WHEN LOVE IS TESTED
Anjani is sick

“You why else mas?” ask me in between our dinner.

“Jan, tomorrow I am assigned out of town for the next few days, because there is a work business that I have to finish“ explained Bagas.

“Why impromptu?” many wonder.

“Yes, I also did not expect me to be assigned to this job“ replied Bagas.

“You don't have to go just Mas“ my door which somehow I feel heavy to let Bagas go.

Bagas looked at me fixedly, “I just went a few days Jan, it won't be long kok“

“But, later I will be alone here“ my header, for some reason but today I feel really like talking a lot.

“Or do you want to stay at Mom's house for a while? As long as I'm out of town?” Fresh Bagas.

I thought for a moment, “No, I'll stay here, wait for you to come home“ my break up finally.

“Yes already, as long as I am not around, you be careful at home yes, take good care of yourself, so long as I am not around, if there's anything you call me ya“ for the first time I feel flattered by my husband's words, I feel noticed. For the first time we talked so much and felt comfortable.

“Iya Mas, oh yes Mas I can have something??” for some reason but I was so comfortable talking to my husband, after we both lay down in bed.

“What?” Bagas turned his face towards me.

“You, ever loved me??” I asked for some reason but I would like to ask Bagas.

“Do I have to answer that question?why do you always ask the same thing over and over again??” tanya Bagas looked at me fixedly.

“Nothing I just want to know, let's answer“.

“Nobody needs to answer Jan, you already know the answer“ honestly I was very disappointed with Bagas answer, even telling love to me he could not.

“I know what your answer is, I just want to make sure it's“ I replied while turning my back to Bagas.

“What should you make sure?? Everything is clear and definitely“ muttered Bagas that I can still hear.

“During marriage, I never once heard the word love from you,“ I still sulk. I don't know why but I also feel I'm very spoiled for Bagas tonight.

“I think words like that, no need to express, you will surely already know his answer“ Bagas still remain adamant with his opinion.

“Ya udah“ I replied back to Bagas.

“What are you doing?? Not usually you like gini“ Bagas lowered his voice.

“What a” answered I pursed my lips.

“Ya already,“ reply Short bagas.

“Hih insensitive amat“ mumbled

“Later if I had no you would have nyesel“ I said suddenly that made Bagas directly glared at me.

“You know if you like everywhere“ Bagas started to raise his voice.

I did not want to continue the conversation with Bagas, I raised the blanket up to my chest, then closed my eyes to sleep by myself.

***

“Jan, I leave yes, you are well at home“ pamit Bagas.

“Yes mas, be careful ya“ I kissed Bagas hand, and suddenly, I,

Cups,

Bagas kissed my forehead. I was so shocked by this rare treatment of Bagas, Bagas smiled at me and waved his hand. I returned the wave of Bagas' hand, I saw the departure of my husband to the vehicle that was on his side until it disappeared in the street, I entered the house and locked the door.

***

Time has passed, Bagas has not been home for two days, since he left Bagas has never contacted me, you might be very busy with his work. I also did not intend to contact him first, I was afraid to interfere with Bagas' work.

Today, as usual I do my duties as a housewife, I clean the house, wash clothes, and so on. This time I have soaked sheets and blankets that size is quite large, then continue washing it, quite tiring indeed.

After I sun it, I slid my feet on the back porch, ah, I feel my life is more lonely, now I have another ahlian, which is to wait.

Ah, why does my stomach hurt, like a cramp, when I've eaten on time. I closed my eyes feeling a growing pain in the area of my stomach that was creeping into the area of ************.

Why this?? The longer my pain never subsided, even more felt.

I tried to stand up, I reached for the shoe rack beside me, but in vain, the plastic shoe rack was unable to support me, and it collapsed, until I fell too.

My pain is growing, why this?? I was never this weak, I tried to stand up again, but to my surprise, because I saw blood spots on the floor, coming from my sensitive area. I became limp, and sagged to the floor the shock and the increasingly excruciating pain brought me down.

I tried to shuffle, wanting to grab my phone that I put in the living room on the table, I tried to keep reaching it while enduring my pain. I tried calling Bagas number and directly pressed the button ‘call’ . After connecting Bagas picked up my phone after a long time I made a call.

“Hallo Jan, what is it??” tanya Bagas who makes me wonder, two days did not contact me he asked ‘what is it???’ unheard-of.

“Mas, I'm sick“ my whine.

“What pain??” tanya Bagas is a bit flat.

“Sick stomach“ I replied as I continued to grimace, while blood kept coming out of my sensitive area more and more.

“Udah take medicine right??” ask Bagas.

“Mas, I've come out a lot of blood, I've been lethargic“ I've started to limp and don't want to say much more.

“What blood??, I can't go home now Jan, I just call my father yes, let's take you to the hospital“ bargain Bagas.

“Sayang ..” suddenly heard a man call from Bagas phone.

‘What is this?? Bagas with who?? Why would anyone call her baby?? Did Bagas lie to me?? Is she with her boyfriend now??’

As soon as my eyes began to blur, I could no longer bear my pain.

“Jan, Jani, you're still there, right?? You can hold on, right?? My father will be there soon Jan“ heard the voice of Bagas on the phone that I have kept away from my ears. I could no longer endure the physical pain and heartache.

If God wanted to pick me up right now, I would be very sincere. I just want to see Mom happy, that's all I want.

Be connected...................

Guess why Anjani????

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