WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Advice part 2

There are many ways to be grateful for the creation of almighty, no need I describe at length, about how I love her, about how I love her, you understand very well how I fell awake to arrange my heart to be able to rise from all my difficulties so far.

In the morning, I was still sitting leaning on the headboard, all night for I could not sleep, I remembered many things, Mother, Father, Beautiful, and Anwar my husband, how are they???.

Know y'all?? I miss you so much, do you miss me too???.

Tok ... tok ...

The sound of knocking on the door, instantly making my daydream crumble, I turned to the door that was already open.

“Hay Anjani“ a tall man, approached me.

“Hay, Randi?” I swipe at the man who comes to me.

“How are you doing today??” ask her while smiling.

“Good, as you can see“ I returned his smile.

“How are you??” ask again.

“Emmhh, baik“ I replied, while looking at my own stomach, it feels strange, I have not gotten used to his presence.

“Ok, Anjani, when will you be back in your family??” tanyanya, make me down.

“Family???” lirihku slowly.

I don't know, if I go back to my family, will I be able to if I meet Anwar again??? Should I forgive Anwar's mistake??? I'm pregnant with her child now. What am I supposed to do???.

“Yes, family, you don't miss the father of your son?” tanyanya looks at me clingy.

“Rindu??” it was as if I was asking myself.

“Yes, you don't miss your husband???” ask again.

“Kangen?” again I murmured.

“Iya“ replied smiling.

And I can only be silent, my silence this time is the way I miss him, honestly being able to love him is a beauty, and to be loved is happiness, my longing is so passionate, she said, but this miss is hampered by a disappointment that I can hardly forgive. It hurts, it hurts so much.

“Anjani??” asked Randi to surprise me.

“I yes??” nervous answer.

“Don't be too stressed later affect your content“ Randi back to look at me.

I smiled again, why is this man so kind, helping to save me from death, taking good care of me.

“Thank you, you are so good“ I looked at her full day.

“Anjani, you want to go for a walk?” bargained for.

“Here the scenery is good lho” he continued.

I was silent again, too many thoughts swirling around in my head.

“Udah, don't mostly think, let's“ Randi walk ahead of me.

Unknowingly I followed him, until we arrived at a place, a place so beautiful, the expanse of a real lake so stretched wide, I looked at him with admiration, plus the sound of birds chirping, adding to the beauty of this place.

“You like this place??” tanyanya, while folding both hands on the chest.

“Suka” answer.

“Why are you so good to me??” I express the curiosity that keeps running in my heart.

Randi sits on a grassy expanse like this rug, “Anjani you know?? I've lost the person I love the most“ Randi started to open her story.

“Who??” my many.

“My wife“ replied, bowing languidly, as if recalling the past.

“Innalillahi, I am so sorry“ there is regret in my heart, why I am so curious about the kindness of others.

“Nothing“ he replied as he lowered his head, I know, there is a lot of sadness in his heart.

“She died in an accident, when she was pregnant with our child“ I saw Randi's eyes already glazed over.

“Sorry, it offended you".

“What is it, you know Anjani??? I was so sorry at that time, I let my wife go alone, just because I was busy working, which is why, now I devote myself in this place“ he explained.

“That's it??? Then Retno's mom??” my many.

“Mother Retno wasn't my parents, I just thought of them as my parents“ Randi goes back to explaining.

“O yes??? Sorry I thought you guys were all family“ I nodded slowly.

“No, it's just that when I was transferred here, I chose to stay in their house, and they happened to think of me as his own son“ explained Randi.

I looked down, worried, that was in my heart.

“Anjani, I hope you can take the right decision, lest you regret like I am Jan“ again, Randi reminded.

“I know, you must be having a problem, right?? I don't know what your problem is, but I just want to suggest, choose the best option for your life“ Randi took a deep breath, the wedge in his heart is no less big than the wedge in my heart.

“Now, I don't know“ I revealed my bench to the nice guy next to me.

“Istikhoroh, it's the best way when you're worried“ Randi's advice.

“Iya, you're right, I didn't even think about it“ I was enthusiastic about Randi's suggestion.

“Sometimes, anxiety can close the clear mind of man“ Randi smiles at me.

“Iya, you are right, once again thank you very much Randi, you are so good“ once again I express my gratitude to Randi, this man who has helped me too much.

“Sama-sama Jan“ again, she smiled gently.

In the middle of our conversation, I suddenly saw people running around, not knowing what they wanted to see.

“Ran, what's up?? How about rame??” tanyaku.

“Don't know, look yuk“ take her while standing.

“Mbak, what's up??” ask the woman who is also running.

“That's Ma'am, there is a woman who is being proposed to her boyfriend“ he replied as he continued his run.

I scrunched my forehead, proposed to her boyfriend?? But why is it so crazy, how is it??? My soul has reappeared.

“Ran, see also yuk“ I walked ahead of Randi.

“Iya“ Randi followed in my footsteps from behind.

Among the crowd, I tried to sneak up to the middle, I tiptoed trying to see which was the source of attention.

“Receive , Thank, thank!!!” people shouted, as the man gathered before the woman, asking to be accepted for her love.

While the woman just gaping, while covering her mouth.

Instantly the shadow of the past was again present in my memory, where when Anwar proposed to me, while resting, by the lake.

“Anwar, what should I do now? My heart misses you so much, but my mind is so messed up, my mind is busy hating you for your attitude, Anwar, why do you have the heart, to ruin my life?????” my heart murmured, my eyes blurred, my tears almost shed, though I tried to hold it all my might.

“Do you remember anything??” suddenly Randi asked next to me.

“Hmmhh” I replied while wiping away tears.

“Do not hold, just remove“.

“I miss my husband, I miss the Father of my son“ I sobbed.

“Meet her Jan, don't let you regret"

“But I was so disappointed with his attitude“.

“Aren't no humans perfect?? Me, you are too, right??we've done a lot of Jan“ mistakes

My tears broke immediately, “Yes Allah, give me all the best, I really can not accept this reality, I love the man who failed me so much, O God, give me all the best“ my heart shrieks saying his name, the name that has been enthroned in my heart God, and Anwar.

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