
Naive!!! Millions of times I have cursed myself.
Well ... Sometimes I can be that naive, sometimes I seem to be a stupid human being.
Many times I have been betrayed, but I never want to learn from such a precious experience.
The soul is not happy, easily broken, fragile heart, always a big test for my life. My intentions are very good, I want to help
those who need my help, I can do it, I will feel
it is a sin if I do not do them any favors.
Blame me???.
I only want to do good, but again, it is a test of my own life, like a weapon to eat master. The good I did was able to destroy myself.
Thousands of times I thought out loud, if my only real sister can betray my sincerity, what about everyone else??? They can also do more terrible things.
Betrayal from a partner, well .. I should have learned a lot from it, I shouldn't easily trust anyone. Except God of course.
Now, even though I cried blood though everything would never return to how it was, I immediately remembered the words of mother time in the ruined lake “The heart, like a broken mirror, was possible
can be fixed with difficulty, but will not return to its original form.”
I don't know what to do now.
“Jan, can I talk to you for a minute?” Anwar approached me, then sat down beside me.
I took a slow breath, trying to endure the heaviness in my chest, whatever condition I had to be wise, I had already seen
that horrible incident with my own eyes, now my head is gone
starting to cool down, I also have to listen to Anwar's explanation. It would be very unwise for me to decide something based on just one fact.
“Hmht, tell An“ I shifted my seat.
“Jan, do we have to stay like this??” Anwar took my hand.
“Can you really not trust me?? Are all the things I've done so far not making you think rationally??”.
“Jan, I've devoted my whole life to you, is it just because of one thing that you don't know yet, you're going to treat me like this??? It's not fair to me Jan“ Anwar's eyes
glazed over, his hands shuddered at the end of the sheets.
“Explain what you think is appropriate to explain about yesterday's An“ incident I'm starting to feel tight again, my chest
continues rumbling.
“Jan, I'm in a trap, I don't know anything,
earlier when I was in the office, coinciding with you going to the mall, I got a message from Tiwi, she said you were in the mall with a man, even you guys were very close. You know Jan?? I love you so much, I'm so afraid of losing you, and that's why, why I went to the mall, and picked you“ Anwar went silent, took a deep breath, took a deep breath,
then take it out rough.
“You know Jan, when you forced me to take Tiwi to work, Tiwi was teasing me too much, not only that, she threw my phone out of the car, I got angry and dropped it off on the street.
And I decided to go back home because I was upset“ Anwar was silent again.
“After I arrived home, it turns out you guys have gone to Mom's house, I'm confused Jan, I just sat down, stay on this mattress“
Anwar patted the bed I was sitting on.
“I'm confused, how do I convey everything to you, while you're too good Jan, you won't believe my words“ Anwar continued his words, and I just silently listened.
Connects ....................
Don't forget to leave a trace .....
Some readers here are disappointed with the course of this story ???
Ah, please forgive author yaa ...
Actually the initial story of this story, not like this, but for a very urgent reason, the author was forced to finally have to
prolonging the story.