WHEN LOVE IS TESTED

WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
My Holiday


Today is Sunday, the day most awaited by school children, or lazy employees like me, plan a holiday today, after the completion of dawn prayer, want me to go straight to sleep again, all day just lazing lazily, just resting the brain, which one full week has been in full use. But I always remember my mother's screams, if I sleep again after the dawn prayer.


"Anjani, why are you so reckless? how dare you sleep again after the dawn prayer???? Let's get up, can't be lazy, later your recovery is lost, in the chicken pat"


Ah ... just imagine the scolding I've shuddered in horror, finally I decided to settle the cost, stretching my own style, just to pamper myself, then continue reading my favorite novel, then continue reading my favorite novel, what I've long forgotten, ah or watch drakor aja yes?? so upset, for matters of reading novels or watching drakor, I should decide later, after the time arrived ...


I started to fix my boarding, nyapu, mop, nyuci clothes, and so on, quite draining too, finally after nine o'clock I have completed the ritual is sorted out.


Then I want to pamper myself with stretching, after the stretching ritual and my bath is finished, I lay myself on my tiny bed, I look around my boarding house, this costan is quite small, this costan, just fit a small mattress, which only fit for my body that can be said to be very slim, next to the mattress, there is a small closet where I put clothes, she said, then beside him was a little nightstand where I kept something.


I really have to save money, by renting a small boarding house, just so that the needs of Mother and Beautiful can be fulfilled properly.


I looked at the nanar, at the sky of my boarding room. It turns out that the phase of my life has arrived in this place, it turns out that so far I have been able to pass all the trials of God.


A shadow of my father appeared before me, ah ... What's dad again?? Are you happy with your father's life now?? Dad know?? Jani misses, and misses dad a lot, Dad .. is this part of my love test for Jani?? but why is it so hard?? can Jani pass Dad's test of love?? my heart continues to monologue, but I realize tears fall by themselves from my eye. I rubbed it slowly, it was true, there was nothing more excruciating than longing.


Tok ... tok ...


I was stunned, I suddenly heard my boarding door in the corner, I tidied up my clothes and hijab, I walked towards the door, I walked to the door,


Czech ...


"Sintia, what's wrong??" my question, after knowing that coming is Sintia.


"What are you, jani?? sunday in the room, all right?? here come out, we eat together with yuk, Faisal happens to come bring food," Tawar Sintia, said,


To be honest I was very lazy, to join them, not because I was afraid to just be a mosquito repellent among them yes, and it's easy to feel uncomfortable.


"No ah Sin, I'm here, I'm running out of the room, you're the same Faisal who ate" I tried to reject Sintia's invitation.


"Eh, it's not good to refuse rezeky, let's sinih" Sintia was still insistent, then pulled my hand out.


"Yes Anjani, come here, we eat here anyway, on your boarding terrace" Faisal arrived nongol, with a black crackle filled with food, arrived, while sitting on a chair that is on my boarding terrace, tampa I pardon.


Finally inevitably, I received a plea from them, I sat down before them, then began to enjoy the food that Faisal brought.


"Well, that's why don't join us, not just in the room, so we can be happy, right Pah???" sintia said in the middle of our meal,


"Eeehhhh i yes," Faisal said, perhaps he was ashamed to be called "Father" before me,


While I just smiled wryly at their words, it was a wonder, to be the third person among their chatter.


Falling in love may be like that, yes, from what I heard from their chat, it was so unimportant, they laughed together just because Faisal told me things that I didn't think were funny. Tells the printer is broken, the photographer copy his pants sagging, when drinking kofee glass is leaking, What a very very important thing to discuss.


But again I just kept quiet about their conversation. Indeed, if you fall in love again, the world feels both, the other just contracted.


"Eh Papah, from earlier we were busy chatting alone, kasian tau Anjani in cuekin" Finally Sintia realized my presence.


"Eh, I'm sorry jani, so on cuekkin" Timpal Faisal.


"emh, yes no papa," I still smiled wryly at them.


"Not yet," I answered a little too.


"Ih, Papah what the hell? when he was rowdy with Jani, Jani had never dated loh pah," Suddenly Sintia chimed in.


"o yeah??? Why???" Faisal is really keppo.


"What's wrong Faisal, maybe there's no soul mate yet" the most appropriate answer for an acute singles like myself.


"So papah, this Anjani is still holy, still untouched" Sintia still continues to babble, while chuckling, making me a little fed up.


"Heeee yes" Faisal replied as he continued to look at me.


What the heck are they, make a difference, want it feels like I immediately disappear from this insignificant association.


Eh but, if he noticed, Faisal why the hell do I keep thinking?? not afraid of what the same Sintia, I feel the feel of my hijab, look left right, afraid there is something wrong with my appearance, from the first meeting Faisal very often steal a glance at me, why the hell?? I'll be uncomfortable.


"Which real farm??" Faisal distracts me, aware of my discomfort due to the constant attention, while Sintia is busy staring at his face on the phone glass.


"I am a native of this city, mas" I answered accordingly.


"O yeah?? I am also native to this city, just for now I work in Cirebon, but God willing as soon as I will also move to work in this city," he explained, I didn't ask Faisal for any information.


"oh, that's it, man," I can only say OH ria, all Faisal's explanations are not important to me at all.


Today, actually a very poor holiday, my holiday is spent just to be a pigeon for people who are in love, he said, my love for reading books and continuing to watch the drama is gone already.


Until finally sorepun ahead, soon adhan maghrib reverberated, I decided to say goodbye to two lovebirds who were in love, to enter the room. To be able to immediately perform the Maghrib prayer, as well as Sintia and Faisal they also entered into the costan Sintia.


Usually Faisal will come home at midnight will be approaching, I the fanatical man of the millennial century can only shake his head, why the hell?? they make people suudzan?? In a narrow room, alone with tightly locked doors and windows, came home in the middle of the night, and there was only a giggling sound from Sintia.


I thought, some people will have the same thoughts as me.


Astagfirullah .. tuh right, my mind is so fucked up, follow me,


I shook my head, after I finished ablution, I held my prayer, I performed three rakaat prayers, according to his orders, after saying greetings to the right and to the left, I recited the istighfar, then pasbih, after saying salutations to the right, I hope God gives me peace, I hope God protects me from all the bad views of man.


I turned to my two hands, my special prayer after this prayer,


"O Allah, bring me close to the best people you think, but if the people around me right now, are not good to me, I beg you to keep them away from me." aamiin


I lay face to face, I hope God forgives all my sins today, this is what I fear from a friendship, I fear being carried away by bad currents, not when we make friends with good people, sometimes we get a bonus from the goodness of our friends? vice versa.


So, from now on look for good friends, according to our version, but that does not mean we should not respond as well, to people we do not consider good.


seriate..............


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