WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Beautiful part 2

Lovely POV.

The domestic life I've been living for the last few years is quite difficult for me to feel, everything feels not easy, I'm sure not everyone is able to face the twists and turns of the household ark, however, it is, Andre was my choice, he's my husband now, how much I know his love has now faded on me, not like it used to be, when he proposed and decided to marry me, his love looks so fiery, dusty, and difficult to explain.

But now, it is precisely the length of our togetherness, instead of nurturing our love, but on the contrary, it is fading, and it may disappear over time. It sucks, when I needed mental support, she was just walking away from me.

“Beautiful, how have you checked your content to the Doctor??” Mother-in-law, whose incident is my mother's best friend, just now every speech is always a burden for me, it's okay when the neighbors are a lot of nyinyir and his speech pierced the heart, kala asked me “When have a child?? not too bad?? Do not use contraception dong, mumpung young, have a child from now“ Astagfirullah, the words sound simple, but really, the words hurt my conscience. They do not know how in each of my prostrations I ask descendants of the almighty, they do not know how much medicine I have taken, only that I may have offspring, they also had no idea what my relationship was like with my current husband, who had begun to stretch just because of their insistence and encouragement.

“Already ma'am,“ answered me with a trembling body, I was very afraid to tell the truth, here I am the one who is troubled.

“Then, how did it go??” the question is getting stronger.

“Eemmmhh...” My voice is choked, I don't know what to say to Mother-in-law, who really hopes to have grandchildren from her children.

“Why?? What did Doctor say?” again, Mother's voice was like the voice of a lecturer who was asking when the hearing, frightening.

“Mother, forgive Beautiful, but ..” Ah ... how do I start a word??.

“But what?? Let's answer!“ Mom kept pushing me.

“Sorry Mom, but the problem is with Lovely,“ I'm honest, I don't want to keep any secrets anymore, I just want to open up, what problems will I receive when they find out the truth, what I want to do, that's business later.

“What do you mean?? What problem??” Mother-in-law frowned.

“I mother, there is a problem in the womb Indah, and the Doctor suggested that Beautiful in surgery, to treat it“ my answer is increasingly vibrating, really this is the toughest test for me, I think, I imagined my physical pain when it came to being operated on, and imagined how the gossiping of people, not to mention Andre's very cold attitude lately.

“Whataa???? So you can't have kids?” Mother-in-law shouted.

“Can Mom, if it's treated,“ I replied.

“Oh, I see, well, to heal your pain, and in order for you to have children soon, you should immediately schedule your operation as soon as“ Mother-in-law's orders as they pass.

“Ba good bu“ replied I ducked, did not feel a clear circle, plunged just past my cheek.

Ah .. everything feels heavy, I want to feel like I told all my complaints, to brother Jani, only he who always understood me all this time, I decided to call him.

“Hallo Assalamu’alaikum kak“ sapaku on Kak Jani, after the phone was picked up.

“Wa’alaikumsalam deck, why??” ask Kak Jani across there.

“Kakak, where else?” I asked while holding back my tears.

“Kakak, again at home, what's up?” she asked me softly, ah . she was to me a wingless angel, whom I had hurt.

“Sister, can I go to sister's house??” tanyaku later.

“Of course you can, you are here yes ..” His permission, almost none of my desires were denied by Big Brother, everything, even Big Brother's life he offered for me, when I used to hurt him, not him I hated, not him, but I hate myself.

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“Assalamu’alaikum Kak,“ sapaku upon arrival at Kak Jani's house, while kissing her hand, continued cikipa-cikipi, luxury house, with this luxurious and contemporary design, specially designed by Kak Anwar for Kak Jani, the, after receiving many tests, Brother finally received a lot of blessings in his life.

“Wa’alaikumsalam Dek, let's go in, Anwar's brother is also in the house, yuk“ Brother guided my hand into his house.

“Why you??” Brother always knew my situation, even though I didn't tell him anything, I sat down on a sofa, noticed by Brother, and Brother-in-law, I ducked in, it felt like my chest was rumbling unwilling to say anything.

“Dek?? You why?? Hhuummm??” again the sister asked while looking at her husband.

“Sister,“ I can't say anything, I can only cry while hugging her.

Brother, caress my back fondly, until I calm down by myself, while Kaka-in-law takes me a drink, and gives it to me, smiling.

“This is a drink, be careful the glass has your brother“ Sister-in-law thrusting the glass containing the drink at me, while removing her typical joke of the three of us, who claimed all the objects belonged to my Brother, ah ... lucky Brother, have Brother Anwar.

“Hhee .. Yes Brother, thank you“ inevitably, I smile.

“Why you??” again Big Brother asked, clearly looking worried on his beautiful face.

“Kakak, Indah already took the test result yesterday“ explained me.

“Loh?? Why didn't you say brother? How are the results??” he asked, his face growing worried.

“Kakak, the doctor suggested that Indah do the surgery for a beautiful uterine disease" I explained, sobbing.

While Kak Jani, and Kak Anwar look gaping at my confession.

“Istighfar Deck, how now?” ask Brother a little panicked.

“My mother-in-law told me to do the operation immediately Kak,“ I'm getting sobbing.

“How about Andre??” he asked about my husband, the husband who has been busy lately, and no longer has time for me, until I did not have time to tell everything.

“Kak, Andre is still busy with his work Kak, Indah has not had time to tell him” to be honest.

“Experience Andre“ Brother muttered, I know Big Brother will be angry if anyone dares to hurt me.

“Yes already, you rest first here yes, later let Brother who talks with Andre“ bargain Brother, which I agree immediately, well I will never be able to grow up, I will never be able to mature, as long as Big Brother can always be my shield, even when our relationship was fractured due to my actions, I could do absolutely nothing without Big Brother, and his big name. Especially now, coupled with Brother having a high-profile husband, people no longer dare to underestimate Brother, and I certainly do.

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