WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Marriage part 2

The promised Monday has arrived, Mom and I welcome the arrival of a family of men who will be in ta’arufkan with me, I used to often fantasize, when I married I do not want to date first, I do not want to date first, I just wanted to’aruf alone, but in fact after my dream became real, I really felt uncomfortable, I felt fear for him, all the feelings raging in my heart.

“Assalamu’alaikum Mother Maya, introduce me Father Bagas, and this Bagas my son,“ greet the future Father-in-law.

“Ah, yes I have heard the good intentions of the previous Father through his Aunt Anjani, previously introduced this my daughter Anjani“ reply Mother.

I looked at the man who was now shaking my hand, honestly I was scared, very scared, he was a man who had a face of war, his gaze was cold, his greeting was stiff, his hands were firm and hard. As soon as my guts shrieked, this man would become my husband, how could I spend the rest of my life with a man as cold as a chunk of ice. He looked at me with a murderous gaze, is it possible that he too should be forced to marry me??.

Finally Mother and family Mas Bagas decided to continue to marry us without asking for approval from us, the marriage was set one month ahead.

I sighed and threw it away violently, why would no one want to ask about my heart?? Why doesn't anyone want to know about my feelings??“ Just this once, please respect my opinion Mother, this is not at all the best for me, even my future husband never greeted me, he just stared intently at me, I'm afraid Mother". My heart whimpers, but I can't cry anymore, I just keep quiet.

My husband-to-be, what a robotic man who has no heart, he does not even care at all about the requirements of marriage, or take care of the marriage process is quite troublesome, all the terms of marriage are handled by his father, he said, and I, sometimes I'm confused, actually who am I going to marry?? With Bagas?? Or with her dad?? Even when the process of prawedding photos alone, I experienced tremendous hassles, I had promised the WO to carry out prawedding photos in three weeks before the day H. But the Ice man didn't come, on the pretext of being busy at work, wanting to feel like I was crying, if other couples who want to get married look very enthusiastic with all the procession of event after event from before until the wedding day, then not with me, all events are handled by myself.

“Hallo, mas Bagas?? when are you going home??the prawedding photo event is in retreat so next week, mas can 'right?” ask me after deciding to call her.

“Iya, see later aja,“ the answer is flat.

“Loh?? How do you see later anyway??? Must be Mas, because the time is very tight" I still insist.

“Yes, I'm working“

The truth!

The phone closed suddenly.

“Yes Allah, what is this test??” I murmured in my heart.

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“Mas Bagas, can you smile just once?? After this I promise, we go straight home, kasian his photoghrafer Mas, already afternoon but still not get anything, the time is also mepet, there is no way there will be another day for prawedding photos, I still have to take care of another“ please, I hope Bagas will understand.

“Emang can't ya?? Which one in your photo??” his tanyanya confused me.

“Meanway??” I asked while frowning.

“Iya in the photo you are alone,“ the answer is flat.

“Loh?? 'who wants to marry us, not myself“ answered me annoyed.

“Yes later my photo 'nya can be edited and in paste“ answer that clearly does not make sense in my mind.

“So Mas Bagas don't want to be in photos with Jani??” many sad.

“Yes, because I'm busy, if that's why I go home in January, everything is arranged just like you,“ he replied as he passed away, I shouted to call his name, I said, fotoghrafer was also increasingly upset by Bagas' behavior. How do I solve all this??.

Truly Love is an important consideration in a marriage, if someone previously said “Marry first, later love will come, as time goes by“ for me the words do not work, it does not work, I feel pain when I'm ignored, this happens before I get married, what if I'm married?it could be worse than this.

Ahhhhhh, I'm really scared.

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