also knows, the reader is all wise, who can tell which is good, which is bad, which is silver, and which is to be thrown away.

may we always be given health, and ease in undergoing fasting this time, well despite our current circumstances, are in a limited state, because of the disaster of the plague that is sweeping.

The spirit is always everything....